REMORSEFULLY

New Bride

A few minutes later the bell outside rang, Rayhan immediately got out of bed and opened the door. It turned out that the hotel waiter was delivering the food.

As we were hungry, we both ate very well. After breakfast plus lunch because it was a bit of lunch time I rushed to the bathroom to clean myself.

"Bareng ya ... shower her?" rayhan.

"No ah, brother."

I instantly took the rare thousand into the bathroom and locked the door. Could be a plus-bathing if he comes in.

After cleaning up the body feels fresher, fresher, the stomach is full so I'm ready to meet Rafa in his room. But I called Fira earlier asking about her whereabouts. It turns out that Fira, Ridho and Rafa go for a walk and shop for souvenirs to take home.

"Why not jump, brother?" I said over the phone.

"Nikmatin aja kak atmosphere new bride,"

I just moaned at Fira's words, actually I also want to go for a walk, this whole day is only in the room and in the bed only. If in the room continues, it could be the mighty beetle asked for rations continue.

After hanging up the phone I saw Rayhan who had come out of the bathroom and was wearing a t-shirt and shorts

"Sister, let's go for a walk" I said.

"No, we're in the room."He answered while dropping his weight right next to me who had been sitting on the sofa.

I just pursed my lips.

"I want him in the room, baby, just like you, "

Then she laid her head on my thigh while looking at her phone.

"But time in the room continues all day, brother?" my spoken.

She's staring. "Why indeed?"

" Bored, Brother!, I miss Rafa, too." I said softly while resting her wet hair.

"It wouldn't be boring if we were ah. ah. ah." he said with a smile.

"Sister's mind-it goes on,"

"Hope to understand, Mrs Rayhan! Kan new rasain, let alone your service tuh.waduh... scrumptious, dear." he said with a smile of his own.

Shame??? yes obviously dong let alone talk about vulgar things so.Even though we are husband and wife but really make me want to disappear from his presence immediately. Maybe because I am not used to it.

"That last night Rafa's dad?" tanyakanya.

I nodded without saying anything.

"With me, ' he replied slowly but clearly heard by me.

"PD really, no, ' I told him.

"You think?"

I just blinked my shoulder.

"Jawab dong, honey...." Her speech.

"Ha ha ha ha" he laughed as he kissed my cheek.

Then he stood up and pulled my hand up.

"Well we go to Rafa, brother misses him too."

My eyes immediately sparkled with pleasure hearing his invitation. He really is understanding.

I immediately called Fira asking where they were.

We wear matching color clothes. Smiles continue to be etched from our lips. Be happy?? Yes, of course, love is slowly present and will continue to bloom while in fertilizer with trust and loyalty.

She unceasingly clasped my hand as we left the room.

"Focus dong, brother?" I warned him because he turned to me once in a while when he was driving.

Instead of focusing, he held my hand and one hand held the steering wheel.

I tried to let go of his hand. But the grip is getting tighter.

"Jeez, brother, I think I'm going to go, let alone dong," I said beginning to feel uncomfortable.

Because I kept forcing her to finally let go of my hand.

Soon we reached the place where Rafa, Fira and Ridho were. It is located in the largest shopping center in the city.

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Rasya's Pov

Seeing someone we love so much with another man is painful. Moreover, someone we once had in a sacred bond that is marriage.Sick in the heart like stuck thousands of arrows.

The hope of being with him was so great, but what was the power of fate did not give him a second chance to be with him.

Destiny played with my life. When I want to go far because I can not see it owned by others but the fact is I have to watch with my own eyes his name is mentioned in the kabul ijab of a man.

Walking without direction, aimlessly regretting all the foolishness I had done.

The world seems so narrow, I thought watching the marriage contract was just a coincidence, but again fate requires me to witness the reception of his magnificent wedding. A happy smile was etched on his lips. That smile was inversely proportional to how I felt. Her smile became a cry for me.The happiness she felt but sadness for me.My position has been replaced by a man who gallantly stood beside her who always looked at her lovingly. Especially after learning that the man is not an ordinary person. Compared to me, it is like heaven and earth.

A good woman deserves to be with a good man. I'm not a good man for Fani.

Sometimes the desperation comes, I fail to be a good husband but at least I will try to be the best father for our son. I want my son to be proud to call me his father.

When I was asked by my superiors to replace him to attend to Mr. Risman's invitation, I immediately agreed. If I had known that her bride was my ex-wife, Fani, I would have made sure I would have turned her down. My story is like a well-arranged drama by the director.

I coolly walked into the reception building, immediately jumped in shock when my net was staring at a child who was none other than my son. In addition to the big family Fani who greeted me as usual . At first I did not recognize Fani because she was very beautiful with a wedding dress plus beautiful makeup like a Barbie doll in my eyes. Inevitably I approached and gave a blessing prayer to the two brides.

I could not help but endure the turmoil that rumbled in my chest. Wanted to cry, screamed spilling all regret. Because powerless to hold tightness in the chest finally decided to quickly leave the place. Even though Rafa still wants to be with me but my heart can't last much longer in that place.

I drove the car not knowing where to go, because I didn't really know this city until I found a club. I decided to get into the club. At least I want to forget everything that's stuck in my heart. Drinking a few glasses, it makes me dizzy and it feels like vomiting. I rushed out and vomited out everything in my stomach.

Plus not having dinner made my stomach acid rise. I got back in the car and re-applied to the company's official house. I screamed, hitting the steering wheel, which was an outburst of anger at myself. Why does it have to be like this my life. The woman I love belongs to another man. Had Lestari not been present in my life, had I not been tempted by her.

But the rice has become porridge. Everything has happened. My regret will not return Fani to be mine.