Not Same Again

The owner of the heart

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Five days later....

"And what hurts the most about taste is that you are determined to stay there and survive even though in fact one of them is already dim and even almost extinguished."

But, what should we do? In fact, sometimes the feeling must be a little selfish. Not expecting us to be the only one, but in life at least we are not broken about fighting.

About the taste I have. That would be a separate matter for me. I never blame anyone's presence on rival flavors.

After all, in fact if we have fallen too little dream to be able to reach it back there is never a punishing rule about it.

*Make lo, who is still a queen with the same taste in my heart. You are not wrong if you have to act and are able to hurt some parties. Because no one wants to be hurt by their own choices.

I appreciate all the stand that is still firmly stretched in you.

So did I, who remained persistent standing and persisting with the same taste*.

"Gue love you! Even up to this moment it was still the same about lo!" he said unknowingly from his daydream that was able to bring him back to reality.

"Why lo?" Bayu asked suddenly astonished to hear the words of his best friend.

"Eitherway. I'm crazy like that!" jeno's answer is weakening.

"Lo's the same as him?" ask Bayu again.

"Lo himself knows how I am and how I am now" said Jeno resigned.

"Yes already. Don't give up on him!" Sayu Bayu definitely.

"Lo never fell in love?" jeno asked glanced at her best friend.

"Ear!" answer Bayu with a straight look.

"How did it feel to be that time?" ask Jeno expectantly.

"It feels like it's mixed into one. Happy, Afraid, and there are also some who if you become a team of assessors at that time will include some things that may be according to our sane minds that seem crazy. That's why, after I've passed it. I learned a valuable lesson from it" said Bayu seriously.

"Example?" ask Jeno seriously.

"For matters of the heart do not use logic to think because there will never be a meeting point. We use our hearts to face it!" answer Bayu definitely.

"Lo's right. I often pro-consist between heart and mind about taste and to this day I just realized it!" jeno said with a warm smile.

"Be good at acting not to make the wrong choice. Because I don't want to see you regret it later. Sena's a good guy, everybody knows that too. It's only possible that those who wear masks to hurt him right now don't know how good he is to the people around him.

Those who hate him are not wrong about it.

Because that's how life is. Everything you do is not good in the eyes of people!" said Bayu definitely without looking at Jeno in the slightest.

"Yes I understand. Because some people, even though they do not like our existence, but they will be loyal to see some mistakes in our behavior and behavior!" said Jeno who had risen up took his jacket to the place where the bike was.

"Reverse lo?" ask Bayu because from earlier they were too late in the conversation at Bayu's house.

"Reverse me. Noh, nyokap you called you from earlier!" exclaimed Jeno who was sitting comfortably on his motorbike.

"He was horrifying me. Where are you going now?" ask Bayu again.

"Fetch the future!" Said Jeno who had gone to the gate of Bayu's house.

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"Hello" after the ringing of the three people contacted also voiced out across there.

"Where's lo?" Jenos.

"Again outside. Why?"

"Sharlok!" Jenos.

"Well? Wanna come here?"

"Ga. Go to Madagascar. Go over there, get Lo!" Jenos.

"Lo's nerves? The feeling I came here myself and will return by myself!"

"Almost crazy!" Jeno smile.

"Don't you want to copy me!"

"Yes, sharlok hunt that's why!" Jeno's upset.

"Don't come here! I'm so sorry I met you!"

"Gue-" Jeno's speech hangs.

"That's not right this kid!"

"Send speed! If I don't kiss it!" Jeno chuckles.

"You're dead!"

"Dead is nothing!" Jeno.

"Ga scared you?"

"Because what's scary to me is living completely without your existence!" Jeno serious.

"Lo's feeling is getting messed up and it's not exactly Jeno!" Shouts there.

"But won't feelings become more and more obvious as time goes on?" ask Jeno seriously.

"What-like?"

"Hind!" Jeno.

"meaning?"

"Gue misses you!" said Jeno then unconsciously melt clear on his cheek fell.

"Ga's so cool!"

"Lo where the hell is See?" Said Jeno with her voice that sounded heavy because she felt tightness in her chest.

"Jeno lo why? Lo gapapa's? Yes, the hunt is here. I'm sharlok" he said, ending the call.

"Gue why!!" Jeno said in frustration.

Since what was experienced by Sena last Sunday was able to make him hit and filled with concerns about the existence of Sena.

Setelah tahu hal yang di alami gadisnya itu, eh belum gadisnya ya. Ia bukannya menjauh untuk membuat Sena tetap aman tapi malah terus berusaha untuk melindunginya. Ia bahkan tidak menyadari perasaannya juga makin bertambah pada gadis tersebut.

After getting a chat from the person he was waiting for. He also did his bike quickly while recalling messages from a number he did not know just went into the phone reminding to stay away from Sena as far as possible. However, instead of staying away, he reached for the girl to get closer to him.

Was it wrong to behave like that?

I don't think anyone can lose if it's love!. Jeno's too.

Then what about Rey who is no less persistent than him?

It's definitely not. That he doesn't blame his presence here.

He prefers to compete positively about taste.

20 Minutes later...

A girl was sitting in the corner of the cafe at the end of the street, which was lined with glass. He was also accompanied by a cup of coffee and some cakes in front of him.

From the front door he could see clearly, that the girl was enjoying her solitude either with a daydream this time?

Even when he saw and had almost reached it, he was still surrounded by fear.

Fear of losing him, fear that he does not consider him to exist or even fear that he may not choose him as well as some other fears.

However, in the middle of that atmosphere. He still interspersed with a smile as he approached her with quick steps until..

"See..," the call is gentle.

And the person called turned his head while looking at the man's astonishment. And somehow the impulse from where he had even stood still continued to look at him questioningly.

"Gue miss you!" Said Jeno who had hugged her current target tightly.

"Lo why?" sena asked soothingly in her arms while patting Jeno's shoulder softly.

"Gue's afraid you're leaving!" jeno is ambiguous.

"Gue's not going anywhere!" said Sena a little upset to see Jeno's current behavior. Plus, they did not get along before.

"La. I'm just kidding!" Replied Jeno who had taken off his embrace quickly because he was afraid of being knocked over by the enemy.

"Lo dog!!" Sena said annoyed.

"Guk, woof, woof!" Even Jeno mimicked the sound of a dog right now.

"Pig!" sena shouted even more annoyed.

"Geek, Wek, Wek!" Jeno was really testing her patience.

"So you came to disturb me?" ask Sena cynically.

"Ga lah's. You want to go back, right? Come on!" Take Jeno who has already grabbed Sena's hand and pull out after paying for all Sena's orders just now.

"It's good also you pick me up, all payin turns hehe-" said Sena chuckled.

And Jeno took him to the gate of his house.

"You want to go in first?" Ask Sena.

"Other times. Go somewhere again! Rest yes!" Said Jeno who had launched his motorbike leaving the yard of Sena's house.

He looks like he's going to meet someone who's been doing his job for the past few days.

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Sena who had almost reached the main door was walking quickly so that she could comfortably rest satisfied in her most comfortable palace.

After cleaning himself, he intends to do the routine as usual is to beautify himself even though only occasionally.

Try some skincare recommended by some of his acquaintances. And don't be surprised it's almost like this, right?

Try some prodak although in fact not as beautiful as expectations.

And this is one way to spend money quickly and not saved.

Amid the busyness that took almost an hour he was paused by the ringing of his house bell which was occasionally pressed by the guest.

"Who the hell? It must be Ivan, if not Selly!" He opened his face mask that was taped a few minutes ago.

The risk is also not having a worker and a friend at home. So nothing has to be alone.

Ting!

The door sounds when the password is inserted and immediately opens by itself.

"Well" Sena's words were cut off because she didn't see anyone outside.

"Iwam!! Don't be my jahilin!" sena shouted towards the side of her neighbor's house.

After a few minutes he did not come out of his hiding place. He also intends to close the door.

However, he somehow accidentally saw another box near his feet where he was standing.

The deg!

His feelings returned uncontrollable, he again squeezed the tip of his finger and did not realize the phone next to him was also squeezed.

With all his courage he slowly lifted the box. He tried not to go back to his condition as before.

And when he managed to open it. How shocked for a moment

There he could clearly see some of his photographs being printed and smeared with fresh blood. It was accompanied by a white paper with the words "STAY AWAY FROM REY AND JENO!"

After that he again dropped the box containing the photo and continued to climb his hair strong.

He slowly walked back into the room and ended up falling on the corner of the sofa with his next hand still holding his phone fell.

He curled up with great sadness again with a picture of his mother covered in blood that had been sent for him at that time.

In the middle of the incident that he experienced his phone continues to ring indicating someone called him.

With all his might he resisted his current condition by slowly pulling his phone that had fallen in the corner of the table. He finally managed to pick it up and picked up the phone.

"Hello"

"Hmm," Sena muttered after finding out Jeno called her.

"Lo what?"

"Jeno," he called slowly.

"Lo gapapa?"

"Jeno sakthh!!!" His voice grimaced softly while opening his chest that felt tight.

"See, Lo why? Relax, I'm there now! Don't turn off the phone!"

After that, he no longer controls himself. It's really torturous!.

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"See..," Call Jeno out loud and he quickly entered Sena's door code because he had been told by the owner of the house and had never been replaced by Sena.

When he managed to get in, he was like kicking something when he turned to the floor there he saw everything, the box and its contents with blood that had flowed to the floor. Without caring about it he ran towards the kitchen and passed Sena's whereabouts in the corner of the sofa sitting on the floor.

After the panic show that Jeno experienced finally he found Sena sitting with both hands that continued to press his chest.

So sliced!

"See," said Jeno who had hugged her tightly.

"Father. Everything is fine! Relax yeah!" Speak slowly with full softness.

After a few minutes later....

Jeno had lifted Sena's body and sat her on the sofa.

"That's mending?" Jeno asked frantically seeing Sena as out of breath when she squeezed her hand back.

"Rilex See, relax!" Jeno said in panic.

"Jen is very sick!!" Sena said.

"Take a slow breath, then let go!" Jeno interrupted.

"Akhhh, Jeno!!" sena said she was getting frustrated with the pain.

"Come! Look me in the eye now!

You look at me now!" Shouted Jeno strong.

Sena slowly raised her head and tried to endure the pain. He looked at Jeno's bead right now.

"Still sick?" Ask Jeno.

"Hmm, it hurts Jeno!" Said Sena who was still faithful looking at him.

"Can't you breathe?" Jeno asked quietly because she saw Sena was barely breathing.

However, he only answered her with a slumber because he was trying to endure his pain while continuing to breathe but could not go.

Jeno who saw this did not know how to get to the end...

"See, trust me!

Please look me in the eye now and then slowly close your eyes and try to take a breath" said Jeno reassured, Sena also followed Jeno by staring at the two male eyeballs in front of him and slowly he closed his eyes and along with that the jeno increasingly thinning the distance between them and Sena whose body he was in the middle of. Getting closer until the two chewy objects meet in one point.

The cup!

Soft, warm and just stick to it without any movement.

After feeling Sena's state of calm, Jeno closed her eyes again and slowly moved her lips. It is ******* her lip plan now without any reply from the owner of the thin lips.

Their activities continue. Sena's situation has improved. Because lulled with the kiss Sena hesitantly squeezed the edge of Jeno's shirt.

Both of them forgot the moment that happened just now. They are focusing on their activities now. Where Jeno with one hand pressed firmly on the nape of Sena to deepen his kiss even though there was no reply from his opponent.

This is the first for both people. They had never done this before but Jeno was so confident as it turned out.

Sena who regained consciousness also hit Jeno's chest slowly. And finally the union was broken because Jeno understood Sena's current state.

"Sorry!" Said Jeno feeling guilty after feeling awkward between them at this time.

"Hmm," Sena muttered with her face already flushed with embarrassment.

"Strawberry taste!" Said Jeno quietly with a smile.

"What the hell!" Sena was embarrassed.

"Lo, what's wrong?" Tanya Jeno broke the mood.

"Hm, uh,!" Sena answered.

"I'm sorry!" Jeno said again feeling guilty because he saw Sena was not as usual.

"He" Sena replied briefly.

"Lo was angry too gapapa, I let go of the talk earlier!" Say Jeno again.

"Udah gapapa!" Answer Sena.

"Again maa-" Jeno's speech was cut off.

"Basic crocodile Lo!" He said and they finally laughed.

In the end, they kept coming back well without blaming what had happened. And from this they can learn that no matter how harsh the blasphemy dislike of people, in fact they will still be there and face what is waiting ahead.

Because, no matter how hard you try to look good. The one who doesn't like will still dislike and vice versa.

Live and keep doing what we want to do!

_tuesday, 27 July 2021