Not Same Again

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* * *

Not a single bit did Bian turn his gaze away. He continued to look at Nana who was walking closer to him.

The wife then sat in front of the bed, beside the body to be able to face him.

" why don't you tell me that mom comes around a lot ? "

" ... "

" did he also often say you like that, hem ? " his hand was raised and stroked Nana's wet hair.

" if I knew, what would you do ? "

" ... ''

Nana took a breath and exhaled violently while turning her face away. He was upset .

Because you know Bian, it won't change things.

He was worried that it would make them inflamed and accused him of pitting sheep.

" you know or not, it will make no difference, Bi "Nana returned her head forward, looking at Bian.

" Na "Bian holds both Nana's shoulders.

" answer me Bi. If I knew, what would or could you do to them ?

Are you going to defend me ? ''

'' ... ''

'' uda, la Bi. I don't want to talk about this. You also saw and heard for yourself how they were, right ? "

" you want me to behave like them ? "

" if I ask you to be firm with them, can you ? "

" strictly ? How firm ? Jerky ? Angry, you mean ? ''

'' ... ''

Bian shakes.

'' I can't raise my voice to them "

Nana nodded. Not like his stature. This big man indeed had a soft heart.

Yeah, correct. Stay like this, Bi.

Stay soft.

Keep loving and loving them no matter how much they love me.

Never change...

Stay with your current person and continue to be so until later.

Let me and my way of working ...

A few seconds passed by each other silent.

" if I ask how about separating the house ? "

Bian flinching. The grip on Nana's shoulders loosened, then slowly slumped and fell.

Although he had made a threat to his mother and Oma, but never once terbesit to do it.

Especially to Elisabeth. He did not let the heart leave and let the Oma be like before. Elisabeth always complained of loneliness and wanted her to go home.

" can't do it either ? ! "

" ... "

Nana clucked in annoyance. He had guessed. Bian won't be able to change things.

Should he be selfish and ask Bian to prioritize it ?

No. gabe. Bian won't be able to do it.

If asked to choose between him and his family, the husband must choose both.

" that's why we're going to finish this conversation.

I'm enough with all the things your mama said.

So, don't you also go along asking me how or what .

Your mother's demands are not necessarily I can handle. I'd be crazy if you wanted to demand something from me, too "

" sorry, Nana "

" why are you apologizing ? What are you wrong ? "

Bian's look was glum. Nana was stunned and heartless.

" all of this happened because of my circumstances, Bi.." dropped the hand on the back of Bian's hand lying on the bed, then squeezed it.

'' I'm sorry, because in this situation I can't promise you anything.

But I try to give them understanding .

So, I ask you to be patient.. Hold on a minute "

Nana's head slightly lowered and was seen nodding faintly.

" yes, Bi. I can only hold on for a little while "

The conversation finished with an uneasy feeling and an insatiable heart.

It feels like someone is hanging.

Not long after, a voice heard bi Gani calling for dinner.

" i'm still full . You just go down and accompany Oma to dinner "Nana reasoned when Bian invited her out of the room.

Bian. He's not actually hungry either. But he couldn't have let Elisabeth eat dinner alone.

After dinner and taking Elisabeth to her room, Bian rushed to the second floor.

In his quick steps up the stairs, he imagined if if split the house.

It could be this kind of hassle that will be faced .Or even more than this.

Entering the room, he found Nana had laid her body on the bed with a bedcover covering almost her entire body.

Bian walked over and then got into bed.

As he began to fall down .And at the same time Nana put her body behind her.

That night, Nana could not be heard from again.

Although Bian tried to persuade by continuing to invite him to talk and ask him to turn to face him. Nana bergeming .

He remained motionless, making Bian finally give up and choose to give up.

He hugged the body from behind while apologizing repeatedly.

* * *

A new day is coming.

Nana and Bian go down together for breakfast .

'' early in the morning, Oma Bian and Nana greeted simultaneously, with Bian's voice sounding more dominant.

'' morning also Elisabeth greeted with a smile sumringah .

Unlike yesterday who was indifferent and only wanted to look at Bian, the smile and look of the eyes were now also aimed at Nana.

A couple of spouses also look to each other lyrics. Surprised but tried to think of it as a good change.

'' Oma, the day after Bian to Bandung again - -

sa-sama Nana Bian stammered at the end of his sentence out of doubt. He has not talked about it at all to his wife.

He deliberately did it to see how Elisabeth responded.

The cheerful face had slowly faded. Elisabeth stopped eating .

He put spoons and forks on both sides of his plate.

'' you guys weren't planning to - Elisabeth looked at Bian, forwarding her words through the signals emitted through the look in her eyes.

'' Bian just wanted to invite Nana to see what Bian's job was like there, Oma.

Take a walk too. Kasian if he always Bian stay away Bian smiled thinly, then turned his face to the woman sitting next to him.

Nana did not respond by continuing to fill her mouth with food.

Nana looks indifferent.

The same thing was realized by Elisabeth.

He and Bian both stopped eating and were watching.

Nana finished with her meal, she stood up and then parted first without waiting .

'' Oma ak-Bian who was about to catch up with Nana.

Elisabeth quickly prevented it.

" are you guys fighting ? "

" ... "

" what because yesterday ? Did he say anything to you ? Did he complain to us ? "

Bian cringing.

" is there something else Bian doesn't know about Oma ? ''

" buk-not so Bian. Oma just doesn't want any misunderstanding between us.

Any idea he's complaining about nothing about us "

Bian snorted annoyedly hearing that.

" He didn't say anything, Oma.

Even when I insist he won't talk ''

Elisabeth looked wrong. Second, if his eyes move to and fro as well, his mind is running around looking for an excuse.

'' what is the need, Bian asked the workers in this house to find out what happened during my leave yesterday ?"

" what do you mean what happened ?

Nothing's going on.

He is sensitive. Overstating it "

" ... ''

Elisabeth looked more and more agitated.

His fingers seemed to be interlocked.

In his heart he cursed himself, why could his mouth be blown away just like Nana .

'' Nana asks to move house "bian's voice sounds cold. And so did his eyes on Elisabeth.

" in-he what ? He asked to move house ? "

Moving house ? Is he going to separate Bian from me ? So he wants to master Bian ?

The missed finger link changed to clench it strongly .

'' then ? ''

" i refused it "

" huh, just like that ?

Didn't you give her the understanding you did yesterday to Oma and your mother ?

"Does Oma expect us to fight ? ''

'' ... ''

'' no.Oma. There will never be a fight between us.

Nana was silent overnight .

And until this morning he still did not want to talk. Even seeing me isn't "

" you're being fooled, Bian. He's on a march.

It is only his wits, so that you will obey his will.

What if he stays that way ? Then what are you gonna do, huh ? "

" if there is no choice, then I will obey Oma "

" Bian ?! "

" already, Oma.

What Bian said yesterday wasn't just a threat.

Bian can't lose Nana ''

Bian stood up and hurried after Nana .

As soon as his foot entered the room, Bian immediately circulated his vision, looking for the figure of the wife.

Nana is standing on the balcony, making a vidio call with Siti.

" Nana bile wants to come, um ? " the voice with its distinctive accent is clearly heard.

Bian's steps stopped immediately.

He remembered a promise he had not yet fulfilled.

" don't know, la mak.

Bian is busy.

Even if Bian can't, Nana went there herself didn't see ? "

" mane bole like that.

Don't know, pegi's wife.

Mak not ape. Masi bole wait for us to come bedue.

Because mak misses, I want very much to jump Bian.

Mak wants to look at the kind of mane rupe mak tu mama "

" there's a picture of him, mak also uda ever video call the same he "

" not satisfied ati, laaaa...Mak wants to see die directly "

" didn't you miss Nana ? " put up grim mimicry. The reason Siti discussed and wanted since then was Bian.

" miss.but masi bole was arrested "Siti sounded giggling.

Bian continued his steps and stopped right behind Nana. He tightened his body until Nana jerked at the balcony barrier.

'' mak '' said Bian with his arms around Nana's waist.

Nana turned her neck and looked up.

' cup' Bian kissed his lips. No matter what the face on Nana's phone screen looks like.

'' iyuh, don't know shame Siti sneered with a smile.

He was happy to see that intimacy.

Bian laughed, as did Nana who blushed in embarrassment.

'' young first, mak ya.. We'll just call again ''

'' em. Healthy, ye. I hope you're bedue soon for the baek news mak,em ? Do you know what mak means ? ''

Nana nodded in understanding. While Bian could only smile insipidly.

'' mom too, yeah.

Bye, maaakkk... ''

'tut' call ended.

Bian slightly bowed, loosening his embrace while dropping his chin on Nana's shoulder.

His palm slowly began to infiltrate and began to stroke Nana's flat stomach.

Nana was also lulled by the husband's gentle treatment, until she unconsciously closed her eyes.

Comfortable because the fingers that are playing it touches the surface of the skin directly.

'' sorry, I have not been able to keep my promise.

''yeah, how do you want.

Your work is busy again. There are problems at home too.

I went there myself too no papa ''

'' can't be Bian biting his earlobe with anxiety.

Nana squeals . He rotated his body, faced with Bian and without ba-bi-bu Bian holding both sides of his waist and pulling him.

Bian raup lips that since last night tightly closed he did not touch.

Nana's surprised. At first he is not ready, but slowly he begins to compensate for Bian's hot kiss.

His open mouth welcomes his sense of taste and meets his.

Long time they intertwined and exchanged feelings in there.

'' Na ''' Bian said so softly after their kiss came off.

He looked deeply into Nana's eyes.

* * *

Two days passed.

There was a change that Nana felt in Oma's attitude .

Sometimes he is so friendly. But often he stared hard.

Nana doesn't understand.

The invisible Natasya showed the trunk of her nose.

He did not come and also did not give any news when Bian tried to contact and send him a message .

Friday afternoon.

Nana and Bian prepare for their trip to Bandung.

Not without reason Bian chose to leave on the weekend.

Although it can be ascertained if the trip will be faced with traffic jams, Bian round decided to go so that he could vacation on Saturday and Sunday with his beloved wife.

And it's true. The main streets of the capital city are filled with various vehicles with each of their needs.

The same thing happened as they were going through the toll gate.

Long queue already visible from a distance of 500 meters .

Four-wheeled vehicles that will come out of the city area have been neatly arranged since a few hours ago.

However, Nana looked calm. He was relieved because throughout the journey there were no complaints from the occupants of his womb. No nausea or other discomfort.

He was able to enjoy his journey with a light feeling without burden

And instead, it was Bian who felt an unreasonable taste. Especially when they are stuck in a long traffic jam.

Dizziness, nausea, vomiting which then changes hunger to make his body weak because it has repeatedly removed his stomach contents.

Not only that. Bian was also agitated. Many times he twisted his body, looking for a comfortable position to just lean and close his eyes.

The trip for a few hours felt like a few days for him. Bian seemed to suffer.

Mr. Tole was even confused by him.

" the mister isn't usually mabok? "

Nana looks so happy.

Her smile did not fade every time she saw the suffering of her husband.

Evil indeed, but he enjoyed a process that he did not experience.

Only when Bian dropped his head on Nana's lap, with his face facing the stomach, could Bian feel comfortable and be able to fall asleep.

Dibandung.

After finishing the job, Bian went straight to his main goal.

Bian took Nana around town .They spent the weekend having fun.

Monday morning, Bian invited Nana to the DSL construction site which is in the finishing stage.

Almost all the time they spend in a place that will soon start operating as a guesthouse.

Wherever Bian's feet go, he always takes Nana .

As if not to part for a second.

And on the fifth day, saw Mr. Tole who was preparing to bring them home.

The return trip is not like the trip while away . That's because Bian knows a powerful way so that he can avoid nausea and discomfort .

Although it must make Nana cramp because it holds her head.

But what bole did. Because that's all that can make the feeling calm and comfortable during the trip.

" it seems like they feel comfortable when they are close to each other "

Nana looked pityfully at the face stuck on her stomach. He wants to stop her from leaving Bian and tell her about her pregnancy.

But-but

'' Na ''' Bian turned out to have noticed him who was daydreaming.

'' em ''

Bian just smiled.

The time had just climbed up the night when they arrived home .

While the couple went down and went straight into the house, Mr. Tole was seen unloading luggage from the trunk of the car.

Their steps slowed down when they had just passed through the mouth of the door.

Natasha sat in the living room watching television.

The five-headed woman only glanced back at the screen.

'' you go up first said Bian as he took off his hand.

Nana did not answer nor did she leave when Bian had walked closer to Natasya.

As usual, Bian hugged and kissed her cheek even though the mother was not so concerned about it.

" mom hope you're the same as papa, baby.

Never hold anger let alone vengeance, no matter what the circumstances "

" mommy when is coming ? " Bian sat down beside Natasha and clasped the palm that was on his lap.

After feeling her relationship and Nana improving. Now it's her turn to fix her relationship and her mother's.

That's Bian. Easy to forget and forgive.

I don't know what his heart is made of can be as clean as that warm. No wonder Elisabeth and Natasha cared so much about him. Because he deserves the best. As good as he treats those around him

'' meet Oma. Since the stay left, some days the condition is not good "

Bian nodded and stood up.

He approached Nana first, asking once more for the wife to go to the room without him.

Nana shakes. He will wait.

Bian grabs Nana's hand again and pulls it .

Right in front of Elisabeth's room, Bian let go of their handrails.

" wait here for a minute, I won't be long" he said, which in seconds was gone by the door.

Nana took a step back.

But stopped when he heard footsteps approaching. He turned his body slowly .

Natasha is walking towards him.

" i heard you asked to move house? '' natasya said just as she stopped her two legs.

Nana turned around, facing with her head held high in front of the woman who was only two steps away from her.

'' did you guys go to find a place to stay ?

Already got ? Where ?

And when are you going to go ?! " Natasya unceremoniously rained down on a question that was really very annoying.

Nana let out a breath. Trying to calm down in order to return Natasya's sharp gaze.

As sharp as the heartless words that were thrown at him.

Nana smile.

" in a minute, auntie "

" ... "

Nana widened her smile again.

" maybe soon, we'll never see each other again "

Both of her pupils widened. Natasha stared in disbelief at what she had just heard.