Not Same Again

It's weird

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'' trima kasih Natasya nodded faintly while smiling faintly.

He then handed a brown envelope to two men sitting in front of him. They have a dark detective who helped him find out about Nana.

And this time he used their services again to find the whereabouts of the son-in-law.

Nana is known to be overseas at this time. In Malaysia, actually.

Therefore, it is impossible for them to be able to continue their livelihood until there. .

Only Han's name and Nana's best friend's phone number were obtained.

It was after doing the investigation and livelihood long enough and also difficult.

Because Han didn't tell anyone where he was taking his mother and sister away.

Both men then left her.

Natasha was still sitting there.

His gaze led to a woman sitting in a corner with her son whom he estimated to be two or three years old.

A boy so adorable.

Natasha then remembered Nana. The woman who is still his son's wife . Nana must be waiting for the day or may have given birth .

Natasya bowed and closed her eyes firmly.

" pardon mom Bian "

For a while it stayed that way.

Until the sound of the notification from the phone makes it instantly hold its head.

After reading the message just sent by Elisabeth, Natasha immediately moved and quickly walked away from the place.

* * *

Earlier this morning, Mr. Tole said that Bian complained of stomach pain and asked him to look for drugs to the pharmacy.

Feeling the employer needed more than medicine, Mr. Tole decided to tell Elisabeth about it.

Elisabeth was worried and told Mr. Tole to call the doctor home because Bian refused to be taken to the hospital.

'' it looks like food poisoning. Not so worrying. So, it can be treated at home.

I will install the infusion .

After that you just need to monitor how things are going.

But I don't think there's anything to worry about excessively.

Because his condition is not weak .

I can move and wake up ''

Elisabeth was relieved to hear the doctor's words after checking Bian's condition .

Elisabeth, unable to climb the stairs, looked up with her eyes fixed on the open door.

He wanted to see her hug his granddaughter.

He knew, not only his stomach hurt, but also his feelings.

Bian must have suffered from his wife's death.

And that's all because of his actions.

Shortly after the doctor came home, Natasha came.

Just like Elisabeth.

He could have climbed up to see for himself how his son was doing. But he didn't have the courage to do it.

Only their intermediary bi Ganilah is assigned up and down to check how Bian is up there.

'' Mister doesn't look sickly rich, ma'am.

I went in and sat down to watch TV.

The food was also gone said bi Gani who had just come down while showing an empty plate on the tray he was holding.

Natasha nodded while saying thanks.

'' if my calculations are not wrong, maybe Nana has given birth now . What might be , this natural Bian was because ..'' despite being sad to imagine it, yet he could not help his lips to smile.

He thought it was possible that his grandson was in the process of going out to see this world. So Bian felt pain in his stomach.

It might sound absurd.

But the power of God no one knows.

I also mean something hard to believe like this.

How can a husband feel what his wife is feeling when pregnant and giving birth?

" mission, ma'am "pak Tole who in a hurry step was about to pass it.

Natasya awoke from her daydream.

'' where are you going ? ''

Mr. Tole's steps stopped instantly.

'' I-I am called Mister, ma'am ''

'' what's up ? ''

'' don't know, mom. Anyway just called to be hunted up . That's what he said, ma'am. Excuse me, ma'am.

Afraid later Mister there needs to be nothing ''

Natasya nodded then took two steps aside, giving way to Pak Tole passing by.

* * *

Bian and Mr. Tole were seen coming down the stairs and rushing towards the exit of the house.

Natasya who happened to see was hunting for steps to approach.

Just before Bian got into the car, Natasya managed to hold him back.

'' where are you going, Bi ?

You will be sick again to notice Bian whose face looks still pale and on the hand that was installed infusion.

'' ... '' Bian stared flatly at the mother who seemed so worried about him.

Realizing that Bian would not respond, Natasya also retreated.

He let Bian in and the car passed in front of him.

Traveled.

'' sorry mister. Because I carelessly buy food, mystery so sick said Mr. Tole with a guilty expression.

'' it's not wrong, sir.

It was me who asked to be sought out for a strange meal - Bian smiled so that the driver was not burdened with excessive guilt.

'' trus. Where are we going, Sister ? '' twisting his neck for a moment to look at the master sitting in the back seat. Quickly put the view forward.

'' get out of town, sir. There's one place I have to go ''

The car is driven a little fast because the destination is quite far away. Not to mention having to look for addresses that are in areas that no Tole sir has ever searched.

After traveling approximately six hours, because it was stuck in a long traffic jam at the exit gate of the city. Plus have to travel around foreign areas to find what they are looking for.

Finally, by 9 pm they reached their destination.

The car stopped right in front of a simple house in a residential settlement that looked more like a village.

Bian came down while Mr. Tole he told me to go around looking for the nearest inn for them to stay tonight.

Bian stared at the screen of his phone, then matched it to the number on the right side of the door.

Bian stepped up for sure.

' tok. tok '

a not so strong knock.

'' yes, who ? '' the voice of a woman from inside.

A few seconds later, the door opened. Ratih looks surprised to see a large and foreign figure standing in front of him.

" eh? how is there a bule? stray kali, huh?

What the fuck, huh? " Rati looked confused.

He who could not speak English thought what if the man in front of him asked something.

" night, ma'am "greet Bian kindly.

Ratih's eyes bulged with both eyebrows raised parallel. Surprised and amazed to hear the Indonesian language.

" who, ma'am "the other voice coincided with the footsteps coming out.

Laras who was carrying her baby looked surprised to see the mother was dealing with a foreign man.

" who, ma'am "asked Laras half-whispering to the mother, after noticing at a glance at the man standing in front of the door mouth .

It cringes. This man seemed familiar to her in her memory. It was like he had met. But where is ? thinking while swinging the baby in his cradle.

" eng, sorry about before.

Is this really Johan's house?

I'm Bian, Nana's husband "

Laras and Ratih compactly nodded then allowed Bian to enter.

Now Laras remembers. He should be no stranger.

While the mother accompanied the guest who came looking for Han, Laras went in to contact her brother.

" sister said it was on the way home .

Soon nyampe " said Laras as Han said in his phone earlier.

Justright. Not until five minutes the sound of the motorbike stopped in front of the house.

Han appeared at the mouth of the door that was deliberately not closed.

" Han "greet Bian while standing up from his seat.

Han nodded back to his best friend's husband and allowed him to sit down again.

Laras and Ratih who know if they need space to talk then leave them and go inside.

" you don't look surprised to see me coming here.

So, I guess you also know what I'm trying to find you for ? ''

Han nodded . He was expecting it.

And maybe this is the time when he has to face what Nana once said when asking for help at that time.

Although impressed like he was too involved in their household affairs. But Han's real role was nothing more than an intermediary.

'' em. sorry - eng.. ''

'' Bian. Just call me Bian ''

'' alright. Bians.

So, here. It's not like I didn't tell you.

And I think you know that Nana's not here.

He's in Malaysia with mak Siti ''

Bian nodded. He knew he wouldn't find Nana here. And the goal is not to find Nana.

He just felt the need to meet Han. His premonition said that Han was the only person who could answer all the questions that had filled his mind and head.

'' but now is not the right time to talk about it ''

'' tap-but ''

'' believe me, Bian.

I'll say whatever you want to know .

And I'll explain everything that Nana couldn't tell you ''

I don't know why Bian suddenly felt nervous and started to get curious. What exactly will Han tell her.

'' if you don't believe me, you can stay here if you want.

You can sleep in my room and I can sleep in the guest room.

I don't want to say it now.

It's just that there's something more important I want to show you. I want you to be patient and wait. Just until tomorrow morning ''

Bian nodded in understanding. He looked at the handsome man with a reassuring expression.

Showing seriousness of his words.

Then it sounded from outside the sound of the car stopping . The sound of the door opening and closing. Then footsteps came closer.

And the voice of Mr. Tole greeted.

Knowing the driver was coming, Bian stood up. With Han trailing behind them out.

'' there's a, mister. By the road, not far from the entrance . But the hotel is not a five-star one, explained Mr. Tole who brought good news.

'' yes, no papa sir ''

Bian then turned to Han who stood three steps away from him.

'' I'll be here again tomorrow ''

'' I'm the only one who will go see you ''

Bian cringing.

'' you've already seen it alone, if there is a baby in this house.

We won't be able to talk quietly if it's noisy.

So I'm the only one who'll come there ''

Once again Han put on a reassuring expression.

The real Bian was at the end of his curiosity and was helpless and could only agree to it.

After exchanging phone numbers, Bian said goodbye.

Mr. Tole then took him to a simple hotel that would be their resting place after being tired for hours on the road.

His body feels so tired. So too with his mind.

Even after taking a bath, he still felt lethargic and uninspired.

There was a sense of smell but he didn't know what.

Like having done sports all day, tired all over his body muscles. His breath was suddenly hunting . Like being in a chase.

Bian broke down his body and was seen sighing many times.

Slowly a new feeling began to approach him. A taste that he really can't understand.

And suddenly, the chest that had once felt tight, now seemed to be released and changed in relief.

It's freaky. Because he had never felt anything like this at all.

And slowly, all the taste that had been mixed since earlier made his eyes dimmer.

Bian fell asleep just like that.