REMORSEFULLY

Future Project

After shopping for toys and shoes, we rushed home, Rayhan actually invited me to dinner but because I was tired I took him straight home.

Adhan Magrib was heard echoing right at the time we arrived at my parents' house. Rayhan lifted all the groceries purchased earlier in the Mall.

"Loh.mau taken where. Sis?" my many.

"Inner," he answered briefly.

.I was confused, and stepped into the house.

After greeting, I let Rayhan sit down, for I will cleanse myself and also pray Magrib.

"Oh there's a guest apparently, whose son Rayhan is here?" ask my father to be astonished.

"Sama Fani sir," I vaguely heard their conversation.

After cleaning myself and praying I went to the kitchen and made tea for Rayhan. Mom is preparing food for dinner.

" When have you been close to Rayhan?" ask mom.

"We are not close, Mom, we just happened to meet outside earlier" I said reasoned.

"Not so close to the beach" asked my mother again.

"I didn't know Mom that it was for Rafa,"

To avoid my mother's strange questions, I went to the living room to bring tea and it turned out that there was already a father who was accompanying Rayhan, and also Rafa who was playing a toy purchased by Rayhan in the Mall earlier.

"At the drink Brother" I bargained with him.

"Lho..This toy is how you dismantle the hell kid?" I asked as I stared at Rayhan who asked for an explanation.

" It was for Rafa" Rayhan replied.

I just kept looking at the toy Rafa was playing with. It's beyond my expectations that the toy is for Rafa, if since the Mall I knew it was for Rafa, maybe it wouldn't be that much he bought.

Because it was dinner time, Rayhan came to dinner with us. After a short conversation, Rayhan came home.

Apparently there was already someone who was waiting for him outside.Either his friend or online taxi driver, I do not know the person. He said goodbye to my parents.

After Rayhan, my mother attacked me with many questions, but she was not satisfied with my answer in the kitchen.

I explained that we had nothing to do, the whole day we met in Kirain near, there was this mother. While my father was relaxed even if we had a relationship, it would be normal, I was without a husband and Rayhan without a wife, what's wrong if you both want, anyway,

I really dizzy to hear my parents think I have a relationship with Rayhan, I also know myself with my status.There is no way Rayhan likes a widow with a child like me. Even though I felt Rayhan's attention but maybe he thought of me as a sister or a friend only, or even he felt sorry for me.

The next day after work, I picked up Rafa and Bi Rahmi at my parents' house to return home. For two days I left my house. Not only that reason, the distance from my parents' office and home is quite far.

...*******...

The days kept changing, it did not feel like three months had been our meeting. Because Rayhan's got a project in my town so he's back and forth from Kalimantan to my town.

He also gets closer to Rafa, a lot of the toys he gives her. They also often play together.

I'm not a woman who doesn't know what Rayhan really wants. It is impossible for a man to spend time with a woman only as a friend. I know he put his heart on me. I saw his attention, his eyes. But I'm not ready to open my heart to someone. It's not that trauma is just not ready for a more serious relationship.

When I was busy with my new hobby in the world of inflorescences, because Saturday so Rafa was brought by Mas Rasya.

When I was growing flowers I just bought online, my salary rang. I saw the name" Beetle" appear on the screen. I didn't change the name in my contacts because I thought it was funny. Instantly my smile appeared on the corner of my lips, somehow happy when I saw him calling me .

I slide the green button and start receiving calls from him.

"I'm in front, open the door dong," he said to the point.

Tuuuuttt.the connection is directly disconnected

I went outside to make sure.

After the door opened, he gallantly stood in front of the door, in a casual dress of t-shirts and shorts.

"Assalamu Alaikum."

"You did not answer Greetings" he said, shuffling my hair.

" No brother, just surprised, usually if you want to come here Brother phone first."

"Surprise" said.

I walked in, but before he got in he went back to his car to take a big dose.

"What is Brother?" my many.

"Open up" he answered.

Out of curiosity, I opened the dose and it turned out to contain various types of flowers. Complete with pots and planting media If I pay attention to the flowers are quite a price.

" God Brother, why the hell bring all the flowers," I asked sumringah.

" Do you not like it?" tanya was a bit disappointed.

"Like Kak, this is not cheap.'

"Thanks, Brother." My words are sincere

Without answering me, Rayhan raised the dose to the back garden and we arranged the flowers.

After arranging, we sat in the gazebo, a smile never left my face. The flowers make me happy. It's so beautiful, I've wanted the flowers for so long.

Shortly thereafter Bi Rahmi came to bring us tea and snacks.

"Thank you Bi" said Rayhan.

Bi Rahmi just nodded with a smile.

"Rafa where?" tannya

"Together with Rasya" I replied.

"Aren't you coming?" tanyanya while looking at me.

"No"

"Why?"

Yes have been used in tanyain again, the time to spend the night with the former, what the world says.

"Later on I thought Pelakor'," I replied origin.

"You are the victim of the Perakor" he said mocking me.

My reflex hit his arm, he laughed more and more at me.

"In his tea, brother,"

He sipped the tea that was already warmed.

"When did it come?" repeating my unanswered question from earlier.

" It was dawn" he answered.

"No work?" ask me again

" Yes, the project of the future" he replied

I just have a oh.

Because the fun of talking does not feel the afternoon is over.

Before saying goodbye, he invited me to dinner with him. He will pick you up after the Magrib prayer. I just agree because I am bored to also stay at home while Rafa spends the night at his grandmother's house with Mas Rasya.

There's no harm in me going out with him, it's just dinner. Sometimes I feel like a big brother to me because of his attention. But from the way he looked at me it sometimes made my heart beat.