Best Defense

His Ex Girl Friend's.

When we were sitting in the bistro and the waiter came, I let Sean pick me some food. While looking at Ben, I smiled happily as soon as I heard him order a Quinoa Granola and a glass of imported hot chocolate from France for me while choosing ginger beef with soy sauce and honey for himself. I put my face to her ear. "I hope it feels really good, because otherwise it would be a waste for you to come out with a forehead like that." I whispered as the waiter left.

Sean squinted his flirtatious eyes. "Guaranteed." he replied.

I turned back to face Ben and noticed his serious face staring at the tablet screen. There was a feeling of guilt in my heart when I remembered how much time I had spent with her. I'm busy with my madness while she needs company. No matter what happens to me, Ben shouldn't have to endure anything heavy because of all the mess I've done.

My divorce alone was a burden to her, plus I was busy taking care of myself after that, and even now I still can't be a good mother to her. Somehow I had to answer all the questions he would ask when he grew up and remember his childhood, which I obviously hoped he would understand by then.

"Mommy, look!" I gasped, broke my daydream, looked at Ben again and smiled at him.

"What is it?" ask me with a face pretending to be curious.

Ben thrust the tablet screen in front of me, showing what he saw and I was shocked. "Wow!" myrag. "It's crashed." Then my face turned horrified and he laughed.

"Ben, can you change it to another video? You scared me." I muttered again after a while seeing the spectacle. He was watching a three-dimensional video of a car colliding with a train that scared me a little.

Ben laughed again. "Why? That's cool, Mom."

"No, baby. I don't like it." I glanced at him, saying I was serious about what I said. He had pursed his lips, but still changed the spectacle in the end. "Good boy." hook me up, then kiss his forehead and gently rub his head.

When the waiter reappeared, I took a sip of my hot chocolate. "It feels fantastic" I muttered to Sean, giving an honest assessment. "Your tongue is an amazing expert."

"Oh, of course." said Sean, stabbing the meat with a fork and then putting it in his mouth.

I ate a cereal in my bowl, then sipped my hot chocolate again until my cheek was warm. That Quinoa Granola doesn't really surprise me with the taste, but not the hot chocolate Sean chose for me. It was strong and sharp, until I didn't want to stop drinking it. While I was feeding a spoonful of cereal into my mouth, Sean's phone rang in the pocket of his jeans.

He lowered his head and pulled her out of his pocket, looking a little nervous but instantly calm as the phone call stopped. A few seconds later it rang again and she refused the call. When he looked at me, I nodded. Ask with my eyes while my mouth chews food.

"Nobody" he said, smiling at me.

But a few seconds later, we all turned to the side as two women greeted me and I didn't know them at all, but Sean seemed to recognize them. With a big smile, one of the blond and long-haired women exclaimed at him. "Bunny?"

"It turns out you really are. Why don't you pick up my phone? I'm just making sure that it's really you." he continued in an exaggerated spirit that made me even more suspicious.

I turned my eyes to Ed, and it was fortunate that he understood what my gaze meant. Ed immediately stood up to invite Mom and Ben to look around the area around the restaurant while Mia was still sitting in her place. When they completely moved away from the table, I turned again to the two women and smiled even though I was uncomfortable with their presence. I don't know why I smelled something was wrong with the way the woman said hello to Sean. A bunny? Isn't that some kind of call, honey?

Sean was silent for a while, unwilling to return the woman's greeting. When he turned my head, I rubbed his back slowly, stating that I didn't mind. Then he made a sound. "Ash," The woman smiled as she patted Sean's arm flirtatiously.

I feel jealous and want to bite something. I grabbed my Quinoa Granola bowl and it was a pity that my delicious breakfast was over. I took a slow breath, and instead took a sip of the rest of my drink of Sean's strong manhood.

The woman named Ash smiled at me. I'd be lying if I didn't say she was an amazingly attractive woman. Her natural hair is beautiful. Her gray and soft eyes were very tempting. "I'm Ashley, a close friend of Sean's." he muttered in a thick Australian accent as he reached out.

I smiled in greeting his hand, "Franda," I said, trying to relax. Then his hand moved to Mia.

He looked back at Sean. "By the way, how are you, bunny?" Ashley opened her mouth flirtatiously and excitedly. I don't know what his motivation is to twist his lips in such a seductive way, but I'm sure Sean is the biggest reason. "I didn't think we'd meet again like this. I miss you." she continued, putting a hand on Sean's shoulder.

"I'm good." said Sean briefly, smiling thinly.

If a servant were to pass by my side, I would not hesitate to order a crystal glass filled with ice cubes and chew the cold stone in my mouth.

"Thank God. I thought you'd forgotten about this place." Ashley turned her face towards me. "It's her favorite restaurant from a long time ago" she snored softly, with a smile that didn't disappear from her pretty face.

"Whoa," I cried, dumbfounded. I glanced at the figure of the man he called bunny, and the man was not at all wrinkled. Even if he pulls me into the room right now and spreads my legs, I'm already angry right now. "really?" I smiled bitterly. "You seem to know a lot about my husband."

I frowned, while Ashley groaned happily. "Ah, yes, she's Franda."

I was still confused while Ashley's friend reached out to me. "Hi, Franda. I'm Celine."

"Hi" I shook his hand. "It's nice to meet you, Celine." Then he met Mia.

Celine sweet lady with brown hair shoulder to shoulder. I can guess that he's Ashley's best friend, and it seems they're ready to attack me. "You're my ex-best friend's wife, right?"

I smiled, though I didn't understand why Celine was bringing her best friend's problems into our conversation. But then I found the answer. Celine turned away from me and looked at Sean. "Whoa, Sean, you seem to have opened your heart, yes. I thought you were still like you said you were never gonna be able to love another girl besides Ashley,"

I was shocked, as if I had just heard a lightning strike. I squeezed the napkin on my thigh as a defense, but next had to hear another, more painful announcement until it felt like my chest was pierced.

"And aren't you still in touch today?"

For God's sake, if these two women continued to speak, they would watch my tears flow before them right now. But Ashley seems to have been quite satisfied with his evil punch. Whatever his ambitions, his eyes looked delighted. "Celine, stop it." he shook his hand. "Our relationship is not what it used to be. Isn't that right, bunny?"

"Would you two order a meal, the breakfast menu will change to lunch soon." muttered Sean calmly despite his sniffling voice. I'm not sure she's that calm, but I'm grateful that she kicked the two women out of our sight.

"Yes, see you later." I said, as Ashley said goodbye. Yeah, if that's what it takes, I'll see him next time and confirm he'll never get Sean again.

I was down all the time waiting for Ed, Mom, and Ben to come back. Trying to avoid staring at Sean because I know he's so sexy in that collared, unbuttoned shirt. Her face was hard, the pulse on her neck was hard, and it was what made Ashley's fingers tormented wanting to touch my husband's face and nape but pitifully having to be held back because I was here.

"You don't have to think about it, Franda. You can see who's sitting next to me right now, and whose name they saw earlier in my forehead." Sean muttered, in a low, amused voice, and the attention he always directed at me for flirting.

Sean is too scrumptious.to be too intimate.to be too personal.until I hate him so much right now for his sexy and manly perfection. I get hurt every time I think of another woman who used to spend the night with him, making love in the heat.

I jerked to snatch her, making Mia also nod with my voice. "Fuck my name in your speech. You must have written his name on your great manhood until he was still in the shadows, bunny." I deliberately pressed the tone on the last word to insinuate him.

"Franda," he snapped, with a sharp but discouraged voice. "You don't understand what you're saying at all."

"Tell me, Sean." I lift my chin, my tears I feel falling on my cheeks. "Is all that true? Did you ever say that you'd never love another woman besides her and you're still in touch with her?"

"I don't love her anymore, Franda. And he's just the past."

I gulped, my breath choked, the more Ashley's face became as she teased Sean earlier. "Then, aren't you still in touch with him? I saw how nervous you were when you saw him, damn it! Did you miss him? You want him to be under you again? You want him to comfort you with his body that makes you crazy about it?" I said with fire filling my eyes and my voice, I no longer cared for Mia who reprimanded from the chair opposite me and at the people who were staring at us.

"Franda," as it were, gritted his teeth. His breath was hot even though there was still some distance between us. He's angry, he deserves to be angry because I've been too outrageous to accuse him in public, but, uh, I swear that my chest is so painful because I love her so much and would do anything to keep her with me. I love him, I love him so much that it hurts like this.

"Yes, I'm still in touch with him" he continued. "I'm still in touch because I don't feel the need to be hostile to him. I am not a teenager who when breaking up with a lover then hostile to him. Fuckin." He swore a rascal. "After all, have I not been with you all this time? Connecting with him doesn't mean I want to do what you're accusing."

Sean squeezed his hair with two hands. "Gosh, I didn't expect you to say that, Franda. You have absolutely no idea what happened between me and Ashley in the past. You don't know how he dumped me and then got into a relationship with my own friend. You just think that if I miss him without knowing how I feel pain when I see him, I hurt when I see him, Franda."

"You satisfied? You want to hear a lot, right?" Sean pushed the chair back hard. He called the waiter and paid for the food. He glanced at me for a second with a grim look, then gawked away leaving me and Mia.

"Oh my God, Sean," My tears flowed.

Mia approached me and put both her hands on my shoulder. "Hey, calm down" he said as he squeezed my shoulder slowly.

I wiped my tears, raised my face and stood up as Ed, Mom, and Ben approached.