Not Same Again

This is the time

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'' there was something different with him Han muttered inwardly as he occasionally glanced at the woman sitting beside him.

Not as usual. Cecilia looked indifferent. Never seen glancing let alone seen it.

Han who began to be unable to resist was finally clearly staring at him when the car stopped to queue at the toll entrance gate.

' g' Cecilia glanced at him for a moment then quickly diverted him . Highlight Han's eyes like they were beating the heart.

'' ken-khen why do I think I like ithu ? '' Cecilia looks wrong.

Han didn't bully him. He kept looking at Cecilia whose face was turning red because this was the first time Han had seen her in such a way.

'' apha adha who is sheha with khu ? ''

The tail of his eyes moved cautiously to glance at the man who was still unchanged his expression and position .

Cecilia.

Nyali. Though he had intended not to care about Han and dismissed his feelings . But in fact, his heart could not be compromised at all. Keep beating unbecoming.

'' I should have asked you like that.

Is there something wrong with me ? Because you don't look like Cecil. What's up ? ''

'' ap-apha intimhu only sheperti ithu ? '' nervousness began to master it.

'' your attitude is strange.

You usually see me. But since then, you haven't even once glanced at me ? ''

''... ''

'' answer me, Cecil .

I don't like you ignoring it like this ''

'' eng ?'' Cecilia eye furniture. Han realized he was being ignored ?

Cecilia ventured to look at Han.

The man still looked like he was, looking at him so closely.

'' Cecil ''

'' eng-jhangan cares akhu, Han ''

'' why ? ''

''... ''

'' but I can't, Cecil. I don't want to .

I feel like I didn't make a mistake. So it doesn't make sense that our relationship is suddenly like this ''

'' shelike apha you mean ? ''

Han took a deep breath with a single pull and exhaled slowly.

'' I like you . And I know, if you like me too. Right, right ? ''

Cecilia. His breath felt cut off right then and there.

His eyes hardly blinked either.

Did he not hear wrong ?

The length of the queue keeps the car from moving for tens of minutes.

And for that long Han waited for his answer.

* * *

Everyone has returned to their routine.

No exception to Bian.

He wanted to spend a little more time with his wife and children. But erratic work made him a few days back forced to go home late.

Likewise with Nana who is being investigated not taking care of Dion's correspondence.

Lucky there is Mr. Tole who has been given a special task by the husband, to deliver wherever the destination .

Not to forget, Nana will definitely invite Siti .He does not want Siti saturated if he lives at home.

But beyond a doubt. Siti actually prefers to stay and be at home with bi Gani to do her cooking hobby.

As a result, the work of bi Gani was reduced. Almost every day Siti cooks.

Nana also can not force if it turns out Siti has found things she likes.

He left Siti with what she wanted to do.

Instead, he takes Susan with him to accompany him while helping him keep an eye on Dion.

Bian will actually make Susan as Dion's nanny.

In addition to going back and forth from home to the community service office, Nana who plans to enter Dion to school first brings the child to a child development center to continue her speech therapy.

Time passed and the day changed.

Today all Nana's business is done.

Just waiting for the date that has been set for him to be required to return and take Dion's letter.

And again, today Bian came home late. He got home when they were all done for dinner .

Nana and Dion were in the room. But they haven't slept. The mother and son were waiting for Bian by sitting on the sofa enjoying a television show.

' clamps' sound room door opened.

Dion and Nana compactly turned their heads and smiled broadly at the figure that had emerged from behind it.

'' haven't you slept yet ? '' Bian returned the smile, approaching his wife and son.

One kiss landed on each of Dion and Nana's cheeks.

After that, Bian rushed to the bathroom. It did not take long for him to finish with the ritual of cleaning the body and continue to dress.

Bian can't wait to join the two people who are waiting for him to come home from work every day.

'' can papa eat ? '' asked Dion with his slurred accent.

'' it's been '', baby. Before going up to the room papa ate first under ''

Bian lifted Dion's body and sat him on his lap and threw a sideways glance.

' cup' short kissed Nana.

Both look so happy .

Not only because they have now gathered into one whole family, but also because Dion has begun to spend a lot of vocabulary .

One month Nana had accompanied Dion to therapy classes regularly . Dion also began to experience a lot of progress . Dion is willing to respond and can already be talked to.

The thing that made Nana so moved, relieved to mix happily.

Moments later, Dion was already asleep in Bian's arms. Carefully, Bian brought his son's body and laid it down on the bed.

He thought until when his son would sleep with them.

But considering the condition of Dion who is in need of extra attention, he also brushed off his ego who wants to be able to freely sleep alone with his wife.

After making sure Dion slept safely, Bian returned to the sofa. Where the wife sat waiting for him.

'' rich this week I still can't go to Bandung said Bian threw his body in the soft seat.

Nana. He can only say 'emmm ' because he does not know what to say if Bian's job is demanding a lot of time.

Bian was forced to renege on his promise to visit Cecilia .

'' dear Nana dropped her head on the chest of the very husband field with her palm landing and gently rubbed its surface.

'' em ? '' Bian was seen closing his eyes while stroking Nana's hair slowly. As if pervading every strand that felt so smooth .

'' the doctor said ''if we can not add the child first ''

Instantly Bian opened his eyes. And so did Nana who raised her chin.

The two look at each other.

Nana then conveyed the words of the doctor who handled Dion therapy .

The doctor asked Nana to consider not just her desire to send the child to school. But also not to rush to give him a sister.

Doctors suggest that as parents, they should focus on one thing first. Dion.

Not only that. In addition to cooperation with the medicals currently dealing with Dion, another thing that is needed is the wisdom of parents and also the support of the closest people .

So that Dion can soon be normal like a child his age.

'' if it is the best, then we must follow, right ? ''

'' ... ''

'' why ? ''

Bian nodded and started to think.

'' keep going ? ''

'' I am late for the moon. So how about it, dong ? ''

Bian began to get nervous about what was coming to his mind.

'' xixixixi '' Nana laughed stifledly.

He straightened the body . Looked at Bian who looked astonished .

'' joking Nana pinched that cheek once because of anxiety with the expression of gawking at the husband.

'' the max ? ''

'' yes, this is me again a hindrance. So just calm down ''

Bian sighed. Then closed his eyes again.

Pleased, but disappointed too. Because he really wants to have another child.

'' dear ''

'' em ? ''

'' I can't, don't ngunjungin Oma and your mami ''

Bian opened his eyes wide and straightened his body.

He looked at Nana in disbelief.

Nana nodded. Convincing if what he said just now is not just the origin of talking.

It has been a month since I returned home.

And Nana is constantly plagued by dilemmas.

Almost every night he thought about it until finally he decided to go to Elisabeth's tomb and meet Natasha.

According to Nana this is the time when she must make peace with her heart and feelings. He should be able to accept whatever his current and later circumstances are.

He does not want to live with only his own selfishness. He also wants his children to grow up, get to know and connect with all their families well.

'' are you sure ? '' bian asked with a serious look.

Nana nodded again.

'' then wait for Saturday.

I will take the time to accompany you ''

Nana shakes.

'' I can go alone. There is Mr. Tole anyway. She must know where Oma's grave is and where your mama lives, right ? ''

'' tap-but ''

'' it's not that I don't want to be accompanied. But I want to finish it myself.

I want to meet and face them like yesterday . We're just ''

'' ... ''

'' because if there were you, we wouldn't be able to speak and express our hearts to each other ''

'' but, baby ''

'' trust me. I-i promise. This time we won't cause any more trouble. But it will put an end to the problems that have happened between us. Um ? ''

Bian nodded slowly. Honestly, he doubted.

But he will try to believe if they will really improve the relationship . Not to put him in the same worry as he used to.

* * *

A little bit off from the center of the capital. A building that was abandoned has now been overhauled into an inhabited place.

Previously the building was intended to be used to create a mini market. According to the news circulating, because the location is less fitting that is in a low-income residential area, the construction will not be completed.

The owner no longer intends to open a business and choose a cheap auction building that is almost 80 % so.

Using the legacy of the Oma. Bian was finally able to realize his dream of building a special guesthouse for seniors from the papa. And only this year, the residence for the elderly who are not charged the fee is running.

But Bian only acts as a donor. Natasya is the manager and the person in charge of the guesthouse named 'Peace and prosperity' that.

This is a form of redemption, because Natasha who had no chance to take care of Elisabeth in her old age.

Natasya wants to feel how to care for and take care of people who are elderly.

Especially those who live are neglected due to various factors.

There are twenty elderly people whose average age is over sixty years who are now residents.

Some of them are just abandoned by the family. Not getting attention and not being treated properly.

Then the rest are those who were accidentally found by the side of the road . They were alone, helpless and in a state of great concern.

Five of them are young. In the 50 years, those who can still move actively are not just supported.

If they want to live and live in the guesthouse, then they are required to work together to help whatever they can do.

But that does not mean that the residence of the elderly does not have workers.

There are twelve people who are mostly residents around, working in the place.

Five of them are specifically tasked with taking care of the needs and needs of the elderly. From bathing, eating to changing diapers.

Then the other four people are responsible for the cleanliness of the entire building which consists of the main room, Natasya's private room which is also functioned as his work space. Then six rooms are inhabited by four to five people in it and the last is a space for cooking that is merged into one with the dining room.

Then two people are placed in the kitchen, as a cook and for other purposes behind.

And another man who served as a security guard.

And that person is Janu sir.

He who used to work as a taxi driver has stopped since Natasya offered to work with him.

* * *

When he saw the private driver who used to come with Natasya's son, Janu who was always at the gate rushed to open the fence and welcomed him.

A little surprised and curious at who came with Mr. Tole, Janu then led their footsteps, tracing the building.

Right in front of the main hall entrance, Janu stopped his steps. He looked back and asked that they should wait on the terrace.

While he will go in and check whether what is sought is in existence or not. Incidentally this is Natasya's clock going around to keep an eye on her workers.

But just one step past the mouth of the door, Janu gasped when he heard a loud voice coming from inside. Everyone who heard them was equally surprised.

'' I have warned often !

To be careful and patient !

If you can't be patient in this job. You better stop !

Can you treat them like that, HUH ?! They are old. You will also not be able to fight ! '' a familiar voice long inaudible.

Natasya seemed to be scolding her workers.

Janu turned around again. Smiling uncomfortable at them.

'' normally, mom is so.

Every day there is an angry .

Understandings that work here are all amateurs .

Don't know how to care for old people . So there are often mistakes ''

They all nodded.

Nana and Susan simultaneously looked at the little one who blinked her eyes quickly.

Dion seemed to be scared because of the loud voice earlier.

Mr. Tole looks ordinary. For this was not the first time he had heard his master's mother angry.

He was actually astonished. How can people with temperament personalities like Natasha be willing to devote themselves to things that require patience and also a high level of sanity.

Not everyone is capable and willing to do this kind of work. Even if paid, it will be very high .

Mr. Tole shook his head faintly.

Natasya's nature is far inversely proportional to her two children. He became curious, where the attitude of Cecilia and Bian was lowered.

But certainly not from Natasha or her late master, Elisabeth.

'' I was in a moment to check the situation first said Janu so politely and then went inside.

After the death of Janu, Mr. Tole, Susan and Nana sat in a long chair leaning against the terrace wall.

Only Dion was reluctant to sit down and chose to stand while circling the surroundings .

A few minutes waiting, they all stood in unison as the sound of footsteps came closer.