REMORSEFULLY

Can't Move On

The next day, after the dawn prayer we went back to sleep because it was very late last night. But we couldn't sleep as we wanted because the Twins made us inevitably wake up. What happened last night made me smile. That safety could be removed.

Because of the weekend we intend to take the Twins for a walk to the game .We got to the game place. Visitors are very crowded. Actually the location of the game place in one of the Mall.So I intend to shop as well.

When he got to the game place Farha and Farhan cheerfully played. They play in a special place for children their age. I felt like urinating and rushed to the bathroom.

" I better go shopping for clothes or mumpun bag the Twins are engrossed in playing," I thought.

First I sent a message to my husband if I wanted to see clothes first, and he did it.

I took a few more pieces of discounted clothes. There are up to 50% discount. As I held onto a cream-coloured continuous shirt a voice made me turn my head immediately.

"The colors are right for you, equally calm."

My eyes were perfectly rounded when I saw that person was Mas Rasya.

"Eh..ka-you Mas!, where's Rafa?" I asked while continuing to pay attention to the other clothes to hide my nervousness.

"Again, it turns out we meet again, Fan, maybe mate yah time?" Smiling words.

"Don't just talk, Mas." Ketus.

"Who's here?" Ask.

"My husband and my children." I said without looking at him.

Because I felt uncomfortable with her, I finally decided not to shop.

"I'm sorry" I hurried to leave him even the clothes I had picked I kept back. Don't want to stay with him for long.

"Wait a minute, Fan!!" He shouted while trying to walk parallel to me.

"What the hell else, Mom?" I started to get emotional.

"What are you doing, Fan? Very judes." Say again.

"I'm sorry, I don't want my husband or wife to misunderstand me.' My word to the point.

"I'm not married yet." Sissy speech.

He sighed and threw it away violently.

"I haven't been able to move on from you, Fan." she explained.

"It's none of my business anymore, Mom! Sorry I'm leaving first." I said as I ran to the game where my husband and my children were.

"What is the purpose of saying it to me, does he think I will be moved and pity him" I said in my heart.

What a very hypocritical man, can not move on from a former who already belongs to someone else.Padah he himself who makes everything happen with his affair.

I walked over to Rayhan with a sullen face.

"Where's the shopping?"

"Not shopping, lazy." I said while sitting next to him.

'I'll go shopping."

After two hours of accompanying the Twins to play, I took her out of that place.

"Mama...Papa Ray!!rafa shouted running towards us.

"Hey...Baby are you here too? Rayhan.

I kissed Rafa's cheek. Don't ask Farha and Farhan to jump - jump excitedly to see his brother.

Mas Rasya and his sister also approached us.

"How are you, brother?" Ask Risma to me.

I smiled kindly at him and hugged him.

"Bad brother Ris,"

"Are you going home, Mr Rayhan?" Ask Mas Rasya.

"You eat first" Rayhan replied.

"It just so happens, how about we eat together." Tawar Mas Rasya's.

"Say you want me to go shopping, honey?"My words are spoiled to my husband.

Maybe Rayhan understood what was on my mind that I rejected Mas Rasya's invitation.

"Oh yeah, I forgot, honey. I'm sorry Mr Rasya next time sir?"

"Mommy must be beautiful." answered Rafa.

We left them and I also took my husband to my place who had met Mas Rasya. I wanted to get the clothes I had saved.

Rayhan saw the price of the clothes there.Perhaps because it is very cheap let alone a discount he invited me to look elsewhere.

"Not shopping here, we'll find another one." Her speech.

"Why?" My toot.

"The wife of the hotel owner bought a sale."

Her words chuckled.

I am used to wearing simple clothes. Even if it's cheap, it's important that I'm comfortable wearing it.

Rayhan took me to a famous brand clothing store.

After entering and looking around, it is beautiful but the price is also beautiful.

"You fit in this shirt." His whisper.

Rayhan picked up a peach-coloured robe complete with his veil and handed it to me for me to try it on. I went into the dressing room and put it on, but it was the same price as five grams of gold.

"How's..pas? Ask.

I just nodded.

Then he picked up three more pairs of clothes and told me to try them.

It turned out that everything fit as if the clothes were my size.

"Please wrap it all up, Mba." He said giving the clothes to the shopkeeper.

"Don't everything, just one, Mba." I said to the shopkeeper.

The confused shopkeeper should listen to me or Rayhan.

"Wrap it all up, Mba." Rayhan repeated

Instead of arguing, I gave up. Rayhan gave his credit card to the shopkeeper.

We got out of the clothing store and Rayhan took me to the brand bag shop again. He also took four matching bags with the clothes he selected earlier. Again and again with his credit card. I also have a credit card and an ATM.

We moved to a children's clothing store. I picked up quite a lot of couple clothes for the Twins. The models are all funny in my opinion.

With my own initiative we went to a men's clothing store. I picked up some shirts and jeans for my husband. Rayhan and the Twins are waiting outside because they're already starting to fuss.

After being satisfied with shopping we went to the restaurant in the Mall. After that we rushed home. In the car the Twins had already fallen asleep from exhaustion.

The clock was two o'clock after we got home. Farha and Farhan were still asleep when we got home.

The groceries are already in the room, quite a lot of groceries today.

I opened one by one the groceries from his place.

"Take the shirt." I said to Rayhan while handing him the blue shirt.

"You're the one who chose it, baby." Her speech.

I kept telling her to try on the shirt and it was fitting.

I then took my new clothes bought after I counted almost twenty million clothes while the bag approached thirty million.

"God....Forty-eight million just for me?" My words don't believe.

"That's a little, honey?? The price of one bag is almost half a billion.

"You don't count on yourself, honey? Why have money if you don't shop." Her speech.

"Not counting, I just like simple clothes" I said in self-defense.

"Yes get used to using a limited edition dong."

"I'm not beautiful in this shirt." My words showed me my clothes I was wearing to the Mall earlier.

"Whatever you wear will look beautiful, dear."

"Or not this price is only five hundred thousand fifty percent discount" I said.

Maybe because from childhood I was educated with simplicity so I was used to my life. Though now I can buy whatever I want but for me if you feel comfortable with cheap goods why should buy expensive goods.

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