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Fragile

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***Not quite what you see

This friendship is heavy

It's not beautiful when we're together

But not in dreams

He really wants it

It's fate

Wretchedly

Must happen again

Not want to su’udzon

But people say it's friendzone***

#friendzone_Budi Doremi

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I finally wrote this sheet

It turns out being in this phase is quite tiring pal

Honestly heavy writing this, but this is the best way for me to calm down

As time went on, I thought everything would be fine

My feelings for you I can bury

But not at all. everything is the same.

Fatiguing

It hurt too much for God when he told me how much he loved that woman in front of me who loved him

To look good it takes energy

Your words that always say we're "friends" are enough to make me depressed

If you consider me a friend

So why is your attitude like a "lover"

What I fear is happening now

I failed to hold my heart..To expect you and love you

But the feeling I have is not wrong, right??

I hate this situation

I hate me being weak like this

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"Daddy, I love him so much, but I think there's something wrong here"

"Huh?Lo why"

"Gua, began not to be convinced by the feeling of the cave.gua fear deck"

"If you speak clearly dong joo, I don't understand"

(this is why man, why hell, messy hair, eyes sayup, cake undead dahh "Life reluctantly die do not want".

(Watching)

"Joo.are you okay"

(do not gini dong joo, the cave is also afraid if you see gini)

(smile)

(well, why is she smiling now)

"that's a smile, yahh luu's embrace"

"astaghfirullah. bismilbornrahmanirrahim.."

(read the prayer hehe)

"yahhh keep you why jioo, don't make me afraid dong"

"sorry"

(anyone why the hell, pack my hair again, do not know what the heart is already ketar-ketir)

"Ahhh do not be random in her hair, you swear why the hell, this has not been eid no sorry-sorry"

(Silent)

"Sir.I'm wrong not well if you feel comfortable with others"

"Comfortable in what context was it?"

"People's at home, other than my girlfriend"

(nahh lohh nih danger)

"If it's still within reasonable limits, I think it's not a problem, instead of feeling comfortable it's natural well.we if you want to know someone also have to be comfortable right?"

"But if that sense of comfort is given to the opposite sex? is that natural"

"Well, it's natural that.but that comfort is not natural if you have involved feelings"

"I mean??"

"Dihh time should I jelasi anyway"

"yes" lebihin"

"Great people understand themselves"

(Bengong)

"Jioo..I asked you why again?"

"I'm afraid, I'm afraid my comfort has involved feelings"

"Wahh danger tuhh, you have a boyfriend"

" I know it's the wrong deck, but the feeling comes up all of a sudden, I can't control it"

"Ehhh crazy, who can self-motrol you well only you are. tell yourself to stop or you will hurt someone"

"That's what I'm afraid of now"

"Jo.."(cave pronunciation cut off)

"Shifa.it's Shifa deck"

(the cave turned its head and followed in the direction that Jio saw..For god's sake cave shock..Shifa you evil)

"With Joo's explanation, please don't be emotional first"

(while holding the arm of this man who seemed ready to punch someone in the face)

"What is this clay cave like that Lo saw, right deck?"

(ohh god, for whatever I never saw Jio this angry, well that day Jio and I saw a pair of lovebirds who seemed to be drunk in love, Jio said, where not the woman was holding hands while laughing, the laughter that was so loose. The next incident did not make me stunned,,guys give a bouquet of flowers that are quite large and say a sentence that can provide an explanation of what their status is "Happy Anniversary dear" and ends with a kiss on the cheek)

"OK enough"

(I know he's broken)

"Joo, please don't put on an emotion"

"I've wanted 3 years with him deck, how many days I continue to feel myself a jerk, because there began to be feelings with my own friend but it turns out I was wrong, I was wrong, he's worse, this is the answer to my prayers on deck, now it's clear, all the evidence I've got"

"Huh??you mean, what proof Jo"

"I already know the deck, if Shifa is playing behind me, but I don't know if it turns out she's cheating on me with my best friend"

(this cafe will be a historical place)

(Me and Jio started to step towards the two lovebirds, you want to know what happened??

Obviously a tonjokan staring at the man, you want to know what I did??

Yahh was dumbfounded and I was sure that it would happen, I thought Jio would explode but it turned out I was wrong with a tonjokan Jio stopped and said "Please give me an explanation of everything I've seen")

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(Will this be the beginning for the relationship of Jio and adek, because the author kasian sama adek adek time his love story ngenes continue yahh 🤭)