REMORSEFULLY

REMORSEFULLY
Rayhan's Arrival



When two hearts are meant for each other, no distance is too far, no time is too long. God must have a beautiful scenario to bring those two hearts together.


When the heart is troubled, feel want to hear from someone even if it is just a short message. And that's how we feel about the people we miss. Whether this can be said to be an inner bond or just a coincidence.


That's how Rayhan and I felt. While thinking about it he sent me a message I was looking forward to. I don't know if his name has filled the recesses of my heart, which I clearly miss.


Smiling sun greeted the beautiful morning. I hurried to prepare myself to return to activities after two days of staying at home.


I drove the car slowly to the office where my life and my son were hanging.


A smile was etched on the lips, greeting every office friend who came across me.


"Hi Fan, very cheerful this morning," said Fani.


"Okay, "I'm evasive.


We talked for a while while laughing before we started work.


I was struggling with the laptop in front of me. Until the time shows lunch hour. I stretched my stiff muscles from exhaustion, before rushing to the canteen.


Tok to tok.


Simultaneously I, Fani and the two friends who were in the room, turned towards the door.


My net is perfectly rounded seeing who's coming.


"Who are you looking for, sir?" ask the Goddess


"Yuk Fan, I'm buying lunch" Rayhan said without answering Fani's question.


Fani just grunts at cuekin.


Fani turned her head towards me as if asking telepathically about who the man who was asking me to eat was.


I smiled at Fani.


"I'm Wi first" I said as I passed.


We walked along leaving the Goddess and the others..


"Why can't I go to my room?"


' Just a small office like this, easy to find you, ' he said arrogantly.


Yes you are arrogant also this person, my office is this big in saying small, my inner.


"I mean, why can enter, outsiders can not just enter let alone directly into the employee workspace.


Rayhan didn't answer my question.


Not far from the receptionist I saw my boss standing there.At the sight of us he smiled knots at us.


I thought he was smiling at me, and I returned that smile. My heart was worried, lest he would scold me for an outsider looking for me. But there is no sign of his face if he is angry again, I said in my heart.


"Have you met bro?" ask the Boss while hitting Rayhan's shoulder.


Oh it turns out they know, Rayhan's pantas free to enter my room. Because all that is allowed to enter freely in the office is only the family and friends of Mr. Boss.


We left the boss and we got into the car. Rayhan drove his car towards the highway.


"Where are you going to the restaurant?" tanyakanya.


"As for Brother, but the close ones are still going to go back to work." I replied.


" You're truant" he said lightly.


"No ah" I said protest.


Mas Rasya then took his gawai and contacted someone.


"Fani permission yes," he told the person contacted.


Just saying that sentence then instantly turned off the connection.


"Jeez, sister.could-be I fired this way" I said a little irritated.


"Please, the Romi will not fire you anyway" he said to pedean .


"When do you know my boss?' my many.


"He's a good friend of mine, you take it easy,".


I just rounded my lips to form the letter "O".


Rayhan then drove his car to a restaurant near the beach.


We went in and ordered food. Because I was hungry, I ate my food. We eat in silence, from the way we eat, I can also conclude that Rayhan is also hungry.


After enjoying lunch, Rayhan accidentally looked towards my ring finger, a smile etched from his lips. I don't know if he's seen it on my finger or if he's seen it.


"It fits perfectly on your finger" he said


look at the ring.


I just smiled while looking down. Ever since I took the decision in my heart to give her a chance at that moment I was wearing that ring. Even though it wasn't actually a condition for him if I had accepted it.


"When did it come?" because nervousness is just that sentence coming out of my lips.


"Your officer said kangen, I immediately ordered a ticket here," he said with a smile.


So shame, time is reminded again. Rayhan really made me groggy and half to death.


"Tock your face so red," he said again.


" Ordinary Brother," I said evasively.


"Yuk we go home brother" I said diverting.


" We're watching, right?" Rayhan gave me an idea.


The idea is that I haven't seen it in the cinema in a long time. Since my divorce with Mas Rasya I have never been there again.


Not far from the restaurant there was a cinema so we decided to watch there.


Rayhan bought tickets and snacks and drinks before we entered. After sitting at our place. Rayhan is a super romantic movie.


It is not suitable to watch this movie, especially we are not two lovers, I said in my heart.


When my romantic-romantic scenes lyric Rayhan smiles to himself. Yes, this is how if the bachelor is accompanied by watching what I think is definitely his own smile. Not the same as me this is maha already ordinary, especially the scene is just a kiss doang.


Unknowingly I hit my own eel, what the hell was I thinking, really dirty brain, I said in my heart condemning my dirty thoughts.


In the cinema I did not enjoy the film too much, so I only ate and drank, even though just had lunch but indeed if the matter of snacks I was snacking.


Actually I prefer action or horror movies, more challenging for me.


Since Rayhan saw me not enjoying the film, he then took me out without waiting for the film to finish.


When out of the cinema, the sun has shifted down and the atmosphere on the beach is so beautiful. Rayhan invited me to sit in a park that is not too broad, which is not far from the beach, we can see the beauty of the waves that seemed to race to quickly reach the beach, and the beach, and from there we can also see the sunset.


We sat on a bench that led to the beach.


Rayhan lowered his head while playing the car keys in his hands.


"Fan, do I still have to wait?"


"I wouldn't mind if I had to wait again, how long I could" she said occasionally looking out at the waves.


"Sister, I've been hurt, I've felt betrayed, I've thought about closing this heart to anyone. Because I think that man is the same as no one is loyal, no one is sincere. But after getting to know big brother, I understand that even men have sincerity.


even willing to wait until anytime."


I saw Rayhan looking at me, and then I said what I had been feeling towards him all this time.


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