REMORSEFULLY

Akad

After two weeks have passed. The expected day has arrived. Where today Rayhan will say kabul ijab in my name. Happy, happy, moved mixed into one. Although this marriage was not my first but I still felt nervous.

On the agreement of both families the marriage contract was carried out at my parents' house and the next day we will leave for the city where Rayhan lived for his reception.

After the groom's entourage came, Fani came to my room.

"Sister Rayhan and his family have come, Brother, " said Fira.

I just nodded without answering Fira's words.

After a while, Rayhan's voice spoke Ijab kabul with his voice.

" I accept the marriage and marriage of Fani Rahayu bint Muhammad Rashid with the dowry paid in cash.”

"Huh?"

"Well!! Speak to witnesses

In my heart I said, O Allah.

"Congratulations, sister, finally married again, hehe, ' said Fira.

After the marriage contract was over, my mother then came to call me to join.

We went out of the room to where the marriage contract was held.

All eyes were fixed on me, I walked while looking down. Until the moment I lifted my face, my net was on the man who had become my husband, Rayhan. She smiled and I saw her lips say a beautiful word.

I sat right next to Rayhan. Then she put our wedding rings together and vice versa. Then I kissed his hand with the shred and he kissed my forehead.

Guests most of my family and Rayhan's family enjoy the dishes. After that one by one then say goodbye, including Rayhan's parents who are none other now my in-laws.

We were still busy chatting while enjoying the various cakes presented, I turned to the chair where Rafa had been sitting. But I didn't see him there.

" Where is the boy," I thought.

I asked Rayhan who was sitting next to me, but he said he didn't see it.

I rushed to look for him to the exit, and Rayhan immediately looked for Rafa.

Soon Rafa ran from the side and shouted to me.

"Mama.." he shouted.

"Where are you from?" my many.

"Find me papa," he answered in the children's style.

I looked directly at the street, but I didn't see Mas Rasya.

I slightly ran to the side, Mas Rasya was not seen either.

"Who are you looking for?" Rayhan came to surprise me.

Not wanting to interrupt our happy day, I finally did not tell Rayhan.

We then rejoined the others who were still engrossed in chatting.

Because I felt angry I said goodbye to the room.

"I change clothes first, Brother, sultry" I told Rayhan.

I passed by leaving Rayhan who was still chatting with Ridho.

After entering the room instead of changing clothes, I remembered Rafa's words earlier.

A lot of questions came up in my head why Mas Rasya came here, if you want to congratulate me why not come in, I said in my heart.

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When I opened the door it turned out to be Rayhan.

"Lho, why haven't the clothes been changed?" tanyakanya.

"Hehehe.forget, Brother, ' I replied.

"You want to be in the open?" rayhan said with a smile that was hard to decipher.

"No, I can do it myself, brother" I refused.

I went to the bathroom to change clothes.

After cleaning my face and changing my clothes out of the bathroom, Rayhan was no longer in the room, only his coat was on the bed.

I rushed to see Rafa in his room. And there I saw Rayhan playing with Rafa. I look forward to seeing the familiarity of both of them, even like father and son. Even Rayhan taught Rafa to call him dad.

Both of them turned to the door that was wide open.

" Rafa take a shower, son!"

"Ok, mama"

Rafa then helped Bi Rahmi to the bathroom.

" Dear, let's go to the room" said Rayhan immediately pulled my hand out of Rafa's room.But I still didn't move from my place.

What was he saying, he called me darling, so I flushed in his affection call.

"Lho, how about a smile,?

I'm getting the wrong attitude.

"No, my sister" I replied nervously.

"Come on.." he said again.

Immediately my mind floated imagining him walking to the room, why also to the room this afternoon.

"Based on filthy thoughts," in my heart cursed my own thoughts while shaking my head.

"No, I'll follow you first."

"Ok, I'm waiting, baby," he said, twisting one eye.

As the night went on, the moon appeared to her face. Only drizzling adds to the cold of the night.

After dinner we talked in the family room. Fira with her cry laughed playing with Rafa. While Rayhan, father, and Ridho are still busy talking about what the three men are talking about

Because the night was getting late, Rafa finally started to get sleepy.

"Ma.

"Let's go to the room" I went to the room, indeed since I divorced Mas Rasya I slept with my son Rafa.

The right mother in front of me looked at me and went straight to Rafa.

"Rafa was sleeping with grandma, huh?' My mother told Rafa.

But the persuaded one did not want to, he even hugged me while shaking a sign of disapproval to my mother.

Because Rafa still insisted on sleeping with me, maybe because it was a habit I finally brought to my room. Soon Rafa has fallen asleep with his sweet dreams.

Because I felt tired because I never rested all day, I ended up lying down next to him. But not yet asleep, there was the sound of the door opening.

The sound of footsteps was getting closer towards me, my eyes were so heavy but I was still in my conscious.

"Are you asleep?" rayhan whispered in my ear.

"Hmmmm" I just moaned because I was so sleepy.

I also went to dreamland.

At exactly five in the morning, I felt something heavy hit my body. I tried to open my eyes, I saw a heavy hand curled up in my stomach. I quickly raised my hand. After fully awakening from the dreamland I just remembered that now my status has become the wife of Rayhan.

I tried to wake up without disturbing Rafa and Rayhan's sleep.

Just as I was about to move on, Rayhan immediately pulled me up and hugged me tightly, making me a little claustrophobic.

"Let's get up, brother! We pray at dawn together,"

"Ten minutes, honey,"

She kept hugging me from behind, feeling her breath hunting down my nape.

I knew Rayhan would ask for more if I still stayed like this while the situation and conditions were not possible.

"Sister, let's get up" I said.

Rayhan broke his embrace and sat on the bed pointing at his cheek.

"Morning Kiss, dear." He said with a smile.

I just stared at him.

"Come on, just kiss here doang, "while pointing at his cheek.

"You want to be here?" pointing at my lips.

As dawn wore on, I quickly kissed her cheek and ran straight to the bathroom with a flushed face.