Best Defense

The Wedding Day!

"Yes, God! You're so pretty!" I turned my head when I heard Mia calling out in the back.

Today I'm finally getting married to Sean, not my first marriage but somehow I feel really nervous. Sean's domineering attitude managed to make me lose courage, his overconfidence always made me feel intimidated, but in a good sense.

His handsome and beautiful face and blue eyes always hypnotized me every time we looked at him, making me unable to refute his words. I will agree with whatever he says, obedient like a dog to his master. Even I couldn't resist when Sean had a Nanny come to my apartment to look after Ben.

"Where's Mom?" my many. We've been staying at the hotel where I got married to Sean since yesterday.

"Still on top, Mom and Ben are with Edward." explains Mia, her hands pretending to be busy justifying my dress. I watched my sister's face turn sad, I stopped her activities and pulled her to sit next to me.

"What's wrong?"

Mia shook her head, then smiled at me, "I'm happy to see you like this, to see my old brother has returned and rose from the torpor he created himself, hahaha!" I snorted at her words, her forehead kusentil softly, while Mia laughed loudly while wiping away her tears.

"I'm serious, I'm happy to see you back. Panda, listen to me... I know you haven't loved Sean, your heart is still attached to Nino, you don't have to pretend like you're married to the man you love, but trust him. Didn't Ed already say Sean was a good man, even I didn't expect Ed to agree to it immediately that night. From today, forget about Nino, forget about your past, focus on your life with Sean. Learn to accept Sean as your husband, open your heart to him, don't make your marriage an escape to treat your pain."

Ah, Mia! Once again this little boy was lecturing me, his words really deserved to be spoken by parents. I wonder where he gets such thoughts in his head, he always leaves me stunned by his words. Adult attitude is stored behind his childish nature, inversely proportional to me who is mature but can not manage my own life.

"Hey, I know what to do! Wait, why do you sound like Mom? I think you deserve to be my sister, Mia!"

"No! I'd look even more pathetic if you were your brother, you were married twice while I wasn't, you weren't there. My life is really horrible!"

Me and Mia laughed, laughing at the strange and funny life. Sometimes happiness comes when all things go as we want, but not infrequently the problem attacks and makes us forget the happiness that was ever present. Angry at God, at destiny, refuses to accept and in the end we often vent it with self-harm, self-torture and hope someone will come to the rescue.

So did what happened to me this year, I unconsciously blamed God, not directly, but by forgetting my family, I was too busy looking for a way to forget the sadness that plagued me due to divorce, not realizing that my son, Ben, needed me by his side.

Sean Danial Warner's! Why is he so handsome, even from a distance I can see his body shape behind the black tuxedo he uses. Those blue eyes, those eyes that always managed to make me lose control of myself, wreaked consciousness, and drowned me deeper into obedience with just his eyes.

"She's yours!" Edward directed my hand to welcome Sean's helping hand, I trembled when I came into contact with his warm hand, his warmth radiating instantaneously, blending with all the feelings raging against me.

"Today, I affirm my love for you, and vow, to share my life with you in everything, to respect and love you, you are the most generous person I have ever known, kind, honest, and beautiful, I take you to be my wife, to have and to hold, in sickness and in health, from this day forward, you shall be first in my heart, and our souls shall be together as one."

I listened to every sentence that came out of his mouth, the glint in his eyes that looked so enthusiastic that it made me tear up, a little incredulous I would hear someone's vow to me the second time in life.

"Sean, I take you to be my husband, to have and to hold from this day forward, for better or for worse for richer, for poorer, in sickness and in health, to love and to cherish, from this day forward until death do us part."

My legs started to hurt from standing for almost 2 hours with high heels as high as 13 cm, receiving congratulations while smiling from the people who came to our wedding, I was upset with so many guests that I told Sean not to invite so many people.

"You tired?" he asked when one of his friends left us. I pressed my lips forward, showing the irritation I had been holding back from earlier.

"Not to ask! My leg will be broken in a minute!" ketus.

Sean chuckled, then teased me with his sweet smile, "Hey, you're adorable at sulking. It's gorgeous!"

I put on a forced smile again when a woman approached us, I didn't know her, but I'm sure she was involved with Sean in the past through her eyes staring dislike at me.

"Congratulations to you, Sean! I'm glad you finally found him." his tone didn't sound happy at all, he took a quick glance at me and then smiled back at Sean.

"Thank's, Carla! She's pretty, isn't she?" Sean looked at me as he said it, probably bragging about his accomplishments that had not been in vain waiting for a dozen years.

That woman named Carla took turns greeting me, "I'm Carla, Sean's old friend. Congratulations to you both!"

"Thank you, Carla. I'm Franda, I'm sure you already know." I replied as kindly as possible, smiling cheerfully to maximize my acting.

"Is he your ex-lover?" I asked Sean when the woman walked away from us.

Sean returned to his deadly smile, and I hated it, "Are you jealous of him?" I held back the laughter of hearing his words.

"Jealous? Why am I jealous of him? Hahaha, you're this, that's right!"

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