REMORSEFULLY

Kangen Your Hugs

Two weeks in the hospital, Rayhan has been hospitalized. During that time I continued to accompany him even though every day I went home to see my children.

The doctor has allowed to go home and still have to see a doctor to do therapy for recovery.

As for my pregnancy as before, I didn't feel any cravings. So that I can take good care of my husband.

We were picked up by Ridho and Rayhan's parents at the Hospital.

After arriving at Ridho's house immediately help Rayhan get out of the car and sit him in a wheelchair.

It feels good when she meets her children. Farha and Farhan immediately ran to hug his father, as did Rafa.

After taking off the miss with her children I took her to the room on the first floor.

Ridho helped her to lie down on the bed.

"I'm out first" I told him.

"Don't be long, honey." Her speech.

I just smiled as I left her.

When I came out of the room my father-in-law called me into the living room and when I met him I saw a man about forty years old with him.

"This is Erwin, he'll help you take care of Rayhan."

"But-but, Pa." I wonder why I should find someone to take care of my husband.

"Don't worry, son. Erwin is my confidant."

"I can take care of my own husband, Pa" I protested.

"I see, but you're pregnant, you can't do hard work, Erwin is exactly Rayhan's right hand and if you want anything you can say to him." Papa-in-law explained.

Yes indeed if only help him eat and drink I can but when moving my husband from wheelchair to bed I feel distress because next to my husband's large body I am also pregnant young.

Even though I actually felt that I did not want to be helped by someone taking care of my husband, I finally agreed to the will of my father-in-law.

After our conversation was over I went back to my room to see my husband. Because Farha and Farhan are playing with Rafa and mama-in-law.

"Why is it so long, baby?" Ask my husband

"Papa called me" I replied.

Then she called me to lie next to her. I just follow him. Somehow since after the accident he was so spoiled, not to be left for long. Even my time with the kids is rare. For the children seem to understand the state of his father. They are not fussy or crying looking for papa and mama.

He stroked my flat stomach. I could only sit back and grab his hand for me to kiss.

We were silent for a long time with no sound. We drift in our own thoughts.

"I'm scared." His words break the silence.

I looked up at him.

"Why should you be afraid, honey?" Soft words.

"If I'm paralyzed forever, what about our children?" Sissy speech.

I want to feel like I'm crying but as hard as I can bear, I don't want to make it worse with the situation.

"We can be like we were, baby." My speech.

"Sorry ...Surely when you crave like this you want to be spoiled, want this is it, right?" His words continued to caress my stomach.

"No, baby, we're very understanding, want only one, want to be close to the papa continues." My words lied.

Though now I really want to eat dumplings in front of my office that used to be.

He heard her breathing and throwing it away slowly.

While romantically sounding my stomach that asked to be filled.

"Upss .I'm hungry..hehehe." Cengengesan.

"Where to eat" he laughed.

I miss that laugh that I haven't seen in two weeks.

"By.but bribe." He said like a child.

I just smiled and left him.

"Is he craving anymore?" Bathink.

If you can let me who crave, do not him.sufficiently he had to face this ordeal that made him paralyzed either when he could walk again as before.

After leaving the room I immediately took my phone and ordered the dumplings in front of my office first because it could be ordered online.

I rushed to the kitchen and picked up some food and then returned to the room.

Because the stomach was rumbling finally the first mouthful landed in my mouth. And then I fed my husband. And so on until the food on the plate is gone.

After I finished eating I rushed out of the room. But he forbade me, he told me to hug him instead.

"Why so spoiled, honey?" I'm confused.

"I miss." Said relaxed.

"Aren't we both going on?"

"Kangen hugs you, have not much protest anyway here hug me." Pushy.

I don't want to hug her even kiss her on the cheek.

"There's an upright, darling but not justice." His whisper.

Instantly my eyes were pointing to the bottom and it made my net perfectly round.

I can't stop thinking about the way he is right now he's still this perverted.

"Why is that surprised?" Ask.

"Eh..a--anu .

again. hehehe." Cengengesan.

After being conscious of my words. I cursed to myself why that answer came out of my mouth.

"You think my trunk is paralyzed, too?" Speak quickly.

"Hehe..no..." My words shook.

"Just calm down, honey.your goal scorer is still safe." Her words chuckled.

"You.not thinking about your health, you're thinking about that one.... You pervert."

I got out of bed because someone was knocking on the door.

He still chuckles at me nagging.

I'm actually happy to see him joking back. According to the doctor makes him always happy and smiling it is one of the efficacious remedies because usually people who experience paralysis will experience severe stress because they do not accept the reality that suddenly comes to them. So that is where it is needed family or the closest person who supports him and provides moral support and enthusiasm so as not to dissolve in sadness.

It turned out that the dumpling noodles I ordered had already come. Just smelled the smell I couldn't stand it. I went straight to the table and ate it. Don't forget I saved a serving for Rayhan.

After spending one portion of dumplings I met my children who were playing with their grandparents.

Rayhan was in the room with Mr. Erwin. They look very familiar maybe have long known so the father-in-law dares to recommend to help take care of Rayhan.

Shortly thereafter Rayhan came out of the room in a push by Mr. Erwin to join us.

Seeing her papa coming, Farha immediately stood up and asked her father to carry her.

Rayhan only smiled wryly looking at his son.

"Here's my mommy, son."

Farha shook her head and remained whining in her carrier.

Finally Rayhan told me to raise it on his lap.

Seeing Rayhan having trouble holding Farha who is a bit heavy because her body is a little plump finally Erwin took over Farha for her to carry.

Farha complied and laughed as Rayhan tickled his feet because he was right next to her.