Not Same Again

City Situation

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After walking so far the final word is the time limit we meet when we are so close, so understanding and so well know everyone we meet and many more things.

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"There's a word I've read that some people say 'God this is what I pray for, Thank you' when it all goes according to the real thing.

And right now, I want to thank God too, this is what I pray for. Although there was a lot that happened before, but I am grateful to be there and stand strong until the deadline," muttered Sena smiled faintly in the front seat of the hall where the graduation and graduation event took place.

"Woahhhh! We're finally enslaved!!" selly exclaims while embracing her best friend's hand when they are already outdoors.

"I didn't think I was. Even though we are like just yesterday so Maba," said Sena looking far outside the room while looking at the building that has been their place to take shelter and pursue knowledge even though the science does not run away. It is also amazing why you should pursue science. Just continue the story.

"Hm, he. It feels like just yesterday we were crying, made the same senior pas mabim yes!" exciting Selly.

"Gue was a miss at those times!" said Sena smiling full Sirat.

"From us back to remembering a missed time. Mending we capture a moment, time for photos!!" shouted Selly

And this is where they capture the moment with themselves, friends, friends and some lecturers.

There are many things to remember, there are also many things to be grateful for and there are some things that may be regretful.

Do a lot of good, bad and many other things that are characteristic of students while still in college.

Feeling surprised, how can self who is nobody and has less but sometimes has a bad side. Evil to time, to circumstances, to friends, to friends, to lecturers, to campus and much more.

"Today there may be a little regret for me, a day that is said to be happy according to many people but a day that feels normal to me. I realized the existence of Papa in some time my life is very meaningful it turns out! But why don't you come home today, Papa doesn't come and why don't you sit here with me and why isn't Papa ever in some of my important moments?" he murmured slowly while looking away from the top floor of the building.

"Gapapa, it's not just you who's natural about it. The proof is that both my parents are always there for me not to meet in our day now. Do not think far that we are the most disadvantaged, maybe they are also victims of some of the problems of life. Aren't they working so hard that they're able to get us to the top?" selly patted her best friend softly.

They are like that and will always be like that to strengthen each other in life. There are a lot of things that they go through and it is able to make them so well acquainted in life.

'Hm, they're sometimes amazing with this one. Alright let's be prejudiced against just a few things" Sena replied smiling meaningfully.

"We samperin Bayu same Jeno yuk! It's the end, it's time we made up with everything!" exclaimed Selly who without waiting for his approval had already pulled firmly his arm.

"Lo's right we won't live like this!" exclaim Sena agreed.

But before they stepped away already heard a familiar shout, "Sister!!! I did not expect the sister more beautiful than usual, let alone fit make toga kek gini. Brother, many congratulations for today. Ivan wants to make toga too!!! Woahh's sister's already a scholar as it turns out. Hurry up to work for my baby sister! I am so happy!  It's for brother!" ivan exclaimed at length giving a bouquet and a small box.

"Ouch!! My little sister turned out to be this dear, thank you. Here's a hug first, then the brother treat as much after this!!" Said Sena who had hugged tightly the figure of the little man who was already her sister now. He's the only one who's been on every side of his life for so long, he's the only one who's never missed a lot of what he's been through.

"Gue love so much lo deck, thank you so much already in every side of my life. I don't know if you haven't been around all this time. I promise I will always take care of you throughout my life. Don't ever leave me, you've been a part of my life. I'm the only one!" sena muttered softly but could still be heard by the figure she embraced with her tears that she could no longer hold.

"Gue also promises to take care of my sister, I will be a obedient child as long as my sister remains well and healthy. Brother won't be alone, I won't go. Ivan stays here and hugs brother like this!" said Ivan who had pulled the little body of the brother to enter in his arms.

"Oh, I forgot that you also graduated today! But, relax Ivan bring a bouquet more really, this is for brother!" said Ivan who had chuckled while hugging his senior this one.

"Good congratulations, make your achievement today. Ivan is also cool!" he ended the embrace.

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Maybe a lot of things that have passed so far always follow wherever we step, all of it will disappear instantly until here or later. A sense of relief and happiness will come in time.

There will be a time when we wake up and

feeling fine, feeling all the burdens that exist are slowly being lost and replaced. We will feel more excited to go through the day. We will have new hope.

We will become more confident. We will become much more mature at a higher level of living. It even felt like it was unimaginable before that we would feel as good and as mature as we are now.

The decision to correct some things that have happened when we will step away is the most appropriate.

Let's try to reconcile if we're still given a chance.

"Wood! Jo!!" call Selly from a distance who has run to the two who are sitting with other friends.

"Dar, oeee!!" yelled Bayu while waving his hand.

"Gee, we can finally graduate together!!" selly shouted happily and already hugged the two tightly.

However, for some reason there was still a cold aura felt by Sena at this moment. How could he not be awkward if only this was now as if it was not as usual.

"Congratulations Bayu for his achievements today. And also congratulations to us for getting to this point!" exclaimed Sena who was already in the arms of the man.

After that he walked closer to Jeno who from earlier just stared flat in the other direction. "Hi, Congratulations to Jeno for graduating today!" said Sena looking warmly at the man.

However, there was no movement from her as much as they embraced each other and felt happy for today.

"Hm, congratulations to you!" jeno said and stepped away from there not forgetting followed by the baby who he said wanted to meet his parents.

There were no more answers afterwards, it was only natural that they were like this now. They are too lingering in trouble without trying to give in to each other and fix it all along.

"However, at least you have been trying to fix it, although you may not understand too much about this problem. From my current point of view, you may just be a victim of their selfishness. The strong!!" Selly hugged him hard.

"Hm, I'm gapapa. Maybe this is the way. I don't feel hurt, let alone hurt. After all, life is also more cruel than this in some ways!" sena smiled meaningfully.

Without them realizing there was a pair of eyes that were looking at them at this moment. He even heard the conversation of the two friends. But, what should he do? Even to get back to making up, he couldn't. He realized he was so selfish but to fix it was reluctant because he was afraid he was making the girl more likely, more hurt than before. And going from Sena's life there's the best option to protect her from her current point of view.

"I'm sorry. Maybe now is not the right time for us. But I guarantee my feeling your cake will never change until anytime. I'll be there and see you all right from a distance!" he said and left from the corner of the room.

_28 August. 2021