Not Same Again

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Not always someone who is present ends up being a life companion, sometimes they can be a life lesson.

Never expect more if you don't want to be disappointed. Because sometimes a dream that is too high can make us fall if it is not accomplished.

Sometimes we simply balance out all that is present. It's only natural that we're a little selfish in our role. Nothing just happens by chance.

This is where we are now, said Ivan 'the beach is the most suitable place for the weather as it is now'. There's not much we bring, maybe we'll just come to reflect.

I see, Ivan is so cheerful today. He looked like the happiest person, as if he didn't have much of a problem. It is true that there are some people who have the best masks in life.

They can fool many people by showing them how happy they are. But, not for Ivan, the more he tried to cover it all the more I could get more of it. He's not doing well. He just tried hard to look happy so that I also stay strong and entertained.

If life is only about pretense, then let's race to wear the best mask we have.

"Woah, the beach is beautiful!" ivan said with a little scream.

"Let's enjoy today with a lot of smiles" I said slowly.

"Sister, play water yuk!" take Ivan who has pulled me from my seat at this time.

"Ga want ah, it's still cold morning tau!" grumbling.

"We'll bring a change of clothes, come on, poke!" ivan forced.

"Yeah, Ivan. Look out!" I said who was chasing him.

"Now I get it, because the more mature it takes is no longer a word of love, but a place to share a story," said Ivan as he ran.

"Well, I'm cape. Just rest first," said Sena who had sat on the white sand.

"Don't, chase! So doang, look famous doang but can not run as fast as I think. Let me guess, brother must be a bad grade at sports lessons first?" Ivan asked mockingly.

"What a boy! Here you are," call Sena.

"Make a brother!" ivan exclaimed by thrusting a bottle of minerals.

"Thank you!" replied Sena who had sipped the drink.

"What a tape?" ivan asked closer.

"Hm, you come close here brother wants to sit back! Can I borrow his shoulder?" said Sena with a clear look.

"But Ivan was a big brother" said Ivan again.

"Father. Brother needs a backrest!" said Sena weakened.

Ivan approached and let his senior who is now his brother to just lean on his shoulders wide enough to "Where does the big brother feel?" ask Ivan.

"It's better. We just need time, don't we!" exclaim Sena.

"Where is Rey's brother?" ivan was a little cautious.

"If I'm honest, I miss his presence!" said Sena calmly.

"Hm, but why did it take so long. I am almost frustrated with the situation as it is now, every day I go through with many regrets. Regretting being late to realize my feelings for him, regretting having wasted his presence and I regret everything about him" said Sena, who was almost crying.

"Gue just realized that it turns out that her brother is the same as Rey. It deserves it to make Brother Jeno end up choosing to give up!" Said Ivan again who was able to make Sena again sit firmly beside him.

"Eitherway. Between Jeno and Rey they mean so much to me. Although in fact they will also leave in the end," said Sena weakened.

"Why aren't you trying to fix everything from Jeno's sister?" ask Ivan.

"Even I'm confused where to start!" said Sena.

"Father, you've tried your best before and believe me, disappointed but not angry it's incredible patience. And brother was in that position!" Ivan smiled wryly.

"Then, what should you do?" ask Sena expectantly.

"Stop. The harder you are to always care, the more chances you will be unappreciated. I even know a lot about losing my brother" said Ivan.

"But if we don't get sick, we never know how good it is to heal?" said Sena asked.

"Rubber. But, making peace with the situation is also necessary, all have been outlined based on the best provisions. So, try to get back up and come back good!" ivan smiled warmly and hugged Sena warm body to be able to strengthen her again.

"Look, we're just enjoying the holidays today!" Said Ivan again who had walked towards the beach with a laugh.

They came back well after a long day was missed with many moments happening.

Among them, eating in the open with a very delicious, doing fish fires on the beach, playing boats, diving around the beach, sunning yourself in the beach aunty, etc, immerse your body in the sand and more. And it is all able to make them laugh happily without going back to remembering the downturn of life and the people around him.

After they change clothes that are wet. They also returned to sit on the beach enjoying the twilight this afternoon.

Sena who had finished changing was about to get out and walk quickly to the place where they ordered a suitable table to be able to see the twilight, and walk quickly to the place where they ordered the right table, there Ivan was seen sipping his drink casually occasionally looking far out at the ocean.

Because of the focus on seeing Ivan's behavior he also walked without paying attention to the circumstances around, he,

BRRUUKK!!

"Aissh, who the hell!!" said that guy.

"sorry. Maa-" Sena's speech was cut off seeing who she hit now.

"...."there was no answer other than a sharp look at him at this moment.

"Jeno!" seri Sena does not believe, she is not even aware that her body is now held strong by Jeno so as not to fall to the ground.

Slowly Jeno released Sena's body to stand back up and continued to leave Sena who was sculpting without speaking.

After Sena regained consciousness, she had not seen the figure of Jeno anymore other than the beautiful twilight in the west corner there.

"Quickly pass. If I don't have time to see you later, if my body doesn't have time to hug you. Then the same twilight we see for you" he murmured in hiding so that he could not be seen by the man who was trying hard to find it.

"JENNA!!" call Sena who is still looking for her.

"Jeno, where are you? Jenos.... Tell me the same, where are you???" Sena's screams in the afternoon were able to make some visitors see it in wonder.

"JENU!! gapapa lo away from me, but please tell me the same why I have to go here. I need a reason JENO!!" sena shouted resignedly and next to him was Ivan who won it.

"He's what the hell, Van? why does Jeno hate that much as I do?" Sena asked Ivan now.

"I'm sorry, for now one of the decisions and lessons I've learned is to recap what I can't control, you're not wrong in this!" he said that he came out of hiding and stepped away and away from the place, but he did not realize that a pair of eyes were looking at him and seeing every step and step and step his legs that were getting farther away. Yes, Ivan saw her hugging Sena in silence.

"Gue is now thinking, people are living by understanding each other because he is rational, and if indeed you who are now stepping and away are quite rational people. You should be able to appreciate him and all that is happening now," Ivan's mind accompanied the steps of someone who was getting further and further away in his vision.