REMORSEFULLY

Rayhan Accident

The day kept changing so fast. I live my life as a wife and mother to my children. Joking laughter is not out of my days.

As usual before leaving for the cafe Rayhan will take Rafa first to school.

"I'm leaving yeah...Dear." Rayhan kissed me on my forehead as he was about to leave.

Then he kissed Farha and Farhan. Somehow Farha when in his papa sling he did not want to let go of his embrace.As if he forbade his papa to leave. I tried to take it but the embrace got tighter. After being promised a toy he just let go of his embrace.

"Be careful." I waved my hand as she slowly drove forward her car.

After his departure I returned home with the Twins. Farha and Farhan return to television with Bi Rahmi. I rushed to the room to use the test pack I had prepared beforehand. Because I'm late for no monthly guests. I didn't tell Rayhan because I wasn't too sure if I was pregnant or not. Because my menstrual schedule is not necessarily sometimes early sometimes also late.

After arriving in the spring room to the bathroom and use the test pack. After waiting for a few minutes finally appeared line two although faint but it already showed that I was positively pregnant. Smile is drawn from my lips. I keep the test pack good intention after my husband came home I will give a surprise to him.With a smile that they returned to the family room accompany the Twins play.

"Derrrrr." The phone in my hand rang.

Seen on my husband's phone screen calling.

"Just go on the phone." bathinku.

Smiling and lifting my phone.

"Assalamu Alaikum, dear." Said starting.

"Waalaikum Salam, is this Mr Rayhan's family?" Said a man across the street who I know for sure was not my husband's voice.

"I-iya sir, I-I'm his wife." I'm nervous.

"This is... Ma'am, we're saying that Mr. Rayhan had an accident on Youth Road." Say that guy.

My heart feels stopped beating, the earth seems to collapse right in my head.Just be able to stand still and do not feel the phone in my hand fell.His intention I will give a surprise to my husband but I am the one who got a surprise from him.

Because the phone is still connected so Bi Rahmi who took over the phone.

After talking to the man, who turned out to be a policeman, Bi Rahmi calmed me down and told me that my husband had now been taken to Medika Hospital.

Don't know how she is doing now, I just pray that she's okay. "Please take care of the Twins, Bi." I said to Bi Rahmi and rushed to get the car keys to go to the hospital.

I drove my car at high speed to the hospital. I ignored the horn of another rider who was upset with me because it was like the road was mine .All I have in mind now is my husband. "May she be well, my mind .

It only took me fifteen minutes to get to the hospital. I ran towards the nurse and asked for the whereabouts of the patient on behalf of Rayhan who had just had an accident. The nurse said she was being treated by a doctor in the IGD room.

I'm heading straight for the IGD room I'm not let in. I immediately called my family as well as Rayhan's.

Shortly after, a nurse came out of the room. I went up to him and asked my husband how he was doing and he just said he was being treated by a doctor.

I could only stoop and cry.

"Oh my God, please don't take my husband!" My love is in my heart and continues to cry alone in front of the IGD room.

Soon after, my father, mother and Ridho arrived. I hugged my mother and cried without saying anything.

"You have patience, son! God willing, your husband is fine."

"What if it's the other way around, Mom? I can't do it without him, Mom." I said while sobbing.

"You pray, son, may your husband be well." Mommy said while wiping my tears.

After a long wait, the doctor came out of the IGD room.

"His longitude is quite severe part of his leg may be due to a pinch during the accident and part of his head also there are some injuries but it is not too severe. But we'll do a head CT scan to make sure, sir." Doctor's talk.

"I beg you to do your best for my husband, Doc." I approached the doctor.

"Sure, Mom! That's our duty." Said the doctor.

After asking permission from the doctor, I went to see Rayhan. My heart is like it's broken to see how it is. There's a bandage on his head.

"Why is it like this?" shirihku.

"I beg you to wake up! Don't scare me like this."I said in my tears.

Because I was still in the IGD room the nurse told me to get out.

I walked out. It seems my family is still faithfully waiting. They look worried on their faces.

It's been four hours since Rayhan's accident hasn't been conscious either. I'd be more afraid if something bad happened to her. My body feels weak and lacking energy. Mom told me to eat a few times but I refused.

I went back into Rayhan's room after persuading the nurse.

"Wake,Ray!!I beg!!Our baby-to-be wants to say hello to you." Sickly say.

Because my stomach feels so hungry I immediately move. I have to eat for the sake of the fetus in my womb.

As it stands I see Rayhan's hand move. I immediately called the nurse who was not far from me. He immediately called the doctor.

Rayhan slowly opened his eyes, although it was difficult for him to try to smile when he saw me.

"Alhamdulillah O Allah." My speech.

Shortly after, the doctor came and checked her condition.

'How's it going, Doc?" My toot.

"We're talking in my room, Mom." Said the doctor named Ibnu.

After being examined by doctors and doctors stated that my husband can be moved to the treatment room my heart was more relieved. Although in my heart was worried because the doctor told me to meet in his room.Maybe there is something severe with my husband's condition. I immediately saw Ibnu's doctor in his room.

After being sent in I then asked my husband's condition.

"Based on the results of the CT Scan of the head of the mother's husband Alhamdulillah there is no problem, but based on the photo of the leg part of the possibility that Mr. Rayhan will experience disability or could have paralysis."

Duarrr.

"Lu-paralyzed, Doc?" Manya make sure.

" That's the worst possibility, Mom!

"Is there no other way he can get back to normal, ok?"

"It could be, but it takes time." Doctor Ibnu.

"How long, Doc?"

"It can be less than a year, two years even paralyzed forever. We return it to the Almighty."

"Do what's best for my husband, Doc." My words beg.