REMORSEFULLY

REMORSEFULLY
Vacation to the Top



To this day I am only a listener behind the stories of the people I love


Become a laugher and entertainer when he quarrels with his lover


Nyesek is but what else


Trying to "go" of course I've done


but in fact he was too selfish and still expected me to stay by his side


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(*WhatsApp)


"samkr"


"dekk"


"dekk, where are you??"


"kok chat cave not bales"


"along with busy"


"dekk, it's been almost 2 days you've had bales chat cave"


"don't like this cave you suddenly say gini"


"your grandfather is okay, right?


" are you all right??"


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(That's how he chat at that timeu, panic not dibales chat'nya wkwkwkw. okay will I tell you what happened on that day, that day I decided to get a little away from him, why? yahhh because tired lahh, crazy to love in silence is tiring, inner pressure, so to calm the heart and mind that is too crowded, the choice is to rest. I decided to go to a place where people didn't expect that I was there, guess what?? )


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"hi gorgeousk"


"How are you?"


(hayooo who is this person)


"hii :) "


(don't forget to smile)


"well dong dok"


(Yapp is a doctor, heheh)


(if you ask me where I am, the answer is I am in the hospital, understand sick people so must often seek treatment wkekek)


"yourself again deck?"


(yes doc, nobody knows I'm here)


"yes doc, mom is equally papa has not returned from Singapore"


(at least that reason is not a lie)


"ask her boyfriend dong to meet"


(dihh laughs at the doctor)


"want to bangat dok but unfortunately I am single hahahha"


"jomblo same disease equally acute wkwkw doc"


"if the problem of singles, later also must meet your soul mate, God knows which is best"


"yes, doc, kidding "


"haven't met yaa doc, later if you've met for sure I know the doctor, don't fancied later ya doc wkwk"


"have you this, calm down the doctor already has"


"dihh cocky"


"doctor.."


(the cave doctor has prepared his combat tools )


"siapp, the doctor started well"


(with one nod I gave, the treatment was carried out, the intermezzo was quite long, yahh but that's how Lydia's doctor made me a little patient-friendly and comfortable, being friendly to her patients, a little chatter before starting things gave a little discomfort to my body. Doctor Lydia, a young doctor, beautiful, good and certainly smart is a specialist nephrology, who has handled my disease, which has been faithful to give a sense of "comfort" azekkkk wkwk..


If you are confused what Lydia doctor handles the disease, and I wonder what disease please search on Mbah Google "doctor specialist nephrology", maybe you will know a little about what disease I have)


"good job deck"


"dahh rest, doctor stay first yaa"


"thank you doc"


(dissolved into darkness aka sleep, after enduring the pain, sleep is the best medicine)


Usually after two days in the hospital, I have been allowed to go home, if you ask why my family is not there to accompany should I no longer need to explain. First I haven't told them about my illness, both families are too busy to ask if I'm okay. So maybe the next question is where do you get money from? ohh come on I've told you my family belongs to a family that is wealthy, finances are not a problem in my life


(WhatsApp)


"oiii why Jo"


"cave is fine"


"sorry 2 days yesterday again does not open hp"


"cave again holiday, regular metime hehehe"


(Jos)


"madness, yes you deck"


"bikin' people freaking out about you"


"cave came home, but no one"


"tax dong if you want a vacation"


"back, right? to the usual place yuk, want to tell this giddy cave, the cave girl is sulking again"


(want to when Jo I will be your escape, be an entertainer and be a connoisseur of your love story..


When I go you're looking for me, should just let me go by,,


If you keep on making me think like you're afraid of losing me,


You look for me when you're dizzy with your lover, you always expect me to be your hearing, you know,


Not that I don't want to but..


sometimes a good listener needs to be heard too)


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