Best Defense

She's Okay

In the morning when I woke up in bed, I could still feel my body buzzing hot. I was tired, but at the same time satisfied and excited. My husband made love to me mercilessly, which left me helpless. I was only able to breathe, feeling the waves curling up repeatedly invade my body. With such a wild treatment, it doesn't mean I'm complaining about being helpless. I was happy because the only thing my husband needed in this world was me. I should be grateful for his extraordinary presence that accepts me in all circumstances.

Ah.. The shadow of the night and the previous nights in this forest made my heart pound. I wanted to hug my husband, to be in the right place in my life. But I guess I'll have to postpone it because I can't find it right now. When I rubbed my eyes and glanced at the clock-mounted wall, I realized that it was not morning but near noon. I sighed as Sean went into the room. "Geez, Sean, I'm embarrassed because I'm so lazy. I wish I could wake up first and greet you."

Sean walked up to the closet, opened the door, turned to me and gave me a charming smile. "It's not your fault, Franda, I'm the one who fucked you until almost morning. You should have thrown me with that pillow beside you to protest my passion and obsession for you."

My smile rose, my husband is indeed an amazing man. "You know," I said. "I was once afraid that when I woke up you weren't around me. I'm afraid you'll leave me and think of me as a crazy woman who only troubles you. I'm afraid you're dumping me because of my sometimes unfathomable mental state, I can turn crazy all of a sudden and unexpectedly."

Sean listened to me quietly. Precisely now I was gasped by his handsome face that almost every day I enjoyed. Her jaw was firm and her face line was absolutely beautiful. Her relaxed and masculine look really amazed me even more at the beauty she looked like. "Franda," He walked leisurely to the bed.

I was nervous and lay down restlessly while Sean sat beside me and rubbed my forehead. "Franda," he mumbled softly. "You think I'm messing around in loving you? You can go crazy, Franda. It doesn't diminish my feelings for you at all, it makes me even more eager to show you how important you are in my life." Sean lowered his head, sticking his mouth on my forehead. "Rest, Franda. You're exhausted, and it's all my fault for taking up too much of your sleep. Maybe I'll try to reduce it a little..." Sean's eyes met mine, then his jaw gritted. "But damn it, I won't be able to because you're so beautiful and sexy, Franda."

I laughed, and he retreated a little to stand up. But I grabbed his hand, so Sean looked back at me who was lying under the blanket. "Never cut it down, Sean. I need all of you and your passion to maintain that little bit of my remaining sanity. I want to always be like this, waking up in an extraordinarily happy state after spending a thrilling night with you."

Sean smiled, "Yes, Franda. Our nights will always be long and hot again. I promised you that."

"By the way, are you getting ready?" I said, get out of bed and put on a robe. I approached Sean and grabbed his shoulder. "For what?"

I was surprised before Sean could answer. "Gosh, I forgot today we're going to pick them up. I'll shower soon and get ready. I really suck." I patted my husband's arm hard. "Wait a minute, I'll help you."

Sean's hand moved from the closet door to my hip. "He hugged me from behind, draped my hair over one shoulder and lowered his mouth into the curve of my neck. "Franda, shower and relax. I can take care of myself. You just need to be calm and think about me, Franda. It means a lot to me."

Just like that, I directly leaned my head against his chest. Because it is very difficult to resist the urge to make out with Sean lately. The smell was amazing, the heat was tempting, and the touch of her hands on my hips really melted. "Sean, thanks for everything. I don't know anymore how I should be thankful for having you."

"Control yourself from whatever messes you up, Franda. Show me that you can solve your problems and I'll be happy with just that."

Unable to stand her sincere and raspy request in the curve of my neck, I suddenly turned around and hugged her. "I promise." I said sure. "Oh my God, I love you so much, Sean."

I staggered slightly as Sean lifted my foot off the floor and carried me towards the bed. "Lay a few more moments, after which you can move as you please until I fuck you again. Understood?"

Squeezing Sean's hair, I pushed his head closer to me in order to kiss him. We kissed, gently, then she smiled as she rubbed her nose against my nose. "Look, you're still so limp, Franda. Lie down for a while and I'll bring you your favorite hot chocolate."

I am so helpless. My entire energy was completely drained every day to accept his love and repay him. And it was so thrilling as well as sexy as a married couple. Now I just lie down and grasp the end of my pillow while looking at my husband choosing clothes. She asked for an opinion on what clothes she should wear, and I answered her with a gesture on my finger.

"You're really going to catch the attention of those bule ladies out there. You're so sexy. I am confused now whether I should continue to be amazed at you while the jackfruit caterpillars will definitely spring to the surface." I murmured after he closed the zipper of his pants.

"Ofcourse, baby." I said with a happy heart.

I watched Sean's back move away and disappear behind the bedroom door. While waiting for him to return with a glass of chocolate for me, my mind floated on my own lousy state. I let out a heavy sigh and exhaled strongly as if I was expelling the bad energy that was hitting me. A few days spent with Sean and his friend here turned out to make me feel comfortable and somewhat calm. I had a mess on the first day they visited, but now my condition is better, even I have never felt this good before.

I understand what Sean meant by taking me to this place, he just wanted to give me time to calm down and keep me away from all the things that might affect me, and I was grateful for the idea. There was at least some progress in the process of overcoming my problem.

"Are your friends coming back here?" ask me after sipping my good hot chocolate.

"Yes, maybe after Mom and the others come home."

I took another sip of my drink, then hurriedly placed it on the nightstand to immediately hug Sean who was sitting beside me patiently and understandingly. "Thank you for being willing to help me, Sean." I cried in the chest of his field that was pounding. I love her so much that it hurts so much and I want to cry so much. I know our happiness now depends on him, on his patience. If he doesn't accompany me, I'll be devastated.

As we pulled back and smiled at each other, Sean cupped my cheeks. "Franda, I did it because I love you. No one can drive me crazy like you. You gotta keep trying to get rid of it, or I'm gonna tie you up and fuck you until you pass out every time you turn messy."

I laughed at Sean's hot flirtation, which I could hear again the past few days. "I might be crazy, but maybe I'll wake up and enjoy it when you fuck me. I'm gonna scream and cry because you're too strong, dangerous, and experienced, Sean. I couldn't possibly waste the opportunity to feel pleasure from you because of you." My breath was blown away from being so fascinated with my husband. "You're the sexiest, most patient, most charming man I've ever met in my entire life."

Sean's eyes glinted. "Am I really that perfect for you, Franda?"

I answered firmly, and trembled. "of course. People who don't think of you like that don't deserve to be next to you."

"Stay like this, Sean. You're handsome, perfect, amazing, but you're also humble and a little shy. How many men out there are arrogant with their mindset. But you're different, your way of thinking is simple and sweet. You want to be patient and accompany me. You'll never betray someone who's your partner. Because you're not that kind of man, Sean Danial Warner, and now you're my husband. My angel."

Sean leaned his body towards me and gripped my hips firmly and possessively. "Franda," he growled low. "Can I take a shower with you?"

I laughed again, then smiled broadly. "Geez, you're still very clean, Sean."

"Alright, then tonight." said Sean, who in the next second kept lifting my body from the bed into his arms. I raised an eyebrow looking at her even though I was actually always ready to make out with her.

With a hoarse and gentle voice, Sean answered my probing gaze and was tempted at him. "Franda, no matter what you say, you still can't keep me from taking you to the bathroom and helping you remove this cloak."

My eyes beaming. "Sean," I kissed her mischievous smiling lips until she dropped me back on the bathroom floor and pulled off my robe. His eyes stared into my eyes until the door between us closed. I got goosebumps.My innocent body was trembling expectantly.