REMORSEFULLY

My Wrong?

Rasha" Pov

Love is like wifi as long as we do not reveal the password of the occupants yes only one.

If you truly love your partner, do not give others access to enter to ruin your happiness.

Seeing the happiness of my ex-wife, my son and his extended family on vacation made me swallow and envy. There is pain, sadness, jealousy in the chest cavity see their happiness.Silently I always see his sosmed account. Only a smile of happiness emanated on the pretty face of my ex-wife. Why can't I forget him. Many times my mother asked me to marry again but my heart was not ready. I feel comfortable living alone. I just want to focus on my son Rafa. Had Fani given Rafa custody to me it would have made me very happy. But I can't bear to force him, I don't want to hurt him a second time.

It is enough that I do stupidity that until now regrets that rule the heart.

"When are you going to keep this up, son?" My mother said sad.

"Maybe this is karma for me, ma'am," I forced a smile even though my heart felt empty and lonely.

"You'd better get married again, son, don't punish yourself with guilt for your ex-wife.She's happy" My mother advised.

"Nothing's right, ma'am." My answer.

"How is there any match if you don't open your heart. You still love Fani?" Ask mom to look at me.

"No, ma'am, there's just nothing right in my heart yet" I deny.

"Maybe you can lie to the whole world but I can't, son...I know you still love Fani." Said mom.

"Wrong am I, Mom if that feeling still exists today?" Sickly say.

"Love is not wrong, son, but your love is in the wrong person, the woman who has a husband." Said my mother again.

"I'm stupid, Mom?" I'm lirih.

" It's fate, son. God prepared the best for you, I beg you to open your heart to other women. You want one, son?" Say my mother again.

"I'll try, Ma'am.

I continued to look back at their holiday posts. I smiled at the vidio of my son who was so enthusiastic about playing with his sisters. Fani loves the mountains. Every time we went on vacation when we were husband and wife, we would have chosen the peak or the mountain area. In contrast to me who likes the beach. If the weekend sometimes I go to the beach just to see the sunset or just look at the waves.

Just like when I helped Fani when she was confronted by thugs. Coincidentally at that time I went to the beach just a walk to get rid of fatigue. At first I didn't know she was my ex-wife. Because I feel sorry for girls fighting men. Especially at that time the man will punch one of the women who have fallen. I immediately helped him. And I was so shocked to find out that she was my ex-wife and her sister.

Thank you always said to me like I was a hero who helped him.

When her husband came there was a worried look on her face. And hugged Fani. Jealousy, that's for sure. I know it's wrong but what's the power I can't stop this love for her. Although I know in Fani's heart my name is no longer left.

After her husband recovered she allowed me to come back anytime to see Rafa.

Lestari's Pov

Again and again I have to meet Fani, the woman who was once my rival.

After my departure I left Mas Rasya and married my girlfriend, Irsan. After my boyfriend finished college we finally left town and applied for a job at Rayni Flowers. Because my husband was a graduate student, he immediately got a good position and some time later he was appointed manager in charge of the restaurant at Rayni Flower's.

While I was just a servant because I was just a graduate of SMU.

At first I did not work just focus on taking care of my husband and children later. But because I was not pregnant, I finally decided to work. Moreover, I've seen my husband drive home a woman who also works at that place. Yes, in addition to work, I also want to keep an eye on my husband.

While working at my workplace, I never met the owner where I worked because he rarely came and only entrusted someone to supervise everything.

All those who work in the restaurant that my husband's subordinate me make submit to me. Because I'm their superior's wife. Although I was only a servant but no one dared to tell me. But I'm professional at work even without being told to.

When I met Fani at that place, I guess she was just a regular visitor who rented one of the inns.

Because my husband called saying that the owner was coming and we had to give our best I finally came back in a hurry. Sometimes I go back home before the time comes.

I walked in a hurry until I accidentally hit someone and that person was Fani.

At first I wanted to apologize but after I found out that he was sorry. I was honestly surprised when I met him. The shadow of the past came back.I lost my son because Mas Rasya was just busy thinking of him to refer back so as to forget me who was pregnant.

Moreover, I have checked myself to the doctor and the result I will be difficult to have children again, because due to the impact of the time I fell while pregnant used to make my uterus problematic. But I kept it a secret to my husband, I was afraid he would leave me.

By the time the owner of Rayni Flower's going to dinner. A girl dropped an urn inside the restaurant. I knew it was Fani's son because I saw him near the pool. I immediately pinched it. Because in my heart there is a sense of revenge. Moreover, I thought that the child was the son of Fani and Mas Rasya.

Until Fani and I got into a fight and he slapped me. I will humiliate him, I am the one who was slapped and humiliated. It turns out Fani is the wife of the owner I work for. In addition, his very smart son complained.

Truly Fani lucky, apart from Mas Rasya even get a rich and handsome husband as well. Why is his life always lucky not to be like mine.

As we waited in front of Mr. Rayhan's study, my head felt like it was going to break hearing my husband's scolding and abuse. That says I'm a bego, moron, damn woman. All the swearing he was pointing at me. Even he said that if he got fired he would leave me so emotional with my actions.

But thankfully he didn't get fired only I had to stop working.

Anger, hate is still embedded in the heart. But I realize it's hard to fight people like them.