Not Same Again

Hollowly

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Soekarno - Hatta International Airport.

In the midst of busy people passing by, Nana was among them. He walked while pulling a suitcase.

'' Nana exclaimed someone running towards her.

' tap' Nana's steps stopped instantly .

A faint smile was seen on his damp face.

" basic .. " gazing miris saw the look of the adorable Nana.

Han recalled when his phone suddenly rang in the middle of the night.

He was surprised to find out if the one who contacted him was Nana .

Especially when Nana says the purpose of the phone because it needs his help.

Han was willing to travel for hours just to meet and deliver the departure of the woman and her beloved friend.

Han sighed heavily.

Life often does not go as expected.

Likewise, what happened to his life and Nana who was full of unexpected things and a million surprises . Which never even crossed their shadow.

'' so really want to go ? ''

'' em. '' nodded while taking off the handle of his suitcase.

'' it's not better to talk to him first.

Who knows, you might find a solution .

So do not have to go rich gini ?

Remember ,Na. You guys are married ''

Nana nodded again. No need for Han to say that he understands exactly what he is doing right now.

'' that's why I decided to leave. Not asking for divorce ''

'' you are so hearty, Nana.

You know it's the same as torturing her ''

'' that's my goal, Han. I want them to feel what I've been feeling all along. Especially Bian ''

Han shook his head, not thinking. He said love can sacrifice and endure any pain .But it doesn't seem to be the case for Nana.

The proof is that he can leave people who also clearly love him.

'' you better consider it again, Na.

Think of your son ''

'' it was precisely because of him that I was forced to make this decision.

You uda I'm clear what the reason is, right ? ''

'' Omaya ? Her mother ? You can ask to separate the house ''

'' if only it could be that easy.. ''

'' ... ''

'' let's say we split up the house, still in the same town. Because Bian certainly does not want to be far from his family.

Then in the middle of the work that demanded her to go back and forth out of town, she also had to divide her time between me and visiting Omanya.

Not to mention her mother.

Huh'. I can't imagine what else his mother would say to me .

I must be said to be selfish and want to master it myself ''

'' that's natural, Na.

That's your right as a wife .

It is precisely they who should be aware, and do not interfere in your household affairs ''

'' unfortunately, they are not such people.

They already rated me as never good for Bian ''

'' then Bian ? Did he treat you like Oma and her mother ? ''

'' Bian is the same.

Though he knew how they treated me, but there was nothing to do but to ask me to be patient ''

...

'' so ? ''

'' just think of it as my way of replying to them.

Actually, I really wanted to see how Bian reacted to them.

Will he be angry ?

Is it possible to yell at mom and her omen ? ''

'' Nana.. ''

'' but I doubt Bian will.

So, let time do the talking and bear witness to how they are after this.

Although I wish they could be conscious and sorry .Then lament their mistakes.

Haaahhh, but I don't want to know anything more about them ''

Han blew his breath away .

This was Nana who always chuckled at her decision.

'' okay, it's up to you.

I just hope you can take care of yourself as best you can ''

'' ... ''

'' if only you would come with me.

Although I can't promise anything, but I'll make sure to look after and treat you well ''

Nana smile. It's moved. Han hasn't changed.

Remain most concerned and always be able to understand his attitude and actions.

If only he could open a little of his heart, there would be a good man who would always love and take care of him with all his heart. That's Han.

'' that's right, just you.

Baras aja definitely uda make you frustrated.

Do you think I'm at least ashamed of that to add to your list of responsibilities, huh ? ''

Han chuckled.

He had forgotten his count. I don't know how many times Nana rejected it .

'' I only believe in you, Han.

Only you can count on. Since then and until now.

I'm sorry if I'm always selfish and never consider how you feel.

Sorry, Han. sorry, hiks... '' Nana was finally no longer able to hold back her tears.

He bowed. His body shook with the sobs.

He was actually embarrassed to face Han and ask this man for help. But he had no choice.

He must plan something for the future, for the sake of his son. Because no one knows what he will have to do and will face later.

'' I think you need a hug ? '' Han spread out both his hands.

Without hesitation 'pluk' Nana entered into his embrace. Han was always sensitive to what Nana was feeling.

I mean what he needs right now.

A backrest to find calm.

'' I'm leaving.. '' Nana took off her embrace while wiping away the tears on her cheeks.

Han nodded.

He noticed Nana who grabbed the suitcase and walked into the departure gate .

Until finally Nana was no longer seen when blending in the crowd of people who entered there.

* * *

Afternoon, at 16:45 .

A car that looks familiar stops in front of the house. Bi Gani who heard the sound of a horn, rushed open the fence wide.

The car driven by Mr. Tole came in and stopped in the yard.

Bian got out of the back seat and immediately took a quick step into the house.

'' Bian's voice made Bian stop and turn .

'' later on, mi '' Bian continued the steps towards the stairs . Half-running Bian climbed up by climbing two stairs at once.

'' Nana called Bian as soon as she opened the door of her room.

' srek' sound of curtains covering the balcony door open .

There's none. Bian then switched to the dressing room. There's also no.

Bian spent a dozen minutes in the room to check the contents of his closet.

He frowned while paying attention to Nana's clothes and some items arranged and hanging neatly in the clothes storage.

But it seems to be diminishing. Or just the feeling.

" maybe again washed "he thought .

But where is he ? Why the phone since this morning suddenly can not be contacted ?

Bian came out of the dressing room and headed to the bathroom.

Blank. Even the signs of the existence of the figure he was looking for did not exist.

Bian began to be overwhelmed with anxiety.

His heart and mind were not calm.

He rushed out of the room and went down.

Natasha was standing in front of the stairs. It seemed to be waiting for him to come down.

Natasha blinked quickly.

She's nervous. Bian must be looking for his wife.

'' sorry, mi. But I have to see Oma first ''

For the second time Bian passed by.

There's nothing Natasha can do. He could not prevent because he knew what his son was hunting.

He could only see how the huge back passed and entered Elisabeth's room.

" excuse me, Bian... "

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" Oma "

Elisabeth was sitting on the couch. Susan realized her employer needed privacy right out of the room.

'' Bian ..'' Elisabeth smiled stiffly .

His expression was the same as the one seen on Natasya earlier.

Elisabeth was nervous.

The two hands that he placed on his lap were seen squeezing each other.

Bian approached and sat down at Elisabeth's side.

" Bian, my dear." tried to greet as usual with her trembling lips .

" oom.. Where's nana ? Is he out again ? "

Elisabeth raised her face to see more clearly the look on the grandchild's face. He found how the look in the eye was emitting deep anxiety.

" oh, my God, what have I done... "

Elisabeth looked down and closed her eyes.

" Ors.." Bian held onto both of Elisabeth's shoulders with a slight squeeze .

Which indirectly forced the Oma to hold his head up and want to look at him.

" had something happened, Oma ?

Since morning he could not be contacted . Neither have you been telling me all day "

" bian.. " Elisabeth held both hands that were getting stronger gripping her shoulders .

" ng' sorry, Oma "Bian who realized it immediately took off L and pulled both hands.

Now the look of the face shows regret and guilt for hurting the physical Oma.

" no, Bian.. Oma is the one who should apologize... "

Elisabeth was seen twisting her body. His hands stretched out to open the desk drawer on the side of the sofa he was sitting on.

He took it out, and then he put down three things that Nana left this morning .

Bian.

He knew exactly what Elisabeth put in front of him.

'' Bi... '' Elisabeth grabbed both hands and stacked one on her lap.

'' Bian listen to Oma.

Oma will tell you what happened.

Oma wouldn't exaggerate much less lie to you.

So believe what I am going to say.

After that, it's up to you.

Whatever you do, we'll take it ''

Elisabeth took a deep breath, and started.

He told me about the incident this morning.

When Nana was leaving. Whatever Nana throws at them . And the reason why Nana can be up to leave the husband.

Bian silently listened. With both eyes fixed on the ATM card, Credit card, and the longest he looked at was the ring that he pinned on Nana's sweet day.

Bian's gaze was empty. So too with his heart and mind .

He was at a loss for words and did not know how or what to do.

'' Bian, Nana has left you dear.. '' Elisabeth ended her story with tears.

He was about to reach for the large body beside him, but Bian who knew if it would be embraced immediately stood up and left without saying anything.

' cklek '

'' Bian, son Natasya appeared when the door of the room opened.

He who had been waiting before the door of the room was approaching. He wants to get his youngest child. Just like Bian did with Elisabeth.

He pulled over when Natassa's hand almost touched his shoulder.

'' Bian, I'm sorry mommy son..

My mom doesn't know she's .. ''

Bian's steps came to a halt, he turned around and turned to Natasya who was seen wiping away the tears in one corner of his eyes.

'' what is he, mi ? '' Bian stared with silent eyes. He does not believe that after making him lose his wife, the mother still wants to avoid his mistakes.

'' ... ''

'' mommy, anyone, if treated like that would do the same thing .

Every human has limits to his patience.

Just like mommy who can't stand dady anymore...

Same with Nana.. ''

'' Bian, son.. Mommy.. Mami admitted wrong-but Mami did not mean to make your relationship like this at all .Believe...''

'' if you don't mean to go like this, what do you really want from Nana ?

Being a daughter-in-law that you can set up ?

Who will remain silent despite mami omelin every day ? ''

Natasya shook her head, because this is not what she expected.

He just wanted to teach Nana a lesson. That'sthat's all.

But, he now must realize if the way is wrong and has crossed the line.

He never thought either. If Nana were to always respond in silence, she could decide to leave.

'' is my mom satisfied now ? This is what mom wanted.. '' Bian looked at her with reddened eyes.

Either trying to hold back the crying or the anger.

Natasya. Her tears are pouring.

Bian's gaze conditioned despair. His heart hurts .

He did not expect, if it would arrive like this Bian's reaction.

This time he was really sorry .

Guilt now enveloped the whole inside of him.

Slowly Natasya's body began to decline until finally sitting on the floor.

With a forced move, Bian left Natasya who sounded as if she wanted to go back to the room.

* * *

Bian came to the door of his room.

He pressed the knob slowly and the door opened .

Bian did not enter and stood at the mouth of the door .

He looked at the bedroom he usually occupied with Nana .

He stared at the nanar. His heart throbbed pain as it felt so hollow .