Not Same Again

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Hayooo. his mind went anywhere ....

Worked up every day. It can't be more than one chapter.

Understand many children.

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A few moments earlier .

After driving Dion away with Siti and the others, Bian hurried to pull Nana up.

The smile of the 28-year-old man was perfect.

Finally the moment he was waiting for came as well .

In his heart he also reminded himself, if they go home later he must thank .

Bian turned his head a moment back, looking at the woman he was holding.

As soon as the foot entered the room, even the door was not yet closed, Bian who was impatient immediately grabbed Nana's body . He clenched tightly and he scooped his wife's lips.

His desire that had been held back for several days was indeed at the end of his limit.

Bian******* voracious, making Nana overwhelmed to compensate. Then he pulled away, taking off his kiss to look at Nana's face for a moment.

Satisfied enjoying Nana's expression, Bian again tightened his body and showered Nana with another kiss. He dragged his lips all over Nana's face, then slowly descended to the neck.

Bian's lips swept out and pulled one corner of the shirt and spread the shoulder of the owner.

Their breath is hunting. Signs are both lusting .

Bian withdrew for the second time with the same goal. He looked closely at Nana's blushing face.

Bian smiled when his fingers that infiltrated the back behind Nana's clothes managed to open the braanya hook.

Bian pulled both his hands out and switched on the bottom of Nana's shirt. He wanted to pull her up to open it.

But Nana held it in while shaking her head, making Bian's smile instantly fade .

'' we can't go straight like this, Bi ''

Bian frowned, not understanding at once confused what Nana said.

Almost five years and for days he refrained from making out with her.

But Nana refused.

Bian took two steps back.

The face that had been full of romance slowly became flat. He doesn't think out.

I think he has been patient enough to face Nana.

But Nana seemed to never end to test to where the limit of his patience in restraint.

'' what do you mean we can't be like this ?

We're husband and wife, Nana.

So it's only natural that we do it because we haven't done it in a long time, right ? ''

'' I-I feel uncomfortable, Bi '' said Nana stammered.

'' what else makes you uncomfortable ? ''

'' ... '' Nana turned to cover her confused expression.

Bian sighed. Trying to cultivate his patience because he began to feel upset. Bain also remembered himself so as not to be ignited emotions. .

But, he realized that he could not continue to hold back and gave up like this.

'' say. What else is wrong, Nana ?

Is there anything else you want ? ''

Nana bergeming's. Bian begins to get frustrated and emotions begin to take hold.

'' although not all of them, but I have tried to change things.

Oma is no more.

And neither did my mom show up in front of you ?!

So where else lay the flaws ?!''

Bian did not realize that his voice was rising up to echo out of the room, even until it was heard on the main floor of the house.

Nana turned. His gaze was sharp on Bian. Not because of the sound. But because Bian indirectly said that it was all his desire.

Nana obviously doesn't accept it.

" why are you talking as if everything was my will ?

You think I'm glad to hear your omam is dead ?

And also your mom .

Did I ever ask you to do that ?! ''

'' you are right. You never said anything you wanted to me.

Just like you just left without saying anything "

' deg' Nana choked.

'' you must have realized that yesterday, we were wrong in our marriage.

Either I'm the insensitive one or you never really think of me as a husband.

But one thing is certain . As long as we're married, we're never open to each other.

So now, let's start by listening to each other and saying what we haven't had time to tell ''

'' ... ''

'' good. I'll start it ''

Bian took a deep breath and for the first time he revealed it to Nana.

A feeling that had long languished in the depths of his heart. Which he could not declare.

'' I love you, Nana .

I love you and it's been a long time.

I don't know exactly when that taste started.

Maybe when we were teenagers or maybe even long before that.

All I know is, when we were kids, I liked you so much .

And my feelings have never changed despite being twice separated from you ''

Nana's full. Finally after a long time, the statement he was waiting for was also thrown from his male lips.

Be quiet for a while and still stay where they stand.

'' I-I love you too, Bi. I have loved you for a long time ''

'' then what else is the problem ? ''

Nana shakes. He himself was confused about how to explain what was so disturbing in his heart to make him feel so uncomfortable.

Not with the current circumstances, he should have been able to live the household as he had hoped, right ?

But why does his heart feel there is less. It feels like there is something wrong with this situation.

'' tell me what makes you uncomfortable ?

Explain to me what do you mean to say we can't go straight like this ?

Say Nana. Don't just shut up ?! ''

Nana. He's really confused. He didn't know what to say .

'' I have realized my mistake.

I apologized too.

Does that still not satisfy you ? ''

Nana held her head up, staring in disbelief if that was what Bian had been thinking about her all along.

'' satisfy me ? So you think what I did and why did I leave you just to find satisfaction for myself ?! '' now replace Nana who raised her voice.

'' then tell me the reason why you decided to leave ?

Why did you have to leave me and separate me from our son ?

Don't you feel like you've taken so much heart to me, Nana ? ''

'' do you really not know why ? ''

'' ... ''

'' it looks like you are indeed insensitive, Bian ''

Nana stared and smiled cynically.

'' now I'll ask you back.

Do you know what kind of life I've been living all this time ?

Oh, I forgot.

You must have known about Han.

But you didn't do anything knowing how hard my four-year life was .

You just shut up and wait for me to come by itself.

Looks like you're very confident that I'll come back to you ''

'' weren't you the one who told Han not to say anything about you to me ?

You even threatened to cut off communication if he told me, right ?

Me and Han know exactly how you are, Nana.

You never mess with your words ''

'' ... ''

'' let's say I go after you there, while you're still emotionally overwhelmed.

Do you want me to come home ?

With the situation still there is Oma and also my mama ?

No. gabe. You must have refused.

That's why I decided to wait until the time when you really want to go home ''

Nana's lips closed so tightly . Bian's words were so touching and touching his feelings. He can't deny it. Everything Bian said was true .

'' I'm sorry.

I'm sorry I was wrong to think you're coming home for me.

And for my presumptuous attitude and imposing my will on you.

If it's still hard to accept me, I won't force you.

Do whatever you want to do .

Just like I used to, I'm not gonna get in your way with what you think is best for you to do "

" .. "

" i'm tired, Nana. It feels like I've waited for you enough and I'm really tired .

I've done everything I could do. But if you still feel it's not enough to make up for all my mistakes with you, then I'm powerless.

I don't know what else to do ''

'' what do you mean ? ''

'' I gave up, Nana.

You are free of your principles.

But please don't take Dion away.

Don't separate me from him anymore.

The rest is up to you ''

'' Bian - ? '' Nana was stuck. His breath was cut.

'' I'll stop. I will no longer do anything to make you want to come back to me .

But don't blame me anymore.

Because this time I don't know if I can wait for you or not.

My patience has its limits Nana ''

Maddened. It's insanity. Why am I cornered by gini ?

Is this my fault too ?

Nana tries to hold back her sobbing when Bian steps away leaving her .

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Meanwhile . Those who heard faint now know. If the loud voice that Bi Gani said earlier was a husband and wife debate .

'' let them '' said Han making all eyes immediately on him.

'' yes, that is exactly what they need. Talk, argue or quarrel . They have to take out everything they care about each other.

That's the only way to get into trouble between them ''

Siti and Cicilia threw gazes at each other. Han's speech sounded reasonable considering those who had known how the husband and wife relationship was all along.

' but. tap. tap 'a quick step down the stairs.

Seeing that, immediately bi Gani and Susan rushed away.

They do not want to be found out if they are gathering and eavesdropping earlier.

While the others were still where they stood while staring at Bian .

'' you know, didn't you just go ?'' Bian stared back in wonder .

'' Dion asked to go home. He wants his mother to be invited as well said Han looking at the little guy who had been a hen in his carriage since.

'' here the same papa Bian stretched out a hand that Dion immediately greeted.

' cup ' Bian kisses Dion's cheek which is now in his carry.

'' her body mama is not good anymore.

So my mom is sleeping again .

Dion's streets are the same papa, huh ? ''

Dion flinching with his eyeballs drawn upwards.

Bian stared alternately at Han, his sister and Siti. As if asking what they think.

Siti offered to stay. He said that Dion would not rest easy if he knew his mother was sick while they all left him at home .

'' mak follow me. In addition to his mother, Dion was close and also only wanted to obey his grandmother.

So I have to make Nemanin Dion.

Let me stay said Han who was finally approved.

Before leaving, Cecilia briefly threw a fixed gaze at Han. Han who realized the look in the eye had another meaning than usual just replied to it with a nod.

Feeling that something is intertwined without needing to be said between them.

After driving them all to the front of the fence, Han turned around inside the house .

Han is seen walking towards the kitchen to look for the whereabouts of Gani.

'' bi ''

'' uh, den Han, the middle-aged woman standing in front of the sink turned around while putting down the basin that was the place to wash vegetables.

'' please go up to the top of mister 'mistress, huh ?

Tell me to wait on the front park bench ''

Han left after bi Gani accepted his request.

Although hesitant, but Bu Gani ventured up to the second floor to the master's room.

Han is now in the park and is sitting waiting for Nana .

About fifteen minutes, the awaited also appeared with the look of his face tangled.

Han shook his head, looking at Nana who was stomping a step with a super sharp gaze .

" the basis "

Han and Nana both cursed inwardly.