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Extra Part

Hana's Pov

Marriage without love is common. And as time goes on, that feeling will appear. I try to accept Mas Rasya in my life and hope we will live happily and become a sadinah family, Mawaddah, Warahmah.

But what power after receiving it as a companion to life, must be faced if the husband has a sexual disorder.

It is undeniable that a normal woman needs not only a birth life but also an inner living from her husband.

After going through the first night, I thought that maybe my husband just couldn't forget his ex-wife but the fact was that the next nights it happened again.

And we decided to consult a doctor and the doctor also said that Mas Rasya is impotent.Nobody knows about what is experienced by Mas Rasya other than I am his wife.

Mas Rasya's heart was broken knowing that and he could only be pensive for a few days. I can only give encouragement because according to the doctor he can recover.

"Is this karma for me because I've sinned?" Mas Rasya.

"You heard the doctor say, Mas, if you can recover."

'Sorry Han, I can't be the perfect husband for you." Lirih Mas Rasya's.

I could only go silent without saying anything, to be honest I felt sorry for my husband's current state.

The day continued to change even a few months passed. Mas Rasya followed the advice of the doctor. I still live in my city. Besides no one accompanied my mother for other reasons as well because of my duties and responsibilities as a teacher.But every Sunday Rasya will come to see me. And sometimes I come to see him.

To be honest in my heart I want to be like any other woman who wants to have children. Especially the age that is not young anymore, I hope my husband will recover soon. Sometimes frustration arises why my fate is like this, is it true said my former in-laws if I was a pesky carrier woman.

Not felt eight months after undergoing treatment, and maintain a healthy lifestyle . As we got together we felt that we needed each other and loved each other slowly. Although in a week we can only be together for two days but we use that togetherness to get to know each other. We often walked and enjoyed a short vacation. In marriage not only for the issue of **** but how can we accept the advantages and disadvantages of each partner.

That night when we were together.

"Han..thank you yes.you have accepted me as I am."

"Congratulations, Mas?" Sayap .

"Yes...If another woman might have left me a useless man."Lirih.

Mas Rasya immediately pulled me in his arms and kissed me on my forehead. Then kiss the lips so gently. To be honest I don't want to be like this whose tail makes me tormented because I feel hung. Because he can't go on when I want more.

After we stopped the kiss for lack of oxygen. I'm trying to avoid. Not that I do not like it but just a kiss has made my hair goosebumps. I want to be more afraid of disappointment.

"Would we sleep, Mom?" My speech.

"Can we try?" Soft words.

I could only look at him without saying anything.

Mas Rasya then repeated our hot kiss and I could not resist the turmoil.

When he wanted to do the unification, my gaze could not see his face. Mas Rasya can do it. And finally my question in my heart was answered already. My husband can do it. We felt our first night together even though our marriage was long. We both enjoyed the pending paradise of the world.

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