Not Same Again

Not now

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Hello gengs👋👋

Ii'm Sorry. After a long journey in the last few months. Finally, today can return to routine.

Sorry to update back now. I've just taken care of a lot of things in preparation for graduation. After a long Final Duty drama yesterday. There is a little spot.

I hope you are healthy and happy 🌹🌹

Thank you to those of you who are still waiting for the continuation of this story :)

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...“Everyone who leaves will go home at the right time and place. Later when you become the one to leave, then you understand how relieved the long journey after home.”...

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When was the last time we were together?

Looking at each other with infinite time. Seeing every smile, laugh, happy, sad and a lot of things spent that time. And back to remembering when surely he had left and could return at this time.

Remembering that time makes us understand. It turns out that by losing we can learn many things.

Learn to appreciate while you are still there and be with us. Learn to understand that loss is not always just about a sad breakup. But about the happiness and relief we have like today.

Seeing one by one this family, again I became more understanding. From me who was an eyewitness to their collapse. There are so many happy and sad stories that they go through.

I'm Jeno is a witness to the plight of the family om Reza I've been there and seen it all. But today they are getting better and even the unexpected are slowly showing themselves even as part of that family.

From the death of Reza's wife. All the ups and downs of Sena I was there. The story of Reza. Ivan's Coming. Followed by Bang Rey and their return today. I'm still there and more I'm even waiting for Sena's return.

It never escaped sight and even what I felt.

They are the best people I have ever known. They may also be witnesses in the many waivers I spent. And Sena was the one who knew every side of my life the most until she left.

If only last time, I first understood like today. I can even guess what mirage I should feel.

“How are you doing Nak?” om Reza asked me in between my daydreams in the middle of this togetherness. We just got home for picking her up.

“Good om! Has changed a lot!” I said looking at him with a smile.

“Heheh, we last met when you were a student anyway, you have also grown more mature now.” said Reza chuckled.

“Ya, absolutely right om. We were still students at the time. I haven't changed much about,” Jeno smiled.

“More precisely only physical changes om. If his attitude is still the same as before!” timpal Bayu was greeted with harshness from them.

“Still cry of cake first also Pa!” rey kept taunting him.

“Gituin aja gw gapapa. Gw mah what, a little bit threatened too,” said Jeno asked for help so that in martial.

“But, Papa laki Jeno is a lot of changes right now. He looks like a more successful look anyway,” said Reza chuckled.

“More success Bang Rey kok om,” said Jeno low.

“Iya Pa's. So changed to be able to return home abroad for company findings!” ivan hasn't given up.

“Yesterday just returned from Singapore ya Jen!” added Bayu.

“Home directly dong in payin at Club kan guys!” said Rey who happened to also participate in the event of the success of their company.

“Udahlah. Stop cornered gw guys.” Jeno.

“Sorry Sir. Dinner is ready!” maid.

“Ok. Let's eat first. And after this, you can ask for time to chat with you Jeno!” said Reza ahead of them at the dinner table.

“Iya, Om.” Jeno follows Rey in front of her.

They also had dinner together while talking about work, experience and much more. And don't forget Ivan who became a victim of ignorance if they were funny. For Jeno, though, when looking at the three men who were soon to become a united family was a possibility that was initially unlikely to become possible after seeing many things happen in the end when they returned this time.

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After dinner. Meanwhile, Rey, Bayu and Ivan choose to relax by the pool at night and Jeno who meets Reza in her study. After arriving in front of the workspace he also greeted, “ Excuse Om,” said Jeno who was invited to enter.

They just drank and were quiet for a while. For Jeno this is quite awkward. But, he was still waiting for the conversation when it started. Up, “He's No Longer the Same!” reza opened their conversation. Do not forget Jeno who is still focused on listening to what the next speech will be like.

“Hisself lies. Happiness is just a story. She's weak. His shoulders are so much burden. He never listened to me well. I also told you not to be weak. He's not the old one anymore.” Said Reza who turned to look at Jeno as if he needed a refutation of his words.

The one who was stared at had no intention of answering. Whether they still repeat the story, speech or reality is unpredictable. Until his speech does not consciously come out just like that, “Siap or not, humans will indeed change Om,” said Jeno who also looked at Reza seriously.

“Isn't it better, they just came back like before so as not to confuse when meeting! Yes, I just said because I don't know what he went through that I don't know, how was he before?” ask Reza no less seriously.

“If about him, it may be true that, we never know which measure of happiness for him, it could be that I think is not how much, it could be very valuable for him. Which I think is of no value, could be of great value to some of them. All back to the measure of where we are and balanced.” Jeno said, looking outside the glass barrier out there there is a night view that can be seen at night. Because it just so happened that Reza's workspace was upstairs.

“It was not a little difficult in my view to find a thoughtful line in treating him. Given maybe I've been a little bit less close to him for the last few years or maybe it's been too late. It all started with his mother going from there I let him live by doing what he could do, I thought he would understand by himself, but-“ Reza's words hang.

“Nothing is worth a corner in my opinion, each of us often stumble and fall in looking and treating ourselves to the right dose. We often make a lot of mistakes and mistakes. Maybe I'll conclude according to my assumptions. It only takes a moment to understand and return to the actual dose.” Jeno replied which made Reza nod her head.

“Many people often talk about maturity especially in various things but forget to apply it in the existing process. If you see the child many pass through some endless things in his life. It often occurred to me what I could do to bring him back as he had before the cruel outside world. Impressive I was keeping it so real but it felt like a mirage. In the end, I didn't take good care of him, I realized later. I do not even guarantee he will return well after this, or even not return at all.” Reza said remembering the past that flashbacks were able to make many changes.

“Sometimes there are people who wake up late, like to be late but still relax through the day. All I know is that adulthood is not about age. I'm sure Sena's in that circle. I know him well after there is no chance for me again only I understand it.” said Jeno recalled how sorry he was after the loss and left.

“I hope we are better in the future while waiting for him to come back. He was fine but not with his mind. Om believe you. You can take good care of it when you are together. Let us live without blaming anything or anyone. Let's just say that there are and those who have not returned, the long road is leading them. Whether Ivan, Rey or Sena they are good kids. Thank you for living in their midst, son! I know you've intervened a lot in a lot of things between them. So, let's both rise and come together in the future!” reza patted Jeno on the back while smiling warmly. He must be thankful and accepting of some people who want to be around and on his journey throughout his life.

“This life is indeed full of farewells. Spend the day by day saying goodbye. If we didn't have to say goodbye, we wouldn't know how precious this moment is. How limited is time. When someone leaves, those memories will last forever. Farewell is always painful. But the last few days, we'll be very happy. Maybe when we should part with someone, finally we become aware of how much we love that person_Drakor NWABU” Inner Jeno while stepping down and running to meet the three people who were joking around by the pool that night.

^^^31 December 2021^^^