Not Same Again

Sorry, Oma

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For your mediocre self, thank you for holding out so far, thank you for staying strong until now.

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Sometimes life is not to be guessed. It's all gonna happen.

Although to this day, life continues and continues to run which in fact sometimes have expectations that are too high but lack in gratitude and gratitude.

But, although life does not demand to be more perfect at least there are some things that we have done and are able to make something useful.

Today, a lot happened that I never guessed,

A roller coaster of endless emotions that in fact I am less able to control, although it may be said I am an adult should.

But seeing and experiencing many things made me say 'Yeah' gapapa. It will come back well in the end.

When I woke up from the hot seat after this trial, I was grateful for being able to get through this well.

Yeah, I'm a thesis in the end, too. A lot of things I pass, lazy things, join, tasks that have piled up, friends who hitch a ride on the name when the deadline, and, the final task that took away freedom plus beloved lecturers with a lot of their own will and much more.

By seeing some people in their respective busy lives in this room, made me draw conclusions. All those who exist, who come, who go with their own purpose, can still exist to this day with perhaps many problems that are more complicated than I experienced.

And everything is easy?

It should, should and should.

Even if you want to change some things, the goal will also be the same at the end. So especially for today, sorry if I still lack the kindness I made.

At least, I painted some memories to this day.

Sorry also in terms of giving and thanking, worship and thanksgiving I often neglect.

I dream and hope too much with gratitude as simple as now.

"Woah, that's amazing! How was it today?" asked Selly smiling, do not forget with a sash bearing his name and the title is still attached to his shoulder.

Yes, today there are some of us being tried.

"Can't it be seen, so far I've lived and done what I'm happy about? by enjoying and facing what's ahead" I said with a big smile.

"Yaa, right. I've been pretty optimistic lately!" selly mocked.

His words were just a smile. True he said, in recent times, there have been many things happening and forcing me to be optimistic in some ways.

All because I was afraid of being too prejudiced about life. If only I had to anticipate some things, what if the anticipation is not in accordance with the estimates?

So, yes, live enough and do what we want to do.

In essence, if you do not want to be harmed do not harm, as well as many other things.

Although in fact, life sometimes hit strong for more mature but until now I am still there and fine.

"Haaah! Sell, what's your plan after this?" ask me to Selly who is not satisfied taking pictures for today's moment.

"Same. Are you not always principled to do what we want to do! I did too!" answer Selly for sure.

"Hm, let's see. Uh, Jeno today so the trial isn't it?" I asked him to remember that he was not visible at all.

"Either. Maybe the schedule's on hold!" answer Selly.

"It looks like it!" weakened answer.

"Why?" ask Selly.

"Hm?" muttered.

"Yes, why don't you try to fix everything between lo and Jeno?" ask Selly to come closer.

"Gue himself was confused, where to start!" I said with a straight look.

"This is the end of See, maybe after this we will not meet as usual again. Maybe tomorrow there won't be time to fix everything. We don't know tomorrow! Jeno might take some time, I understand but why don't you try to fix this? Suffice it to him who fought and tried as far as yesterday!.

Because sometimes we regret everything, if someone has already left because he realized that his existence is not appreciated!" Selly said at length.

"Lo's right Sell, he needs time. He's been too tired for the last few years! But how am I supposed to?" i'm lethargic.

"Lo has to give in, if you don't want to lose again!" answer Selly.

"Hm, I'm working on it!" doubted my answer.

Without them noticing, from earlier there was someone who was standing and leaning while hearing their conversation. He was standing while holding a bouquet of flowers as a greeting to someone.

After, finished and there was no sound next to the wall where he was standing, he called a student who happened to pass in the hallway and gave him the bouquet while talking and after he stepped away from that place.

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"Congratulations to you both! You both don't go away after this!" say Bayu while giving a bouquet of flowers as a greeting to Sena and Selly.

"Thank you Bayu!" answer them simultaneously.

"Lo is fast!" said Sena smiling.

"Sure!" answer Bayu.

"We'll take a photo of dong!" said Selly who has held the hand of Bayu.

They also took some pictures and then Bayu said goodbye.

"Sister!!! Finally a test too!" exclaimed Ivan who had spread his hands from the corner of the room.

However, he had not yet hugged Sena. His person had already moved the place that ended up he just hugged the wind.

"Sister!!" Shouted Ivan did not care about many of his seniors.

"Geez who I thought that was! Here!!" said Sena laughing because she had pranked her sister.

"Congratulations, brother. Om must be proud of his son bontot already exams, but yesterday just cried because of many tasks, because the lecturer. Oh, until I forgot yesterday brother still had a bad cry because there is no vacation!"said Ivan who had hugged Sena tightly.

"Yes. Though just yesterday I jajah lo make me coffee the same shopping snack to stay up late yes deck!" said Sena dramatizing.

"Not let you both. The sisters are now looking forward to both of you in front of me!" Selly said annoyed.

"The cackled canadian!" muttered Ivan.

"Yes. This world belongs to both of you, I'm just contracted!" groused Selly.

"Here's a hug!" said Ivan who had pulled Selly's arm. They look very happy today.

At first everything changed when you left. You were so brave in my view at the time. But over time I learned to understand. To this day I have gained valuable experience afterwards.

In the end, I began to realize that we are alive and just planning without setting out what should happen. Because sometimes everyone can change when we stand up and come back.

To this day, between you and many things that happened I just want to thank you.

Thank you for being there at some time that I can't count!

I just regret one thing that 'gue' was a lot of time when you were there and with me'.

Sorry and thank you.

I have understood that if indeed some things are destined for me, it will also happen by itself.

"Again sorry and thank you" I muttered with a smile.

"Lo Sena right?" ask a guy who came to me while sitting holding a bouquet of flowers given by some classmates as well as juniors after the trial.

"Yes!" Answer smiled.

"Here, someone gave it to me!" said the man while giving me a bouquet of flowers that looked fresh.

"From who?" I answered while receiving the flowers.

"I don't know mba. But I think there's a card in there!" he said it again and left.

"Thank you!" My speech.

After receiving the bouquet. I also took the greeting card that was inside the flower.

This flower bouquet

And his card :)

I smiled as I looked at the flowers and the greeting cards.

"Whoever you are, thank you!" I smiled and brought home the flowers and some other gifts.

"Today was awesome!" I muttered on my way home.

Up here, I finally understand.