REMORSEFULLY

Dreamtime

After the return of the Goddess and her daughter I returned to the family room with my children. Being with them doesn't feel so fast. Listen to their babbling. Even occasionally, they are nosy to each other.

Day changes night. After dinner my children returned to their rooms. After making sure they were asleep I went back to the room.

After performing Isha's prayer duties, I laid myself on the bed. I tried to call Rayhan but it wasn't connected. It's not usually the phone is off, my mind. Because I have not drowsiness I open my social media and see Facebook friends' posts sometimes funny posts, family photos and much more. I smiled to myself reading a funny post from my media social friend.

I want to make a status but my brain is dead-end to write what. I finally made a story by writing the word "Kangen" on Facebook and then gave the music of the Indian song "Muskurane".

The word represents the feeling of my heart that I miss my husband so much. I can't be far from him. But since it was also impossible for me to leave my children, I had to be separated for three days.

I opened my cell phone gallery and saw the photos of us that filled my gallery. Although he was forty years old, he still looked handsome.

Satisfied looking at the photo in my mobile gallery finally drowsiness attacked. I kept the phone on the nightstand and tried to close my eyes. It didn't take long for me to fall asleep in my dreams. In it Rayhan took me to a very beautiful garden and in a garden surrounded by flowers that bloomed he put me in a very beautiful necklace. It's so pretty. After putting it on, she kissed me on my forehead.

"Greatest gift for my heavenly angel." whispered.

Then and took me to a rather dim room illuminated only with candles. In the room there is a king-size bed filled with a sprinkling of red flowers in the shape of a heart.

He took me to bed and started kissing and fondling me.

I opened my eyes because something felt heavy.

"Yetoooooooo." I shouted because there was someone above me.

Spontaneously I pushed the body, until he tumbled backwards.

"www...." Ringis the man

His voice was familiar to me, it was my husband's.

"Am I still dreaming?" I pinched my hand and it hurt. It's not a dream.

"If you push, don't use energy like Xena." Saying husband.

I immediately turned on the lights and

I realized it was Rayhan in front of me.

"You?" I'm still not believing.

"Yes.who else." Her speech.

"You came ngagetin "I said.

"When have you come?" Ask again.

"Since you've been smiling in your dreams." Saying husband.

"Definitely boong.' My word.

"I want to connect your dreams with the real ones." Said my husband.

"Don't you just come home tomorrow?' Away divert.

"Udah is not strong baby, miss heavy with you.' He immediately hugged my body.

We hugged each other to let go of our homesickness.

I glanced at the clock already showing at three in the morning.

This really is my husband like there is no tomorrow.

"Wanna eat?" My toot.

"Eat you." Said again.

"I'm serious."

"I am also "

"Aren't you hungry?" Seriously many.

Usually if he comes home to eat he will immediately ask for food.

"I've eaten under "he said again.

It turns out that he came from earlier.

He laid his body down and pulled me in his arms.

"Tomorrow if I go to Kalimantan, you come, baby?" Her speech.

"You usually go there by yourself ."

"It's also free if I go there I also don't want to do it" Rayhan said.

"Can't you?"

"No one is you." Said again.

"Basic gumbal." I pinched his chest.

He kissed my forehead gently. I honestly miss him too. I don't know why he just peed at my forehead and hair. But from then on I wanted more. I don't know what's wrong with me maybe because of the effect of the dream I wanted to continue in the real world.

I looked up at her lips that were so seductive. I also placed a kiss on her lips.

He gladly welcomed my aggressiveness.

"This is what I love about you, dear." Say it again and continue the kiss with a hotter one. That night I greeted her by pampering her in bed.