Not Same Again

Better

"Secretly some people began to erase you in his plans. Quietly some people admire you in his plans. Quietly some people keep staring at your back after you turn your way home. Quietly some people are still watching you, visiting you occasionally on the timeline veranda.

Others perpetuate you like understanding that there will be no more new meetings. Some pray for you just because they thank you for a meeting that has involved feelings. Although finally, we are not the hardest to grow, until peace falls quietly.

The time that has been filled is a lucky time. Some people believe that love has many ways to arrive, and one of them is to disappear and let it fall.  Maybe we are the ones. Grow well while paying attention to health"._sajaktanpaabjad

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"Always like this. It never changes. How can you stay strong when the physical and the inner are no longer in the same direction." He told himself in his study.

Finally, he entered the real world. A real world of work. More concentrated than the lecturer's ordeal when conducting a final task consultation.

But like anything we want to be free in the end we will come here too. Workings. Work and Work.

A little early doesn't seem like a problem either!

"Excuse Doc. The patient who made the appointment last Sunday was already in the waiting room. What's going straight to the doc's consultation room?" Ask a young nurse who is the same age as him.

"aaa. I'll just meet him in the consultation room." He was busy looking at the operating schedule in his hands.

"Nice doc." The nurse walked out of his room

A thin smile appeared when he saw his schedule that was quite solid today. After Jeno's return two months ago he had graduated and even he had been placed in a famous hospital now.

Sena enjoyed all of this. Sena eventually became a doctor. He has not returned since his arrival in the country. Even the news of the people closest to him just disappeared. Oh, rather he just disappeared.

Her father had even come home a year ago, returned home and worked from home. Six months ago, Rey, who was also his adopted son, became CEO of his family's company. Sena doesn't even know that the Rey she met in the past is the one who turns out to be her foster sister.

All were passed by Sena herself. Without knowing how the father was. Ivan and his friends too. He just wants to feel free now. Without anyone hurting and seeing everything that happened to him in the past.

Let it be like this first for a few more years maybe or when it's over.

In the check room.

"We try our best. You should pay more attention to your health!" Sena smiled warmly.

"Don't give me any uncertain hope doc. I want to hear the truth now. So I can prepare myself better." Reply to the patient with a meaningful smile.

"A lot of things like this I've seen. Like any other human being, I also need to give you motivation to support your healing process.  We don't know what's going on in the future, do you believe in miracles?" Sena asked seriously looking fixedly at the face of her patient.

"Well, when I was like this. How could I possibly give birth to hope for that!" Patient Said.

"Sometimes as a human being full of mistakes. Being shameless for a certain moment also needs to be done. Can you try to believe, that the healing you will get!" Sena tried to convince. He knew his patient who now did not dare to surrender to his God because during his life he disappointed his God a lot.

"I don't think I deserve to surrender anymore" he said desperately.

"Whatever it is, I want you to try to heal. So that we have more spirit to try," said Sena smiling.

"If so. As a doctor, how much time do I have left?" The patient needs real honesty.

"If there is no hope to get a donor, in the near future your heart will experience more severe swelling and may come out pus. In the next few weeks, you will experience more pain than this. Our estimate, not for a month. However, if possible pray also to your Lord so that you are well or enjoy your time well." Sena was clearly in the end.

"Woah,, you're one pretty cool doctor. I guess you'll keep hiding this until I'm gone while trying. But, thank you for all that the doctor has done for me" the patient replied with a big smile.

"I act like this to make you choose the right choice with this limited time. You need to remember if you have forgotten, that life is only once. Life is beautiful, In this once upon a time, life is long for those who are willing to do many things to spend life. I know sometimes things can change at any time." Sena paused her speech. While smiling meaningfully by looking at the face of his patient who is still willing to listen to his continuation.

"During or throughout my life, I spend a lot of time doing things. I was in a phase like I didn't want to keep alive anymore when everyone wasn't on my side. They're like scary monsters every time I'm with them, until I'm here.

By ourselves.

Without family, friends or anyone else. They don't even know where I am at the moment. However, after coming this far, I began to think that life was short, doing many things and making the closest people happy are things that we will miss when the body is no longer strong or want to no longer arrive.

There are many people who want to spend this opportunity of life by trying better in this life. So, you still don't want to try?" Ask Sena quietly.

"Eitherway. For me to live or not change anything." The patient was desperate.

"I hope you enjoy life well!" Sena finally decided not to seduce the person who did not want to survive anymore.

According to him, Life goes on regardless of what and how we struggle. To love good days is to do much good. Similarly, if we continue to despair while life is still giving leeway then in vain all your struggle to live better." Inner Sena stared fixedly at the patient in front of her desperately in convincing.