Not Same Again

Promises

'Life sends someone to you to grow and develop through three things: His Coming, His Presence, and His Passion. Don't focus on possession and loss, focus on your evolution progress _R. Rusandi

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Because you enjoy the role too much in life, you also become aware that the figure of Jeno that you have known for so long is a figure who intervenes a lot in the life changes that you live. There are many people out there who can love and love you so deeply, but remember one thing the love and affection you get will never be the same as the figure this one gave you.

Someone once said to a friend when he was at the end of a street bench last year, You will find more than me, but just like me. His words were still ringing in Sena's mind when he heard it because he was at the end of the bench.

Until you become grateful for it, "Jeno_ya...." Call Sena in silence while they are alone in the living room without a word uttered from their lips. "Hm? Why?" jeno replied that she felt awkward.

"Here's the deck!" Sena Say.

Jeno who was without a sound also approached her next to Sena in the sofa that sat Sena initially. "May I hug you just once?" Sena begged as she stared fixedly at the man next to her now. The person she missed for so long.

"Why ask permission? You don't need to be like this See..." Jeno, who had hugged her first, held her so tightly and inhaled in the fragrant shampoo she wore on her shoulder hair.

Sena who felt the warmth also returned the embrace with no less tight. He feels so comfortable at the moment. Let him be a little selfish for now.

"Do you know how I went through the days yesterday? I tried so hard to stay there and not to give up." Sena started telling stories in her arms.

"I used to feel like no one ever feared to lose me. No one will ever be afraid of being abandoned by me.  Those two things always make me feel less valuable. Until I realized, that they were never afraid of losing because I never lost and left," Sena said pausing his talk.

"I am selfish! Thank you for always looking and finding ways to walk and survive! Sorry for many things and many ways that hurt and disappoint you. I know and really know, it's not easy at all. But, seeing you smile and be okay right now is an amazing thing that I should be grateful for. I promise I won't repeat things like yesterday. I'll take good care of you. And...." Jeno hung up her words and loosened her embrace and began to stare at Sena so deeply "I'll love you! Sorry if I was such a coward back then. I was just confused by my own feelings but this time, Sena! Ayok dating!!" Said Jeno who had stared fixedly at his eyes. There was no compulsion at all or a lie as he said those words.

"Are you joking around and bothering me like you used to?" ask Sena not to believe it.

"What am I kidding for. I'm not the prickly Jeno I used to be. So, what's the answer? Or am I gonna hang ya, hm?" Jeno smiled warmly as she looked at him again.

"I don't believe in time? We haven't even had a day to meet if you forget" Sena chuckled softly in response.

"Even if you ask about feelings not because it was just a meeting today, but from these few years only you are the place where I came home. It's okay if this feels faster to you. But, do you know I regret so much the time I wasted even when I lost you I realized just how deep I felt." Jeno smiled wryly with a slightly pushy look. "Father, I'll wait a little longer. Will you give me an answer until when? Aweek? A month? A year or so I'll wait well" Jeno smiled.

"Do I look like I'm joking right now? So bad was my treatment to you first until you became doubtful yes, wahh should I be a cold figure when still in school so you chase me first," jeno's laughter coincided with the clear melt of her two cheeks that were already unstoppable.

Sena quickly wiped away the tears with both hands and smiled, "Hm, let's go jihy, heheh!" Sena smiled and even laughed as if she could not believe what they were saying.

"A-what? I can't hear you say anything just now. Try again!" Please Jeno with a sharper and impatient look. "See, try again, didn't I just hear wrong?" Jeno Kekeh holds both of Sena's tapered cheeks.

"There is repetition. I've spoken and that's it once!" Sena firmly throw away the face that has been flushed because of embarrassment.

"Darling! You're not fucking around anymore, are you?" Jeno looked at Sena straight and was not distracted anymore.

"No! The cave doesn't say anything!" Sena is more embarrassed even though the gaze cannot be separated.

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Yaps, right on his lips. Soft and warm.  Just sticking, smiling in a kiss, Jeno said, "it's good I-you baby, don't lo-me again ya!"

Both lips are still attached is not over, they are both just silent in the same position.

Jeno slowly rolled back her face and kissed Sena on the forehead then hugged her tightly, "Thank you. I will always love and love you more than this. I promise I won't do it again. Remind me if I'm a little mistaken, annoyed me if I'm wrong. If there's a problem saying yes!" Jeno hugged her tighter.

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the important thing is read it, heheh😁