Not Same Again

Pleasantly

"Whatever you're feeling about, never ask or compromise your logic. Because taste matters can only be appropriate if you include conscience."

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Sometimes, something can come on suddenly, either finding you when you're okay or even when you're down. Same with taste, yesterday may not be the same as today. Confused? of course you're human. It's good that you try to look carefully at what is reasonable and reasonable.

You don't even realize it, if you're feeling something a little different, or you're feeling it but don't understand what's going on with you.

Fine, togetherness is not entirely just a matter of friendship, sometimes there are feelings that are a little selfish. Therefore, try to just understand.

"Gue why the hell lately?" muttered Jeno who is still comfortable when falling.

"It's not my vow, since Sena's in the same senior deletin, I think there's something a little different about what happened. Does Rey like Sena!. Maybe, I am so bego!. But why do I even like the same sewot their closeness?.

Oh, maybe because before, only I was a bit close to Sena so I felt different times. As far as I know, Sena is rarely close to other guys besides me who often fight.

Ah!! already mending ready to go to campus," he said then rise to the bathroom.

While' somewhere else....

"Good morning deck!" Rey was already standing at the door of Sena's house with a smile.

"By the morning, why are you here so early?" asked Sena who was still staring in surprise with her senior.

"Pick you up, you're gonna fuck up!. Morning school, right?" answer Rey.

"Yes anyway. But it doesn't have to be picked up either sister," replied Sena casually.

"Father, you are lazy to go to your own campus so come here to stay together," said Rey relaxed while looking left and right.

"Big brother why?" ask Sena.

"Aren't you told to come in?" ask Rey.

"Oh, yes, come in, brother!" answer Sena clumsily.

"Are you ready?" ask Rey.

"Sister, there's breakfast" Sena replied.

"Have breakfast, brother wait!" said Rey smiling while shuffling Sena's hair

"Later my hair falls apart brother!" pissed Sena.

"Here's brother rapiin back!" said Rey while approaching and tidying up the girl's hairdo.

Sena made like that, just quietly let Rey tidy up her hair. His focus right now was only on seeing Rey's face that was so close to his.

"Udah!" rey said with a sweet smile.

However there was no reply from the girl in front of him now, other than standing up and continuing to stare at his face.

"Why deck, brother looks handsome huh?" said Rey was anxious to see Sena who might have regained consciousness from her daydream while walking away from Rey towards the dining room.

Seeing the girl even makes Rey more engaged. She walked in Sena's footsteps and sat right in front of her looking at the breakfast available to her and to Rey as well.

"Dad! Why the hell?" call Rey deliberately mock.

"Aren't you having breakfast yet?" sena asked to switch the conversation.

"It's not unusual to have breakfast, you just eat let your sister accompany," Rey replied smiling as she continued to look at Sena's slightly flushed face.

"Yes, can't dong kak, when I eat alone," said Sena not tasty.

"Father, you can't eat in the morning" Rey said seriously.

"Yes, but brother drinks yes, let me tell aunt to make a drink," said Sena.

"Yes, my sister drank," Rey replied, for it was not good to refuse her invitation.

"Wait ya, "Sena said as she passed by taking a drink that had been made by her aunt.

"What time are you in college?" ask Rey

"Hour 9, nih in the drink," Sena replied as she thrust a warm chocolate towards Rey.

Those who are enjoying breakfast more precisely Sena himself who eat. With a fairly quiet atmosphere, Rey continued to pay attention to the girl while enjoying her food while occasionally smiling without Sena's knowledge.

"Hmm, brother!" sena broke the silence.

"Why?" replied Rey who was still loyal to look at him from earlier.

"So why don't you like breakfast?" ask Sena quietly.

"Sister is used to it because from a small, unusual breakfast," replied Rey casually.

"When you're a kid, you don't like breakfast, but rather nobody makes breakfast" Rey replied calmly.

"Wasn't Rey's mom able to cook?" ask Sena curiously.

"Hmm, when my sister was a kid, my mom wasn't around. She died when she was a baby" Rey replied with a smile.

"Sorry brother. See don't know!"said Sena felt guilty.

"Sister as usual, relax" said Rey while gently stroking Sena's head.

"Don't get too drawn up in losing, every meeting there's bound to be a breakup. Life is also not only about happy and happy, there are times when we need to feel what it feels like to fall, lose even when we are down. The point is, after that we can live better even though it may not be as whole as yesterday. You feel what you feel yesterday, today and maybe tomorrow. But the proof is that look now brother's okay, right?" rey said sincerely because he really understands the situation of the girl in front of him now.

"Thank you brother. I'm trying to get back to good again" Sena replied smiling.

"Udah right? Yuk's leaving!" invite Rey while gently pulling Sena's soft hand.

He just followed his senior step without saying much, because it was still ringing what he had heard just now.

On travel....

"Dad!" call Rey.

"Hmmm...." Penal.

"So I can't tell you a little bit" asked Rey.

"Well!!! bo-by sister," replied Sena stuttering.

"So not confused to tell who the hell he is, " said Rey while focusing on the streets.

"Second story, maybe it can make you feel relieved," Sena.

"But what right?" tanya Rey made sure she was afraid she objected.

"If you have doubts, don't tell me. Kasian will be awkward!" said Sena, relax.

"Actually, sister again likes someone!" said slowly.

"Hmm?" Sena turned towards Rey in disbelief.

"La. Brother likes someone but that guy doesn't know" Rey.

"Why not frankly, brother, let that person know how big brother feels!" Penal.

"Sister doesn't dare to express the feeling because sister still has doubts about how big brother feels!" Rey.

"Lho why? doesn't he like it?" ask Sena.

"Yes he likes it, but my sister doubts that it's just love and not love" Rey.

"Yes already make sure brother's feelings first," replied Sena seriously while looking straight at the street.

"Yes, yeah?" rey replied while looking seriously at the face of the girl next to him this time as it coincided with the red light.

"Yes, that. Fear is that my sister is just a liking not love is kasian," replied Sena

"But, what if you really love and love her?" ask Rey to make sure.

"Yes, I think it's a real brother feeling.there's no harm right!" answer Sena for sure.

"What if it turns out that my sister is in love and love but she doesn't like my sister?" ask Rey again.

"Yes risk, whose name is love does not have to be loved forever anyway, because sometimes no one knows about feelings. Love cannot be forced either! " sena said seriously.

"How come, if you only love him if he doesn't have anything else?" ask Rey seriously.

"Yes still can't. If he does not like it can not be done," replied Sena.

"See," call Rey slowly.

"Hmm??" Sena looked towards Rey.

"How would you feel if that person were you?" tanya Rey looked into Sena's eyes.

A few minutes later....

"Y-yes, I don't know! it's not me!. It's a green light, brother!" answer Sena's origin and go back to see the streets.

"Oh, yes. Relax ajalah brother just a story doang," said Rey while stroking Sena's hair because it felt like the atmosphere was getting awkward.

That is, no one will be able to understand feelings well if they do not experience them themselves.