REMORSEFULLY

REMORSEFULLY
Anniversary Night



It's Rafa's third day with Mas Rasya. The day was slow to change. Although busy taking care of the Twins but felt there was less because Rafa often made me laugh because of his cuteness. Although she was very young, she could rely on her two younger siblings.


I was in the living room with the Twins. Hearing his speech as if bored at home I do not feel.


The bell outside sounded a sign of someone coming. I opened the door.


"Ma-ma." Shouted Rafa directly hugging me still in his school uniform.


He came with Mas Rasya. I felt astonished instead that Mas Rasya would be with him for five days.


"I wasn't asked to come in?" Mas Rasya who is still standing at the door.


"Ma-Let's go in, Mas." Saying stammered.


I let her in the living room, while Rafa went straight to Farha da Farhan.


"Your house is good, Fan," he kept paying attention.


"Thank you, Mom." I said awkwardly


" Lho, instead of Mas want to be with Rafa for five days." Askaqua.


"Rafa last night was crying he said kangen with you and his sister "She said again.


I just round my lips to form the letter O.


Rafa came to bring his two younger siblings together. The twins continue to chuckle because they are often tickled by Rafa.


Rafa brought his sister over to Mas Rasya but they ran to hug me. Indeed, the Twins if they see new people must be afraid to approach.


"Same salute to Rasya!" My love for them.


But they just drowned his face in my lap.


Mas Rasya immediately carried Farha and kissed her puffer cheek.


The one that was kissed even rubbed his cheek while directing his hand to be taken by me


I immediately took Farha from Mas Rasya's sling.


After the children go back in and continue playing in the family room. Only me and Mas Rasya were in the living room. An awkward feeling enveloped us both.


"Mom's news how, Mas, "quote me.


"Good." Briefly talk.


In my heart I asked why Mas Rasya did not want to go home anyway.


"You're lucky Fan, you've got a funny family and kids."


"Alhamdulillah, my dear." Answer's short.


"You happy, Fan?" Ask again.


"So very happy." I'm spirited.


It was seen he took a deep breath and then threw it away slowly.


"If I hadn't done that stupidity, I might have been the happiest man in the world." Sissy speech.


"There's no need to regret what happened, ma'am." That's not gonna change things. Maybe there's something better God has prepared for you."


"Amijin!!I say yes Fan, tomorrow I pick up Rafa again." Her speech.


After seeing Rafa for a while he rushed home.


Sometimes we have to feel pain, disappointment so that we can enjoy the meaning of happiness.Sometimes we have to lose someone so that we can understand how valuable that person is to us.


"May you may attain your happiness, Mas." My prayer in my heart.


The day went by dusk, the sound of laughter and joking of my children became the spirit and boredom of staying at home.


I rushed to my room because since coming home from the cafe my husband was only in the room. After entering the room I did not find him he was in the bathroom. After preparing the clothes he was going to wear I passed.


Dinner time has come, I call him dinner.


"Rasya came here?" Ask.


"He's coming to take Rafa." My speech


"Reason." Briefly talk.


"What do you mean?" My toot.


"Here's the other guy here to see you." He said until he left me in the room.


"He why?" bathinku.


Up in the dining room my husband who usually talks a lot is now more silent.


After dinner, he invited the children to play. After I joined him as if dodging and going straight to the room.


She leaned on the bed while playing her phone. I rushed up to the bed and purposely leaned my head on his chest.


"What's wrong with you, honey?" My speech.


"I don't like it when Rese comes here." He said to the point.


He even called her Rese.


"But he's just taking Rafa."


"Not just intersect but look for the same opportunity you "Speak is upset.


"Well, is he, are you happy or not? What if he doesn't want to be happy with you?" Nagging words.


To be honest I wanted to laugh seeing her style of nagging like mothers but I could bear it, afraid she got even more angry, I just puffed my cheeks holding her back. Truly my husband is the age of many, but his behavior is like a child.


"So this is the problem you're guaranteed me? Are you still jealous of him?" I looked up at him.


"Who said I was jealous?" katilah.


"Thank God that you're not jealous, tomorrow he'll come back to pick up Rafa, and he'll take me out to eat." My words lied.


His eyes perfectly round looked at me.


"You want to cheat?" Annoyed annoyed.


"Not cheating, just eating out." I relax.


"Even if I'm having an affair, I said it to you." My words held my laughter.


He immediately grabbed his phone and was seen contacting someone.


"Hallo...Dear." Rayhan.


Now it was my turn to look me in the eye.


""I miss you too, tomorrow we meet at the usual place, baby!! Muaccchhh." Rayhan answered on the phone.


I immediately grabbed his phone wanting to hit the guy. But unfortunately the connection has been cut.


I stared intently at Rayhan, Mas Rasya's affair reflected in my memory. Do I have to experience it again until my eyes glazed over.


"You're cheating?" Tanyaku.


He just fell silent.With silence means right.


"It turns out I'm so stupid to trust you too much." My sobbing.


I turned around and was about to get out of bed. But he hugged me from behind. I could only sit back and cry.


"Happy Anniversary, honey." Her words kiss my cheek.


My netraku turned perfectly to hear his words.


Then she put a very pretty diamond necklace around my neck. After the necklace was perfectly plugged she turned to me with a big smile.


"Happy Anniversary My Lovely Wife." His words kissed my forehead.


Now tears keep dripping on the cheeks but these tears of happiness.


"Kok's still crying, anyway?" He chuckled while wiping away the tears on my cheeks.


"Whose phone was on?" My words are still sobbing.


"Nothing is." Said laughing.


I pinched his waist, his intention I who want to digerjain him turned out to be the opposite.


"Awwww.pain...Dear." I kept pinching his waist.


"Who told me to fuck me." I said spoiled.


"That started you, "didn't it?" Her words pinched my cheek.


"Quite this time it's a problem so, honestly I'm traumatized." My speech.


"I swear I won't beat you up, because my heart is already stuck in you, baby!! and I believe one hundred ..even a thousand percent the same as you,!Said definitely.


"Thank you, I love you dear...Muachhhhh." mimicked his style when he called earlier.


"I love you too." Kiss my lips gently.


"Let's go to our Anniversary night, honey." Flirty speech.


"Ahhaiiiiii this is what I'm waiting for, dear." He said excitedly and immediately laid me on the bed.


Now that I'm more aggressive with her, I want our Anniversary night to be a very beautiful and memorable night for her.