REMORSEFULLY

Due to Safety

For me to meet someone who is in the past is very unexpected. Moreover, that someone had incised such a deep wound. Even though the wound had been healed by someone who had filled the recesses of the heart.

If I could choose, I wouldn't want to see my ex-husband again. I don't want him to come back even to see Rafa, our son. I'm afraid Rafa will be comfortable and stay with his biological father. Shadows Rafa's carefree face when he meets her. There was a feeling of worry that Rafa would leave me and choose his real father.

"Thinking ex?" Rayhan's voice surprised me.

"Hmmm..yeah?" reply spontaneous.

He glared at me.

"Eee...you ask what was that?' I scratch my head that doesn't itch.

"You think of the Ex?"

"No," I replied shaking.

"Gapain is daydreaming? From earlier I called in the cuekin" he said while drying his hair with a towel.

I stood up and pulled his hand and I sat in my bed and told him to sit in front of me, I intend to help dry his hair. And he was like a little boy who obeyed his mother and sat right in front of me.

"I thought Rafa, I was afraid he'd leave me and stay with his dad." Honest tidbits.

"That's not gonna happen." Answer Rayhan.

'Can it be 'can it?'

Rayhan turned around and looked at me..

"It is impossible that Rafa chose his father who was with him for only five days and left you seven years with him.

"But I doubt."

"God willing, Rafa won't be able to be much like us, dear." His words convinced me.

"Have you married again or not?" He diverted my worries.

"Where do I know!! Please deh .. call it his name do not say ex continues." My protest.

"Lho .he is indeed your ex, perhaps even the most beautiful Ex, he mocked me.

"Yes .. if he's the most beautiful he won't be an ex." Reply annoyed.

" But what I saw from the look she had on you she still loved you." Rayhan continued to tease me.

I actually felt his gaze not change, just like before.

"Say you're jealous, aren't you?" I pinched his nose.

"Yes, it's natural, a beautiful wife like this." His neck sat next to me and kissed me on the cheek.

Since my marriage to Rayhan I have never known and do not want to know Mas Rasya's personal affairs again.

The night had come, the five of us gathered in the dining room for dinner. Farha sat beside Rayhan while Farhan was near me. Even though they eat it, it is still fed. Bi Rahmi has always eaten with us. He was like family to me. He also thinks of my children as his own grandchildren.

After dinner, we went to the family room to accompany the Twins. Normally the Twins would play with Rafa but this time it was just me and Rayhan accompanying him.

Maybe because they did not see Rafa's whereabouts, so they always called out his brother's name.

My phone on the table is ringing. And the name Mas Rasya appears on the screen that will do Vidio Call.

I didn't pick it up, until Rayhan asked, I just gave him my phone. He also received the call. Rafa's voice was shouting to Papa Ray.

Rayhan moved to the side of Farha and Farhan, they happily spoke through Vidio Call. I don't know what the Twins said. It's obviously just the word "Well and play" that I can catch.

I laughed listening to them communicate in their own language, Rayhan was so tickled to hear the Twins with his chatter.

Rayhan gave me his phone and Rafa wanted to talk to me.

"Rafa misses mama," he said.

I felt so moved by my son's words that I didn't feel my eyes glazed over.

"Mama misses you too, baby, Rafa don't be naughty?"

I quickly pointed the camera at the ceiling. The problem is I don't wear a head covering. Until Rafa decides on his call.

The night grew late and Farha and Farhan yawned. We took him to the room. After reading the story, they fell asleep in their dreams. I just went to my room and went straight to the bathroom ablaze and performed the duty of Isha prayer. While Rayhan after carrying Farhan to the room he returned to watch television. Because I felt sleepy I wasn't waiting for him to pray.

Just about to wear a face to pray he came and told me to wait for him to pray together.

We also prayed Isha with khusyu.

After opening the door and keeping it in its place, I hurried up to the bed.

When it closed its eyes Rayhan was already hugging from behind. If just hugging doesn't matter, I can still fall asleep. But as usual his hands did not remain silent.

Plus something down there was hardening he rubbed on the back of my body. "Signals are staying up again." My inner.

I just bit my lower lip as his hand continued to squeeze the chewy thing that was his paforit spot. Unsatisfied on the front he also kissed the nape.

My body is actually very tired today, it just wants to go straight to sleep but whatever the power, I will be cursed if I refuse my husband's will. Because it is my duty to give him his due.

He turned my body and faced her.

His eyes were so glaring at me. I know he wants it so much. Our faces were facing each other for only a few inches. A soft kiss lands on the lips in the proceed with ****** and a small bite seems to be an opium to him.

Drowsiness seemed to evaporate somewhere with the hot kiss. We kissed each other for a long time. Lips clenched together, his hands also wandered everywhere down there. He always has a clever way and style to make his partner float and passionate. Feeling it was time for the junior to attack the goal that had been ready. He picked up a combat tool and installed it slowly, then he lifted my body sitting on it that was lying on its back. Without saying anything I understand what it means. The unification of two people who burned passion also occurred in the room either to how many times that obviously have been countless. Not satisfied with the other style he turned the position, the more passionate, the movement seemed to be in rhythm with the fusion of two skin that touched as if to be the music of the hot romance companion.

Until finally we both reached the satisfaction to the peak of unparalleled pleasure.

Warm liquid spouts into the uterus. Which immediately made me realize and widen my eyes, my net was directed to my husband's heirloom and which made me surprised that the heirloom was not wearing security. Only pregnancy came to my head.

Rayhan will take off the safety that he installed before finally also makes him no less surprised because the security is not installed in place.

Contrary to what I thought, it came to Rayhan's head that the safety was left inside my body.

That's why it immediately made us panic so we immediately sat face to face.

"The security's gone." Said panicked

"What's?You didn't accidentally take it off?" I started to panic.

Now my worries are more than I ever thought. Now that's in my head is the same as Rayhan, don't let that security get stuck inside.

"Let's put it first" he ordered.

He would then open my thighs wide. But I refused it. And I pulled out a blanket to cover my body.

'You open first who knows the safety is stuck in your anu.' His words are getting panicked.

I ran to the bathroom to check on her and hoped that anyone who knew how to pee would come out. But after I checked that thing I didn't get.

That damn thing scared me half to death.

'How's dong?you don't just sit there, try to find out who knows who fell." I yelled at her after coming out of the bathroom.

We kept looking and we didn't get it. He was getting frustrated. But I don't ask my feelings anymore. I think I'm gonna faint.

"Come to the doctor." Bring along.

"Get to the doctor?"

"Get out the safety" he said quickly.

What a thing I never imagined in my life would be so shameful if the doctor asked me what I should answer.

Rayhan kept pacing back and forth without realizing that he was wearing nothing on his body so panicked. He rushed to the nightstand to pick up his cell phone either way to contact who. I saw something stuck to his back.I quickly approached him and took the object and finally we found the object that made us almost frustrated😀.

"I'm not going to do this anymore!! Bump it on the object while squeezing it.

"You're not careful" I said, blaming him.

On one hand I was relieved that we found it. But on the other hand there are concerns that I am pregnant again. It's not that we don't want to have any more children but we've agreed that the twins will be three years old and we'll have another child program.

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