REMORSEFULLY

Being Dear

"Because not liking doesn't mean hurting"

- Ayla Khanza.M - Man

Now that the two teenagers were in the tree house as usual, the girl looked serious watching a movie while the guy in the t-shirt was cool strumming his guitar. Ayla glanced at Raffa for a moment and then approached the man, the girl was sitting next to Raffa.

"Raf, I've been singing dong for a long time, haven't you?"he exclaimed, who was spoken to raise his eyebrows "want what song lo hmm?" said the man, Ayla furrowed her forehead seem to think what song he would ask Raffa to sing "hmm, whatever Raf up to you, I'm confused iih" said the girl with her right hand propping up her chin. Raffa just nodded his head in agreement with the request of the girl next to him, he started strumming the guitar, signifying he would sing a song for Ayla.

When I feel it exists

the space in my heart you touch

and when I realized it

it is not always beautiful love

maybe I should understand

behavior is not what you want to have

it is my fault that

you are the one in my heart

Raffa began to sing, every verse of the song he sang seemed to represent all the things that Raffa had long kept in meetings, about Raffa who liked his own best friend. Then the boy continued the song again

have I stopped in my heart

maybe you miss my brother

am I a little bit in your heart

when do I interrupt your day

maybe you don't want my brother

am I a little bit in your heart

if I were the one who had to understand

why can't your love be I've learned

it is my fault that

you are the one in my heart

you are the one in my heart

Raffa really enjoyed the song he performed, as well as the girl next to him he looks enthusiastic to hear a song that is singing a song for him can not be denied the voice of the boy is melodious. Raffa looked at Ayla, the girl replied with a very sweet smile 'go see lo you rich smile that is and the reason is because I am La' he said in his heart. then he continued the last verse of the song from maliq & D’entials.

if our love is not created

I just want to understand

have I stopped in your heart

and when do you know

you are the one in my heart

you are the one in my heart

am I in your heart

"wiihhh crazy anyway you can sing also yes Raff, feel very dihayatin lo earlier. Cieeee lo likes girls again huh? How did you tell Raf? Wicked lo!" said Ayla who is now in front of Raffa their distance is very close now 'cewe I like from the past until now it lo, sensitive why the hell' his mind, his eyes looked at Ayla expectantly "ettt rat got, in asked instead see me. My face is weird, Raf is in where?" said the long-haired girl, the wiggly finger was busy touching her own face. Raffa laughed at the behavior of the girl in front of him "in your eyes there are beleknya so I saw earlier" Raffa who made the girl panic

"ahhh time Raf lo lie huh?" ayla said while cleaning her eyes with her index finger, Raffa laughed again "yes no Ayla wants me to lie" when Raffa said that Ayla hit the hand of the guy in front of her who was still holding the guitar.

"hhh nyebelin, ah I want to go home"

The girl stood leaving Raffa at the tree house "i still want to be here, Ayla's night" the man told the girl who was now standing in the doorway of "bodoamat wlee" reply Ayla before she completely leaves the tree house.

Raffa stood up from his seat and put the guitar in its original place, then he saw Ayla who had entered his house "until when do you feel the same way I feel La? I also can't reveal everything because I'm afraid you're far from me after knowing about this" Raffa spoke to himself, his gaze looking towards the room of the woman who until now became the queen in his heart. Then he stepped up his legs to go home and sleep because he had to go to school tomorrow.

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Different from usual, the hazel-eyed girl woke up earlier and was already tidy this early.

"yuukk Raf departs" said Ayla who had spent her breakfast "tumben lo deck wake up usually also belom wake lo lo lo" said Devan as he fed bread containing peanut butter into his mouth "wake up the morning wrong to whatever else, all wrong dede rich Raisa" replied Ayla and went from the dining room, Raffa who saw it immediately sipped his drink until it ran out and rushed after the girl who was in front of "lo belom want to leave Van?" raffa asked the guy who was still cool with breakfast "Gue just had class at 8"

Raffa just nodded and then followed Ayla who was outside. Then, the man got on his bike and did not forget to wear a helmet. Both of them took their bikes to school.

"waw Ayla Raffa set off in the morning a miracle" Karrel said as the two reached class. Both of them sat on their benches.

"is the time to go to the mute siren, isn't it La?" raffa Sahut

"know lo Rel, I want to leave early in the morning so as not to continue to siangan" said the girl defended herself. "yes yes hopefully not angotan ya La" said Kaffel as he nudged the arm of his twin, then they both laughed.

Suddenly Nadira came "eh gays earlier I ran out of the cafeteria and I kept seeing there was a new boy in the office rich will enter this class deh" he said, then the girl sat next to Ayla "girl what's Ra's guy?" ask Kaffel curious "cewe, kanya will enter our class. Surely he sat down on a lo deh Raf" said Nadira then turned to the guy who was reading a sociology book, who was spoken to shook his head "not he sat just the same, not just, Ayla's sitting with me" said Raffa closed his book.

"ih don't want, I want the same Dira point" Ayla replied then took the novel that she always brought to school .

"the bummer lo La"

"bodo yee bauble"

Before long the sound of footsteps of a person entering their class followed by the female student behind him, the woman looked beautiful with the brownish-stitched robes

"asslamualaikum children today you have a new friend, I hope you will be good friends with him later" said the brown hooded teacher, he embraced the new students who were beside him "come on please introduce yourself son" the student nodded and began to identify himself.

"hallo introduce my name is Adzkia Syakira Aurelia, you can call me Kia. I moved from Bandung, I hope here I can be good friends with you guys" said Kia then turned his head sign is enough for him to identify himself

"It's just like me sitting here"

"haii Kia you are beautiful but I don't love you yet don't know if rest later" said Aldi the head of class XI IPS 4 as soon as other students laughed because he imitated Dylan's words to Milea.

"already Kia now you sit on.." said Amel's mom pause, his eyes looking for a bench that can be occupied by Kia "next to Raffa ya" he continued, all the students turned towards Raffa, the guy seemed indifferent to what was happening. There was a whisper in front there "could it be the kia sitting with Raffa who was indifferent to ask for forgiveness"

Kia sits next to Raffa and glances at the man who is now his best friend, the man is seriously reading the book "hi I Kia, whose name are you?" he asked Raffa to turn the package book around and his finger pointed to the name listed there "Raffa Arfiza" the girl read the name listed in Raffa's book, then did not dare to ask again he took the book out of his bag .

"please open the package book page 61 then you work and collect it when the bell breaks" said Amel's mother in front there, all the students in the class began to do what Amel told them to do. Kia looked confused because the girl did not have a book. The girl glanced at Raffa "two dong Raf, I have no book tomorrow only there he said" asked the girl to Raffa, the man just shifted the package book to the middle so Kia could work on "I want to play too" said the guy coldly, then dropped his phone and sent Ayla a message.

Rappas

La, you're the one sitting with me!

Ayla who had read the message from Raffa turned her head towards him, the girl shook her inner 'ckk, habit' head then started replying to the message.

Aylaa

No need for Raff!! Who sits down with Kia? He looks good. You try it, invite him to chat do not dicuekin Raffaaaaa.

Raffa looks upset to see a reply from Ayla

Rappas

Not my males. Inget, not everything looks good like what you see Ayla.

Aylaa

It's up to you sheep garut.

Raffa laughed reading the reply the girl sent for him, then he glanced at Kia making sure that the girl next to him had finished the task "already?" the girl nodded and handed back the package book to the owner "thank you Raf"

Raffa began to teach the questions in the package book it only took twenty minutes Raffa was finished answering everything "so bad lo ngerjainnya I just have to search google first" said Kia who was surprised to see Raffa working on the matter so quickly.

"learn don't google ngandelin continue" said Raffa sarcas, which makes the girl frown his forehead 'cuek bgt nih cowo, before I never liked the same guy they were looking for my attention, I was not interested, just make curious' Inner Kia who is still noticing the guy next to her from the tail of her eyes

Soon the sound of the break bell rang to make all the students collect the duties of the teacher's shirt as well as Raffa.

"hi I am Ayla" said Ayla to Kia who was putting a stationery into her bag

"Kia" replied the girl to ayla

"queen Nadira"

"i'm kalo Karrel and this is my twin Kaffel he kaka I'm three minutes apart anyway" kkarrel said as he reached his brother's shoulder Kaffel who felt uncomfortable with his sister's behavior that could be said absurd, brushed Karrek's hand off his shoulder.

"None is pea" said Kaffel

"kantin yukk, Kia lo come with ya?" take Nadira and go first pull the girl's hand out of the class "ehh Didira wait for bang Karrel when the future husband in staying anyway!" exclaimed the man, then ran to teach the boating-haired girl who disappeared from behind the classroom door "yukk canteen" said Raffa then holding Ayla's hand

"want to pesenin what let me who pesenin" asked Kaffel who had stood up to order their food "just as well" Kia said to the man who stood in front of him "yeah, means regular meatballs are the same iced oranges" then the man walked to the meatball stand next to the somay stand. Before long Kaffel brought a tray containing their orders

"when are you in office?" tanya Kia broke the silence between them "kalo ayla sama Raffa tuh, already sahabatan from the small of their house just next door" Karrel explained while Raffa and Ayla seemed busy enjoying their meatballs "I'm the same Ayla was also together from SD Ki" explained Nadira while drinking iced orange "if I, Karrel same Raffa already from Junior High" continued Kaffel explained to the girl who was eating the meat "oohh has also been a long time yes you are both, but no one is stuck hmmm... friendzone ‘kan?" ask the girl who made Raffa choke on hearing it

Hukkkp....  Hukkks

The one at the table also turned to the glasses guy with a confused look "ih drink first Raf" said Ayla, he gave his drink to Raffa, Raffa, the man took the glass in Ayla's hand. Then, Raffa stood up from his seat and left the cafeteria to go to the school roof "gue was full" said the man who had stepped his feet away from the canteen.

"Raffa why?" kia asked confused

Nadira, Karrel, and Kaffel looked at each other confused, had to answer what the problem here Raffalah who was trapped by the damn zone "no papah, Raffa is so funny if you just know" said Ayla explained "No need to be taken heart yes, he is so if you have known it for a long time" continued Ayla who rubbed the back of her new friend was erratic, it seems Kia will be her new best friend. Ayla is a careless person but if she thinks it is good then her indifference will be eliminated. That's what he did to Kia now, according to him kia a good girl and suitable to be made one of his best friends.

The sound of a bell indicates that the break time is over "Ki later you go home alone or picked up?" kaffel asked the girl next to him

"hmm why Fel?" Kaffel smiled at her

"gue anter lo come home?" Kia smilingly responded to him "Emang ngak papah? How jealous will anyone be, fel?" Kaffel turned his head because the girl called him different

"Fleshy?" ask the guy in astonishment

"iya Fel, I call that not papah ‘kan?"

"iya no probelem really, I like" replied the guy in a beige uniform, then both of them sat on their respective benches

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The two teenagers were at the crap shop as usual "lo why the hell was Raf really the same Kia?" ayla asked, now the two are in their crap shop subscription "Ngak papah, but he's the same caper as me" replied the man who was eating his crapes "sok know lo ah" ayla replied, touching Raffa's cheek slowly "was said not to believe the seem of his attitude" he continued, explaining, even though Raffa was notoriously ignorant but the man was among those who were sensitive to the situation, unlike ayla the girl was cuey at once there was no pekanya at all

"Kaffel is also increasingly interested in Kia" continued raffa again

"hmm he said Kia came home"

"modus" said Raffa immediately, then he stood "La play timezone yuk in the mall" invited Raffa the girl also screeched in excitement "ayokkk depart" he exclaimed the girl raised her hand up so happy.

Arriving at one of the mall Ayla and Raffa jakarta area directly to the third floor to go to the timezone.

"yeah! I win you lose Raf" exclaimed the girl because she won the basketball game "that's doang I can La" said Raffa did not want to admit defeat "Yuk yuk tired me, I'm tired, sitting there yuk Raf" invited Ayla who pointed her hand at one of the chairs provided by the mall

Ayla sat alone in the chair. He didn't know where Raffa was now, the man steadfastly left him alone. From a distance Ayla could see the guy in a beige uniform with his black jacket both hands of the guy holding a vanilla-flavored ice cream "it's for you as usual" said Raffa then give an ice cream cone to Ayla "asikkk thanks Rapa" said the girl while eating ice cream "Raf do not bother with Kia ya, yes, even so “kan him keep our friends Raf may be a friend of lo girl besides me the same Nadira" said Ayla suddenly, said, Raffa just silently responded to the girl beside him seen if the man is not interested in the topic this time.

"Raffa if people talk about it in the dengerin continue to be answered, my turn is rich gini you get angry" said Ayla upset because not usually Raffa ignored his words, he said, the man turned the body that was looking straight ahead is now staring at the bead of Ayla's eyes "lo kok so bring the gini anyway La since when?" raffa asked without diverting her pandagan from the girl's eyes "not answering instead. Anyway papah I brought once ‘kan?" Raffa pinched Ayla's cheek, when she heard the girl's reply. Ayla scrunched her forehead

"how about Kia? Don't you cuekkin huh? Not if indeed he likes you and you can not bales his feelings you do not hurt him Raf. Not liking doesn't mean hurting"

"gue doesn't promise, you know what I am if the same new person what else he is a girl. If it's about feelings, the answer will never be La, I can't bales her feelings. Want me to prevent let him not hurt just a little bit or later he will hurt the same nature and attitude I, directly or indirectly" explained Raffa, his hand gently rubbed the top of Ayla's head, Ayla, the girl just breathed a sigh of resignation over Raffa's cutting just now

"come home now"

"okay"

Then, the girl stood up and took Raffa's arm, then both of them stepped up to go home because the clock had hit at 18:00 pm.

Raffa talks in his heart 'how can I not ignore girls, or bales the feelings of other girls. My heart wants Ayla Khanza Madison'