REMORSEFULLY

Steady

Don't chase someone for the reason you love them, but go after someone who loves you because the one you love doesn't necessarily love you but the one who loves you, it is sure to make you happy always.

Happiness is not measured by how many possessions you have, how often you travel abroad, how handsome or beautiful your partner is but happiness is from the heart, comfort, loyalty, and loyalty, trust and love each other with your partner.

Do not just be able to pronounce the word love while the meaning of love you do not know.

the true meaning of love is also a sincere desire for the happiness of the person.

Because the true meaning of love is based on sincerity and infinite kindness.

During the marriage with Rayhan, although our lives were said to be very well established, had a nice house, an expensive car but we lived a simple life. Never mind a vacation abroad even we have never vacationed outside the province. Not not capable. But a situation that is not possible. At the beginning of the wedding I haven't had time to go on vacation I'm already pregnant with the twins. After the Twins age can already follow Rayhan experiencing paralysis.

Ting.sound ringing notification from my phone indicates there is a WhatsApp message coming in. It was from doctor Tiara. "Tumben doctor Tiara sent a message." My inner self.

"Assalamu Alaikum, Miss Fani."

"Waalaikum Salam."

"Sorry to interrupt the time."

"It's okay Doc, it's me again relax."

Until my phone rings and it turns out that doctor Tiara made the call.

After a brief stale, Tiara's doctor asked about Mr. Erwin.

"Yes...Doc, ever since my husband had an accident he's been living with us." I said to Doctor Tiara.

Since then, I and Doctor Tiara have been getting closer. Not as a doctor and a patient but more to a friend. Although our age is far adrift but it turns out that doctor Tiara is a good person and quickly familiar. Every day he would call me to ask only about me and the aftermath to ask Mr. Erwin. It turned out that doctor Tiara had never been married to the age of forty years. According to his confession, he had a relationship with Mr. Erwin when they were still in High School. After they finished High School, Tiara's doctor immediately cut off their relationship for no apparent reason.

"Totally serious, sweetie?" Ask my husband when I'm engrossed with a cell phone in my hand.

"No, just chat with doctor Tiara." My answer.

Usually if before going to bed I often reply to a message with doctor Tiara, yes ..the question must be Mr. Erwin.

When Rayhan and I were in bed.

"Darling... how about we match Mr. Erwin with doctor Tiara?" I asked my husband.

"They do not need to be in matchangin, they are very mature, if they feel suitable yes."

"But ..Dear... Mr. Erwin is so funny with doctor Tiara." My speech.

"Indeed, Mr. Erwin is so."

"When do you want their business?" Ask my husband to get upset.

"Yes.until they become, They are both alone yes.who knows they are a mate." My speech.

He just shook his head listening to my reasoning.

Rayhan gently stroked my increasingly distended stomach.

"Lha...he moves, honey?? Rayhan said with a smile on his lips.

"Hi..my baby girl, how are you darling, want to be in papa jengukin ..ya.?? Rayhan speech start mode.

While the baby in the stomach actively moves as if to understand what his father said.

I pretended not to hear what my husband said. Not to refuse but the new clock shows at eight o'clock in the evening. The kids are not asleep. If you have not slept, they will disturb our beautiful moments. I get out of bed.

"Where are you going, honey?" Ask while frowning

"You see the kids first." Say it and pass.

I rushed to the living room and saw Rafa and the Twins were still engrossed in watching his favorite cartoons.

I saw Mr. Erwin sitting on the couch playing his cell phone. My soul popped up instantly.

"Not sleeping, sir?" I said stale.

Maybe in Mr. Erwin's heart laughs at me with my silly questions. It was clear he was still engrossed with his phone even I asked again.

"Doctor Tiara often asked the father."

The one asked was silent even though I was not considered to exist.

I want to feel like I pinched that stiff guy. It could be that doctor Tiara had once been in a relationship with this stone man.

Shortly after, Mr. Erwin's phone rang. He left me alone.

I went to the kitchen to make pregnant milk and drank it.

The clock showed at nine o'clock in the evening. The kids are all sleepy. After putting them to sleep I immediately returned to the room. It seems my husband is still watching television.

I immediately laid my body beside him and turned my back on him.

"The kids are asleep, honey? Ask husband.

"Hmmm, uh,"

Indeed ever since I forbade him to call the Ex he replaced it with the call of the Rese.

"Why not lift?" I still keep on turning back.

"Not important "he said short.

"Yes.sleep yuk!" My speech.

"Not sleepy, dear." He said until he stroked my hair.

"I slept first?" say again.

"What if we invite doctor Tiara home, dinner or whatever the reason is." My husband's words made me spontaneously face him.

I don't know why I wanted to bring together Doctor Tiara and Mr. Erwin, I was really curious about their story. Usually I don't want to worry about people's business but this time I was made curious by the forty-year-old man.

"Seriously, Honey?" I'm spirited.

"Yes, take turns discussing them you are 45 spirit"

"Yes.he is." I replied.

"Punish me, O God, what sin did I commit until my wife turned into this." My husband said with his head.

"What do you mean?" I said while pinching his waist.

"Awww.pardon, Darling!" ringice.

"What do you mean?" ask me to get upset without letting go of my pinch.

"You think more of them than I did of my sister's poor old age." He said irritatedly while pointing at his already upright junior standing behind the sheath.

"Huh???" My eyes are perfectly rounded when following the direction of his index finger.

"Let's go, he'll bobo himself." I relax.

"Yes, if you don't want to bobo'in later I will look for another goal." His words reply I did not lose his leisure.

"Could be? You are lum..." I didn't go on with my words, I realized what I just said. I feel guilty. I cursed myself why I was so lost. There is no intention to demean it.

I saw him fall silent without replying to me.

"I'm sorry...Honey, I have no intention of....."My speech.

"You're not wrong, I'm paralyzed."He immediately cut off my words which made me feel even more guilty.

"Darling.don't get angry dong." I feel sad.

He just nodded and took a roll and hugged her.

I immediately pulled the roll and replaced the roll position.

"Honey....Sorry..." I said with a sorry expression.

"Sleep." Her speech.

If I sleep you won't be able to sleep.I feel something down there.

Without ba bi ma'am I touched the sensitive thing. I saw him close his eyes. I kept playing with my hands from the side.Rayhan was so enjoying with that touch. I stopped my hand play and immediately his eyes opened. The look was so sweet as if asking for more.

"I'm sorry...Honey..I have no intention.." I haven't finished saying he's pulled my nape and kissed my lips.

The kiss was so hot and his hands were guerrilla everywhere.

He let go of our fence and we were both sitting opposite. I-look at my eyes that are shrouded in desire. He kissed back and down the neck

And finally we did a beautiful unification.Our enemies mixed in the silence of the night. Sometimes he reminds me that I am pregnant race do not bother. Satisfaction was so delicious that we both reached the peak simultaneously. We both reached the top of a very good one.

"Thank you, dear.you are indeed the greatest "His voice rubbed the sweat on my forehead.

"You too, honey...You are also the greatest." Smiling words.

"But do not often take our baby girl rations, later the stock runs out ." I joke.

"From redundant" he answered

"Sorry, dear about that." I repeat it because I am not satisfied that he did not answer.

"Originally the service was like just now.Wow." His words raised his eyebrows.

"You want to be stronger than before?' I challenged him.

"Who's afraid!!" His words did not lose their spirit.

"Wait until our baby girl is brojol" I chuckled and quickly went to the bathroom to clean up.

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