Not Same Again

Disillusioned

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Farewell is a natural thing to happen. When we go to class we part with classmates, when we go home from work we part with work friends, when we start living independently we part with parents.

Maybe these partings cause sadness of varying degrees. However, the emotional bond will still not break as long as we keep the relationship. People who leave and never want to see us again are not worth remembering.

Or even people who have not accepted us and do not want to meet us again, we do not deserve to spend time just to convince him. There are times when we become tired, we become free, if only we are not expected.

One thing we need to understand and learn is that all problems of any kind will stay on track even if as hard as we survive. We also need to stop to face the attitude of someone who has no common ground to understand.

"And that's the end?" Ivan was curious about what his brother was experiencing with his problems.

"Hm, dramatic isn't it?" Sena chuckles.

"He even wants to not know each other again, after what he's done these past few years?" Ivan was growing more and more incredulous.

"Hufhh, especially for some people may just be just a gratuitous curiosity if he ever fought as hard as that time!" said Sena remembering how Jeno was desperately chasing after her and trying to always approach her.

"Well, it turns out that there's a feeling that's superficial. I guess no one can beat anything if it's about feelings!" Ivan showed a slightly thoughtful face.

"Human feelings can change Ivan!" sela Sena with a flat look.

"OK, gapapa. Didn't you never have the same feelings for Jeno, did you?" ivan asked reassuringly.

"Yes. Lo right, why do I have to be as persistent as it was yesterday to fix it if only from the beginning the feeling was never on him either. But, at least I've been kind as a human being," Sena confidently spoke so.

"Hm. What are your brother's next plans?" Ask Ivan.

"Work while spending time on possible!" said Sena with her eyebrows raised.

"In the branch company?" ask Ivan.

"Yes. But, I don't know if it's not!" Sena cried contemplating.

"Well, why not accept? It's the big brother who holds the company!" Ivan asked in confusion.

"Yes, yeah. But you also have to know, Papa most do not like to mess about the company. I can just lead the company if it is really mature and understands about business and there are still many achievements for it. Anyway, there's a Papa confidant in the branch who takes care of everything. I can't guarantee to work there" said Sena.

"Sister at home. Later let Ivan who works part-time in the cafe," Ivan smiled sweetly.

"Eh, kid. No need for drama. Gayaan wants to go to college on Thursday. I have a backup job if it is not accepted in the branch company!" Sena is proud.

"When will you work elsewhere if you don't accept it in a branch company?" ask Ivan.

"And his older brother works only while doang so as not to get bored at home. While waiting for you to finish graduation and we will-" said Sena hanging his words.

"Well! Big brother obviously, the jokes aren't funny!" Ivan did not believe.

"Gue seriously kali. I have a plan and I am still uncertain. Kan lo clash again graduation fast right? So, we'll do a mission first until when I don't know. The point is, you'll know after graduation!" Sena Seru.

"That's it. My sister is mysterious for a few things. Uh, but why don't you try to call Leo's brother? He can work in his company!" exclaim Ivan the Invasion.

"Geez, deck! Until when do you have to pretend not to know how things are going around? You don't realize a lot of people are gone from our lives!" sena said with a far-sighted view.

"Including Leo's brother? Didn't he come back a few months ago?" tayya Ivan's.

"Now I ask you. When was the last time you saw Leo?" Back to asking.

"Well! The first time it came was probably!" Ivan hesitated a little.

"Hm, right. And he's not coming back to see us again!" Sena in the end.

"Why could that be?" ask Ivan.

"OKAY. It seems you deserve to know too!" said Sena who was prepared to tell him.

The Flasback

Sena walked calmly, approaching someone who was waiting for her at a table that she already knew where it was in the cafe where she often went.

"Hi brother! Sorry to be late, it's been a while?" ask that guy.

"Hey. Relax, big brother hasn't been here long either! What do you want mesan?" ask Leo who's been handing out his menu book.

"Gue has a drink" he replied.

"Warm chocolate, right?" Leo asked smiling.

"So, don't remember!" the answer is a little chuckling.

"Dad!" Call Leo slowly.

"Hm," he replied as he looked at someone he already considered a big brother.

"Sorry!" Said Leo.

"Why apologize?" tanyanya's confused.

"I'm sorry I can't keep you well! Sorry for so many things you do and you don't know!" leo looked at him a little deeply.

"Sister mean?" Ask wonder.

"So, I'm not making the best decision right now. Brother will go far, far away. To not be on your side anymore!" leo looked at him more and more deeply.

"Why? Isn't the new brother back? And why go any further?" tanyakanya.

"Because you'd be safer and better off if I wasn't around!" answer Leo.

"Why?..... Why is everyone always like this my cake? I'm really confused. What's going on?" the question is getting weaker.

"Because we will be the bearers of calamity for you, if you continue to be around lo!" Answer Leo.

"Ah, stop! I have faced something like this before. Hm, go! I don't know what I am around a lot of people. But obviously, I'll be fine!" with the view changing in the other direction.

"Sorry!" Say Leo again.

"Stop apologizing!! Because I don't even know what's going on!" her screams were irritated with more forcefully holding back her tears.

"Sena!" call Leo seriously.

He who was called turned to look at her a little wonder because only this time he could hear such a call.

"Maybe it will end without having started at all. But I want to be a little selfish about this one. I might after this disappear without a trace again! But I want to be honest one thing" said Leo hanging.

"Gue's not sure if you're aware of this or not. I´m... I loved you from the beginning! I love you as a guy who sees you as a girl. I've been this temper long before Rey, even before Jeno and the others.

Wow, I can finally say this today!

I'm not a good brother, am I? I already love you first as a girl in general and ended up choosing to stay around you by being a good sister. But I lost in the end too.

The more I try to make opponents feel this, the more I love the same lo deck!!" said Leo had even dropped his tears without any movement from his interlocutor.

"Gue was not great in terms of staying up to my expectations at the time! Sorry!" leo at the end.

"Hm. I know the answer now. So, let's live and face what is going on and will happen. I am even confused as to what you say now" said Sena got up and left and the place.

Flashback Off

"And one thing you should know deck! That cafe is the same place I was with Jeno ending our friendship yesterday!" said Sena smiling smirkily.

"And that's why, you never want to go to that cafe again?" ask Ivan.

"Hm." Sena Mumbles.

"Many things can happen, brother.

Impressed as usual maybe when mingling in the midst of many people with increasingly violent conditions.

If you say some people 'there's a bit of a ferocious but not us'.

But we're still trying to seem appropriate. Is correct. Wherever we will not be separated from the social law.

Some people are born and live a little differently than others. Not infrequently we can meet some of them a little totality, a little protective, a little objective and pessimistic in some ways. Many people of color meet in the same container and space.

If anyone can not embrace the difference well then it may be a little overwhelmed in socializing.

In addition to the terror of the situation and existence, we increasingly have a division of togetherness. In fact, sometimes all activities and the journey of life and anything seems virtual.

Try to look far away and see some people who are passing by while observing some of them live with different colors.

We or them do not change, just a little different from usual after a long break that almost passed in recent years.

Yet. There's one thing that's quite interesting isn't it. There are some people who look a little active in an emotional roller coaster. What we can respond to is that they are blaming selfishness in togetherness as we heard from their conversation at the table over there," ivan glanced slightly at the few people who were arguing next to the table where they were sitting now.

"It doesn't mean anything. It's just how some of his friends calm down a little attention, right?.

Some people pretend to care because they are curious. Some try to understand but do not understand at all. There is also just being a listener without saying anything to calm him down. Yeah, that's in my opinion right now.

From here I understand a little that pretending not to know and not care is also necessary. The story today is a little similar to what we experienced" Ivan said at length with no answer from his brother other than to look away and think about what else happened.

sept _21. 2021