REMORSEFULLY

Pregnant Again

Marriage is not just the pursuit of happiness.But facing the test together to feel light.Complete each other, accept each other's advantages and disadvantages.

After lunch together, Mas Rasya said goodbye, I immediately went to the room to meet Rayhan. I immediately slammed into his arms. There is a sense of happiness mixed with having a very good priest and understanding like him. Although sometimes he has a nosy attitude towards me.

I cried in the chest of his field.

"Lho..kok cry anyway, honey?" Ask to be astonished.

The more I held my arms and still sobbed.

He broke down a hug and looked at me with a face still full of question marks.

"Hey..cock cry?" Ask again.

"Thank you?" My words are still sobbing.

"What title?" Ask while chuckling.

I hit his shoulder slowly, I was seriously moved even he asked the title of soap opera only.

"Thank you for being an understanding husband." My speech.

"Yaelah...from the first time I understand, the new period is aware now anyway?" He still joked.

"Aish." Spoiled talk.

"I am too." Added.

"Oh...mau say thank you for being able to be alone with the same rese?" Her words chuckled.

"Not two, but three." My words straighten.

"How does it feel, still deg-degan?" He mocked me.

"What the hell.not funny." My words pinched.

" Awwwww.don't pinch dong."

I just pursed my lips pretending to be annoyed at him.

"Don't that manyung dong, ask to kiss ya?" His words still tease me.

"Basic pervert..the old don't change." My speech.

"Essum with his own wife is not a problem?"

I rushed out of the room lazily serving her joke but she pulled my hand and led me to sit on her lap.

We are no longer young, but our love is growing.

"Seeing you smile makes me so happy, I don't want to see these tears of sadness on your pretty face." Said my husband peeping at my eyelids.

Do not ask my heart feels flowery, moved and it makes my eyes glazed back.

"Eitssss.

I just smiled while wiping the clear water that had dripped from the corner of the eye.

"You weren't jealous when I was with Rasya?" My toot.

"No." Said shakes.

I want him to say yes. Jealousy means love.

"Jealousy is there, but I trust you very much." Say my husband again.

Smile on my lips. That's dong.you should be jealous.

"You're weird!" Saying husband.

"If I'm jealous you must be angry too, right?" Added again.

"It doesn't have to be discussed." My words wanted to get out of his lap, but he hugged me not to let me down from his lap.

"Oh yes Erwin called us to the inauguration of his new department store." Husband says.

"When?" My toot.

"Sunday's Day." The answer.

I wanted to stand up, again she held me back and placed a soft kiss on my lips. Long ago it became a passionate kiss.

"I want to, honey." Speak with a loud voice.

"Now?" I asked as I glanced at the wall clock showing two o'clock in the afternoon.

Without an answer he immediately launched his action.

I just let him do his wish. That's how Rayhan never saggy passion to do that one thing.

After being satisfied to channel his desire, we still lay down while making his arm as a pillow.

"Si Rese is not married, right? Ask husband.

"Not knowing either." My answer.

"Wait for you to be a widow." Said my husband.

"Sorry.I'm just kidding, honey, don't be so sad, we're going to age together to see our grandchildren until the end of the day" Rayhan said feeling guilty.

I don't know why I'm so sensitive and cry so easily.

She hugged this body tightly, I still sobbed while submerging my face in her chest.

We did not feel asleep in the beautiful dream that afternoon.

Tok.dok.

Mamma...Papa's..... Want to eat meatballs, right?"My kids scream outside

We soon woke up and I rushed to the bathroom to clean myself up. I told Rayhan to tell the kids to wait a little.

After cleaning ourselves and performing the Ashar prayer we immediately went to my children's favorite meatball subscription.

After arriving at the destination, I just smelled the smell of meatballs I suddenly became nauseous.

"Lho, Mama's sick?" Ask Rafa.

"Mama's just dizzy, son." Saying to him.

Then Rafa called Rayhan who was busy ordering meatballs for us.

"You eat, I'll wait in the car." I immediately took the car keys in my husband's hand.

"Lho...you why?"

I didn't mind the question because I couldn't stand the smell of meat, I felt like I was gonna throw up.

I opened the car door quickly and entered and drank mineral water to relieve nausea.

In my heart I asked what was wrong with me. "Am I pregnant again?" my inner. But in my previous pregnancy meatballs were my favorite food, but why smell it now I'm not strong.

I leaned my head against the car seat, Rayhan suddenly opened the car door with a worried look on his face.

"You sick?" Ask.

"Just nauseous." Lazy say.

"I'm packing the meatballs?" Say again.

I quickly banned it. Then I told him to accompany the children to eat.

Shortly after, Rayhan and the children finished eating meatballs and the streets were canceled and we just went home.

"Sit's at the pharmacy first." I said to Rayhan.

Arriving in front of the pharmacy I told my husband to come down and buy a tespack. I want to make sure I'm really pregnant or not. In my heart I hope not. Rayhan simply complied without asking me. Not because he is not grateful, but because this is the sixth child and the age is also not young anymore.

On the way only babble children who protest because it does not become a walk in the park. But after Rafa explained that I was sick they finally understood.

Arriving at home I went straight to the bathroom and used the tespack tool . A feeling of heaviness in the chest awaits the results. If the past I hope positive but this time I hope the result is negative.After waiting for a few minutes finally appeared line two red, although still faint but I make sure the result is positive.

I let out a long sigh, inevitably I have to accept it.Although I had hoped the result was negative.

I came out of the bathroom with a frown, and Rayhan sat on the lip of the bed waiting for me.

"Still nauseous?" Ask.

"Nausea..mual.this is all you do!"I'm upset.

Rayhan frowned and saw me angry for no reason.

I directly thrust the tespack tool.

In contrast to me welcoming our baby candidate with a sullen face he even smiled at the results.

"You pregnant, honey?" Ask ensures.

I nagged him because there were always a lot of reasons that I told him to use security.

He hugged me tightly and shut my mouth that was blabbering along with a kiss on the lips.

I was so upset that I bit her lip that she complained of pain.

I smiled with satisfaction at seeing her in pain.

"I guess dong if it bites." Protesting.

"I want to make your lips bleach" I said.

"What a bitchyaaaa!" Rayhan imitated a song.

"Let's people think this kid's your grandson." I still get annoyed at him.

"No, baby face like this is said to have grandchildren." Arrogant speech.

"Thanks yes, honey!" He spoke very softly and kissed my forehead.

"I'm scared." I told her because the pregnancy in her almost forties was at risk let alone this fifth pregnancy.

Rayhan assured me that we must give up completely to God, this is a gift that must be grateful.Because there are still many couples out there who want offspring but are not given trust by God.