REMORSEFULLY

Farha and Farhan

"Alhamdulillah." Rayhan said as he dropped his weight on the chair beside the maternity bed. His face looked tense, sweat pouring down his forehead. He took a deep breath and threw it away slowly.

A nurse came up to him and asked him how he was doing. The one asked just nodded slowly. After my two little babies were cleaned and I was handled by a doctor. A nurse called my family outside. Actually only one person was called but all of them came in.

My mom took over one of my babies from the nurse.

"Azzanine was your son, son Ray." Said my mother.

Rayhan stood up and abused his little baby in turn. Taste of haru and happy when he chanted the Adhan.

Then my two little babies were placed on my chest in turn.

"Thank you, honey, ' Rayhan said to me.

I just smiled at him. Because looking at the messy model of her unbuttoned clothes made me want to laugh but my condition was still very weak.

Shortly thereafter, I was transferred to the treatment room. I feel an incredible sleepiness.

"Sister Fani gave birth to why is it that Brother Ray is so messy?" Samar I heard Fira ask Rayhan.

Who was asked did not respond maybe still tense because of seeing my birth process earlier.

After being asleep for about two hours I was woken up by my mother because my crying twins were probably hungry.

I immediately took it in turns. My most powerful baby boy suckles while the baby girl only slightly then sleeps back

In the afternoon Rayhan's parents arrived, Fira and her husband also came to bring various kinds of fruit and cakes. My mother never left me. Worried that I'm overwhelmed with my two babies if they're fussy.

"Beautiful to my grandson." Said my father-in-law stroking my baby girl's cheeks.

While my baby boy in the same car as my mother-in-law

"Who's name is Ray?" Ask the mother-in-law.

"Farha Hanna Puspita and Farhan Hanif Son, Ma." Answer Rayhan.

Indeed, the name we have prepared in advance because we already know the gender through USG.

Seeing that many were guarding the twins then I told Rayhan to go home.

"You'd better go home first, change your clothes and take a shower." I said to Rayhan.

"No, let me have Bi Rahmi bring you."

"Why aren't you on the button?" Ask father-in-law.

"For the twins ." He said origin while glancing at me.

"The twins or the twins' mother?"Ask my dad to laugh.

"That's an ordinary mending still mending when the buttons are loose, first when your mama gave birth to you, your mama like a tiger, biting and clawing." My father said with a laugh.

"Yes..must be that dong, the pain is in the share." Timpal mama-in-law.

"You don't, Om. . That's Rayhan's brother crying." Cerocos Fira.

I don't know where Fira knew that Rayhan was crying.

"Lied..." Shalong Rayhan

"I saw for myself, Brother." - ridiculed Fira.

Everyone in the room laughed at what Fira said.

"Really, right, Brother? Ask me.

I just nodded with a smile.

Everyone in the room laughed, unaware that a baby was sleeping. Fortunately they did not wake up.

"Truly mother giving birth is very painful, Fir. I just saw him almost faint." His words scared Fira.

Instantly Fira's face changed, perhaps fear because she was pregnant and was about to give birth.

"Don't listen to him, Fir. She was the only one, the time I gave birth to her who was afraid."

"Really, Sis?" Sissy Fira.

"Yes, the proof is that I was born with two children at once, I'm okay, right?" Convincingly convinced him.

Truly my husband there is no morality when pregnant people are afraid. It could be dangerous if Fira stress will affect the fetus.

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The next day, I was allowed to go home because of my condition and the twins were fine. Farhan is carried by his mother while Farha is held by his mother-in-law. When I got home, I was taken to my room. So is the twin whose job is to sleep only. They wake up hungry, sometimes waking up too long to fall asleep. Rafa was no less excited to see his two younger siblings. He doesn't want to be away from the twins.

After the four of us stayed in the room, the twins were in the baby box.

Because he wanted to clean himself Rayhan undressed right in front of me. And the arms and chest appear many black rather purplish scars of mine. The worst on his right chest.

"Jeez..that's why?" My toot.

"The work of his mother the twins" he replied chuckling.

"I'm sorry.not intentionally..Hehe.."

"It's okay, honey, it's nothing compared to the struggle you gave birth to our children." His words kissed my lips.

"I love you, baby." she said stroking my lips.

"Love you too, My husband."

Then he went to the bathroom.

I also went back to rest so that I could recover quickly after giving birth. I never thought I'd be given the gift of twins. And I don't feel like I've slept in my sweet dreams.

I woke up when Farhan was crying, I tried to get out of bed. But Rayhan forbade rushing to get Farhan from the baby box and take him to my lap and I suckled him. After a few seconds Farha also cried and her papa carried her but did not stop crying. I slowly removed Farhan's mouth from the source of his life but he cried out so fast that I went back to feeding him.

"Bring here." call me Rayhan.

I then told Rayhan to sit next to me and directed Farha to breastfeed on the other breast.

So greedy they suckle sometimes milk dripping in his mouth.

"Slow down dear dong?" Rayhan said to the twins.

"Add plump.so want to too." He said while swallowing his saliva.

"You fast first!" my firmness.

"Well, hold it every day look like this, honey." Say again.

"Yes..must hold it...."

"I'm not strong, baby!! Sluggishly.

"Sana.kamu just use a dot." My words chuckle.

"Really ...teganya...." Singing father-in-law's favorite song.

There is - there is a way. Just two days of not getting rations was like a dazed person. Especially if up to forty days.Truly perverted husband.

After Farhan and Farha fall asleep again, Rayhan slowly returns her to the baby box. I feel hungry after feeding my two babies. Rayhan-pun immediately down to get food for me.

"How lucky I am to have such a kind, caring, loyal husband like him." My inner.

I wish we could raise our children together until we grow old. Although in a household there must be obstacles or pebbles that will hit but it will not mean anything in it will even further strengthen our relationship.