Not Same Again

Choices

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Just as his foot stepped on the cement floor of Han's house, his phone rang again.

He also had to welcome the call.

Bian moved away again to speak more freely.

'' I don't know what to be honored or.

But obviously, I'm happy to be the first to know your happy news Han said

'' ... '' Nana was touched. As usual Han was always sincere to her.

'' but honestly. That's cruel to me, too. You are really very strong . Even to the end, you still rejected me.

But, well.mau how else.

Our relationship is no longer the same as it used to be. But you're still the Nana I know .

Congratulations, Nana, soon you'll be a mother.

I pray that you and your child will always be in good health until the time comes "

" thank you, Han.. You've always been the one who understood and understood my situation the most "

Han smiled.He was happy because it turned out that Nana judged him so.

If only Nana could open her little heart .

Of course he'll behave better than this.

" i hope he inherits your face, but don't act like you ''

'' what happened to my attitude ? '' pitched not accept.

'' you are too indifferent, even to yourself ''

Nana nodded. He also realized that since he knew he had nothing and nobody, slowly it formed his personality to not easily sympathize with others . Means to himself.

'' you're right.don't let him be like me.' look at Bian who's talking . Bian glanced at him .

They both throw smiles.

'' I hope his nature and attitude will be like Bian's. Loved and loved many people.

Warm and very caring to the people around him ''

Shortly after, Bian finished with his business, he returned and invited Nana to come home.

They say goodbye to Han.

'' you cry ? '' bian asked as Nana had just walked in and sat down.

'' a ? " nana's eyes widened, her hands reflexively raised and touched both of her cheeks. Nana patted him gently.

Feels humid. Only a few drops of tears escaped.

" ah, oya kaya.

Maybe it was too muddy ..It was sad to think of Han ''

Bain turned out to be more sensitive than he expected. Nana could not dodge if she had shed tears. But not because of Han.

'' sad ? Didn't you say there was never a feeling for her ? '' Bian snorted in annoyance making Nana once again widen her eyes.

'' why are you ? How did you suddenly become a sewot ?''

'' I'm your husband, Nana. It's only natural that I don't like you thinking of other men ''

Nana nodded while developing a smile.

Wish it was jealousy.

The car is driving at moderate speed.

" who called ? "

" job "

" it's not too far, yes "

" if the problem of the work accident, uda finished "

Bian sighed. Given yesterday's problems that Nana's middle questions . Presumably Nana was curious .

Bian also told if initially there was tension in the negotiations.

That's because the families of victims who refused to be compensated directly. In addition to demanding an inappropriate price, they also ask that the form of responsibility be given periodically.

Your reason for dying is the head of the family. A husband and father of two young children.

After going through several meetings and this consideration - it was, eventually both sides reached an agreement.

Every month the victim's family will receive money according to the nominal agreed upon until the deadline has also been determined.

" ooo... trus that was again ? " this time what Nana meant was the last call that Bian had received earlier.

" work in town X.

Just talking about building solutions.

Maybe this month is over and it can start to open.

If there's nothing important in DSL I'm there.

You're coming, huh ? All of us honeymoon again "Bian winked.

Nana pinched her arm with the fingernail tip, making Bian grimace as it was spicy on the surface of her skin .

Both of them together to release laughter .

Moments later after their laughter subsided, the vehicle suddenly slowed down .

Nana who was astonished looked at the side of the wheel.

Bian appeared to wryly , turning his neck to the right and to the left , paying attention to what was passing. Like looking for something.

'' let's find some food first, yeah .. I'm hungry ''

Nana nodded. So that's what has made the husband suddenly not focus on driving.

Though only 5:30 and usually they have dinner around 7.

They were late for lunch .

And Bian said he was hungry again ?

Car pulled over in a simple restaurant .

' Sate and Gulai Kambing Pak Ade' as it is written on his banner.

" sate ? " Nana stared half in disbelief . As he remembered Bian had never liked that special-smelling meat.

" don't know why I suddenly wanted to eat satay.

Why ? You don't want to ? " Bian who was about to take off his safety belt stopped.

Nana shook her head and smiled .

Who's pregnant, who's cravings.

Eat whatever you want.

So that our children will not be upset.

Nana chuckled in her heart.

* * *

" yet finallyaaaa... " Natasha stood up and walked over to Bian who had just stepped inside the house.

Elisabeth had told all her domestic workers that she was the mother of her granddaughter, Bian. Therefore Natasya also become free to go in and out, which also means giving orders like the host.

Bian spread his hands looking at the mother who immediately scattered her embrace.

In just a few seconds, the hug slipped frequently with a brief peck on Natasya's right cheek.

Nana who was only one step behind them shook her head. Natasya completely ignored him and even pulled Bian .

It's obvious that Natasha ignored him and deliberately acted as if he didn't exist.

Nana chose to act the same.

Just look at the mother and child who are starting to step away from her .

Nana thought she might be left behind, but she wasn't.

Bian turned. Take off Natasha's handrails on her arm and come back to approach her.

Bian grabbed Nana's hand and pulled it.

The upset Natasya then walked first .

'' mama was on the road saw there was a soto seller's shop, mama cobain, uh it turned out to be delicious.

So mama packs for you Natasya smiles while pointing at the food wrapper on the table.

'' sorry, mi. But Bian was full. On the way home we stopped by to eat satay Bian look not good because the look on Natasya's face immediately turned flat. His smile faded .

'' Oma where, bi ? '' asked Bian to his household assistant who had just appeared with the cutlery.

'' in her room, mister ''

'' I found Oma first, yes Bian gently rubbed the wife's back then pulled away slowly as he left Nana .

' no. no. no. ' Bi Gani's voice placed a plate of spoons and forks on the table.

After that , his profession switched to opening the food packaging that Natasya brought.

'' where did Bian jump ? ''

'' we are new from DSL, aunty.' Nana replied without seeing her interlocutor.

Bi Gani is seen stealing lyrics on both her employers in turn .

' srak ' Natasha pulled up a chair, then sat down.

'' why don't you join Bian saying hello to Oma ? ''

Nana jerks. Didn't expect Natasha to question the obvious why.

'' did your parents not teach you manners ? You must know how it should be when you just go home, right ? ''

He wanted to get out of this room immediately.

But he did not do it because he did not want to aggravate the atmosphere.

'' can you cook ? ''

Nana nodded slowly.

'' then learn. At least you should have something that can make you look a little useful in this house.

Don't just know to ask for money and spend it ''

'' ... ''

'' I used to get nothing.

But I learned to adjust to my new life.

I never sat on my partner and worked hard to make money for the lives of our children.

I'm not like you just lazing around and running around spending money .

While your husband bans for money.

So stop acting indifferent and start setting yourself up. Change your habits and wake yourself up . You should know what your duties are as a wife and housewife.

Don't throw it all over and put it all on Bian ! ''

Nana widened her eyes. To be honest, he didn't understand what Natasya meant. Does he also have to work to support this family, is that it ?

Hem.. Nana sighed slowly. Do not let it sound especially to be seen if he was complaining about Natasya's words just now. Or if not, her mother-in-law will more and more arbitrarily obey her.

Nana lowered her head for a while then straightened her up and turned her face to the side.

' jeez, it's a shock that I've almost had a heart attack.

I don't know when Bian has been standing there with Elisabeth in a wheelchair.

He saw Bian's gaze directed at Natasya who was completely unconscious and still continued to babble .

If you notice the look on his face, it looks like Bian heard everything.

'' mami '' Bian's voice was so loud ', making the so-called turn.

Natasya stood up, twisted her body and. He smiles.

Nana and bi Gani were surprised. They thought Natasya would be shocked and stammered.

Same with what Elisabeth did. He thought Natasha's face would be pias .

But it turns out Natasha's response was completely far from their estimate .

The woman seemed to have prepared herself for all her possibilities.

" extraordinary "their minds in unison.

" as long as I'm out of town, your mom comes here often ? " tanya Bian intended for all in the room .

He looked at Natasha. The mother flatly expressed. As if I didn't feel like doing anything wrong.

Bian's gaze then turned to Nana.

But the wife chose silence and turned her face away.

Even bi Gani did not escape the spotlight of his eyes which means the same . Bi Gani down .

" come, Bi. What he did was natural. She used to come here to advise your wife. " Elisabeth stroked the back of the hand that was on the handle of her wheelchair.

" if Oma meant what she just said, then it's not Oma's advice "

Screaming again .No one made a sound, not even returning Bian's gaze even if they didn't dare.

" a-k-I went up first Nana finally couldn't take it anymore.

The atmosphere was really not good for her . She was afraid this would again impact her very vulnerable pregnancy.

'' Nana ''

Nana did not understand the husband's call and continued to walk away.

...

'' my mother asked me very much. Don't bother Nana !

Stop meddling in my household business !

Or if not, said Bian stuck because he was not sure whether to say it or not.

'' what ? If it's okay ? Do you want to threaten now ? !" Natasya is defiant. His face flushed and his breath was hunting. He began to stir emotions .

" then I am compelled to separate myself from you "

Elisabeth looked up, her eyes fixed on the granddaughter. His tears began to flow into the river.

" Bian, baby.. You didn't mean to leave Oma, did you ? " holds tightly onto Bian's wrist.

Bian pulled, forcing the handle to come off.

He turned around, stopped in front of Elisabeth and knelt down.

" Oma knows what Nana means to Bian, right ?

Nana is more than a wife.

She's not just the woman I love.

He's more than that. She's everything to me, Oma "

Elisabeth nodded slowly.

" Bian will never leave Oma. What Bian meant to break away was to bring Nana out of this house. That is if things really force "

" but if we split the house, doesn't that mean we won't always meet ? It's the same, Bian... "

" .... "

" it's better to just return Oma to DSL.

At least Oma won't feel lonely there. Because there's only Bi Gani and Susan.

And Oma can also meet you more often too, right ? "

Bian stared inside while wiping away the tears flowing down those wrinkled cheeks .

" if Oma didn't want that to happen, Oma shouldn't have let Nana get rich.

Oma shouldn't be indifferent to Nana either.

What if Nana doesn't live here anymore ? "

Elisabeth. Don't know what to say.

He was too afraid to think that what Bian said really happened.

He could not imagine having to go back to having a day alone.

Bian stood up and went after Nana who had entered the room .

He left two people in the dining room, hoping they would reflect on everything he said.

* * *

The door to the room he opened and at the same time Nana flashed and was seen entering the bathroom.

'' Na, open the door '' knocking on the white surface of the door.

' clek' instead of being opened, Nana locked it.

Bain didn't want to force it. He let Nana in there. Thinking his wife needs time to calm down while cleansing the body .

Bian walked towards the bed and sat on the right side of the ledge, the part that had always been where Nana slept.

His palm began to play on it, sweeping the part where the tiny body usually lay.

Ten, fifteen, until twenty minutes passed.

Bian stared at the bathroom door that was not open.

He breathed for the umpteenth time.

Cultivate patiently and will keep waiting for Nana to come out.

' cklek ' Bian reduces smile . The waiting finally came out.

Fresh aroma drink.

Nana walked in her nightclothes towards the bed with a smile.

Though he was worried Nana would be angry or cry because of this.

But it seems like it's just a worry .

Nana looks fine.

Or maybe pretending ?

Bian's dilemma.

What should he do in this difficult situation ?

Should Nana be a priority right ?

Or should he ask to persevere and continue to be patient ?

Bian realized that was the only option he had.

If he chooses to put Nana forward, then it means that he will keep his distance from Oma and also his mother.

And the question is, will he be able to do that ?

No. gabe. It won't be until the heart makes Elisabeth cry again.

He decided to make the second choice.

As he sees it now.

Nana seems to be less affected by Elisabeth's indifference and her mother's remarks.

Bian was unanimous on his decision.

He thought it was okay to ask Nana to give up. Hope Nana will understand and will slowly get used to it .