REMORSEFULLY

The Test of Love

Life is a journey . It is never separated from two conditions, whether the wind is on our side or the wind is on the side of others. The wheel of fate is always turning, there is nothing always above and there is nothing always below.Sometimes comes happiness greet us sometimes also sadness in our lives.Sadness is natural when we get a disaster but we cannot dissolve in sadness that's because there are still a lot of people out there whose misfortune is greater than ours.

I took my foot out of Ibnu's doctor's room. The doctor's words continued to fall. "How does my husband react when he finds out he's paralyzed." - my inner..

Today at the time of the happy news I got with my pregnancy but that happiness coincided with the coming of a calamity that befell my husband.

I rushed to my husband's treatment room I immediately approached Rayhan who was asleep, perhaps the effect of the medicine given by the doctor.

"You're definitely cured." Gumanku's.

I am grateful that there are no serious problems in his head. Although the doctor said that the worst possibility he would experience paralysis. I decided not to tell my husband what the doctor told me.

Father and mother are still loyal to keep Rayhan, while Ridho has returned.

Mom gave me a box of rice so I could eat it. Although it is difficult for me to force myself to eat it even if little for the sake of the fetus in my stomach.

" What did the doctor say?"Ask my mom when I put rice in my mouth.

"There's no serious problem, ma'am" I answered lying.

"You'd better go home and see your kids, and mom and dad take care of your husband."

"I've called Bi Rahmi, Mom. He said Farha and Farhan were not fussy." I replied.

I tried to lay my body on the couch. Because I was exhausted, I finally fell asleep.

Towards the magrib I woke up to hear a sound. After opening my eyes, my father and mother-in-law came.

My mother-in-law hugged me while crying.

"Rayhan's okay, Ma." I tried to calm him down.

I tried to hold back the crying but in fact the circle kept dripping.

Because maybe hear us noisily or the effects of the drug have gradually disappeared eventually Rayhan woke up. I saw her face implying pain but she was still trying to smile at us.

"Sa-honey...." Said slowly.

Me and my mother-in-law approached and clasped her hands.

"You rest first, don't talk much." Saying advisory.

He simply complied and closed his eyes again.

The night had come, I decided to accompany Rayhan at the Hospital, even though my mother and mother-in-law told me to go home but I kept my husband company. Finally my mother who came home to help Bi Rahmi take care of the Twins.

The next day, Rayhan was better. He could already be spoken to even though he still looked very weak.

"Are you really pregnant?" Ask slowly.

I can only nod. Smile on his face.

I held her hand and kissed her.

"You're healing fast, huh?" I tried hard in front of him.

Only a smile could she give me.

Tok.

It turned out that Ibnu's doctor came to check. The bandage on Rayhan's head was removed because the wound had dried on the fourth day of the hospital.

"Aren't you dizzy, Rayhan?" Ask doctor Ibnu.

" No, Doc."

The doctor then checks on the leg. I saw him press and pinch my husband's leg.

'What do you feel, Mr Rayhan?"

"Nothing, Doc." replied Rayhan.

"Why can't I move my legs, Doc?" Rayhan asked looking worried.

The doctor told him to move his leg back but the results remained the same.

"Dok...please tell me what's with my leg?" Rayhan asked in frustration.

I could only continue stroking my husband's shoulders trying to calm him down. I guessed it because the doctor told me about the situation.

"I'm sorry, Mr. Rayhan.it looks like you're paralyzed."

My heart felt like jumping out, Rayhan's gaze immediately looked at me.

My heart feels so glad to see its teary neutrals. His face was very sad to hear the fact that he was experiencing paralysis.

Rayhan's new parents came no less sad when they heard what the doctor said.

"W-w-can my son still be cured, Doc?" Ask father-in-law.

While Rayhan's mother could not say anything so shocked she heard her only son was paralyzed even the food in his hand immediately fell on the floor.

"We'll try, sir." Doctor Ibnu.

After examining and giving an explanation finally doctor Ibnu out.

The mother-in-law approached her son and hugged him. The shrieks of mother and child sounded very heartbreaking. I couldn't hold back the tears that kept dripping down my cheeks. I felt the pain my husband felt. I can't see him being hit like this. The pain is my pain, the wound is my wound.

"I'm no longer useful, I'm paralyzed, Ma!"His voice sobbed in the arms of his mother.

My heart was getting sliced like it was slashed hearing his words.

"Who said you're useless?" I said in my tears.

He let go of his mother's embrace and grabbed my hand.

"I'm paralyzed, Fan." Her speech.

"You must be healed, "My words are encouraging.

"What if it doesn't? You're not leaving me, are you?" He looked at me.

"I will never leave you unless death separates us" I said.

"But I'm paralyzed." That word always comes out of his mouth.

"I will be faithful with you even if you cannot walk, I will be a rod for you, for whatever you are I will always be with you, because I love you not because of your physique but because of your heart." I hugged him.

I broke into a hug and wiped her tears with my thumb.

"You're ugly when you cry." My speech.

"I'm sorry papa, son, when you're here you can't spoil you" he said stroking my flat stomach.

My mother and father-in-law heard him turn to me.

"You pregnant, honey?" Ask mama-in-law.

"Yes, Ma." My speech.

"Alhamdulillah O Allah." Said Papa and Mama-in-law together.

"You eat first, pity our baby-to-be." Rayhan smiled.

"You also eat to heal quickly, so that we can look at our baby" I whispered afraid he heard the in-laws.

I purposely said that so that he would get well, I will try to make him smile so that he forgets what happened to him.

We ate together with the same plate, I fed him and fed myself.

It needs to be proven with concrete actions and attitudes to test loyalty. It is certainly as a speech amplifier so that it is not only sweet on the lips. Maybe God tested our love and loyalty by giving us this calamity. Because loyalty is the main foundation to strengthen a love.