REMORSEFULLY

Chewing and Kepo

In the morning, the sun hides behind the clouds, drizzling down as if sleeping is the most comfortable thing. The warm embrace of the owner of the heart makes the reluctance to leave the contest. A warm kiss on the forehead made me blink my eyes. Because sleep late last night makes it difficult for eyes to open.

After we carried out the two rakaat I rushed to my children's room. They all slept in their sleep. Maybe because of the weather.

As for Rayhan after the dawn prayer he continued with his gaze.

I went to the kitchen and there ART was busy with their respective work.During my pregnancy and since Rayhan was paralyzed I rarely went to the kitchen to cook. I have been accompanying my husband and my children more. There is already ART that does it.

I went back to bed and opened my phone. I opened the WhatsApp app and read all the incoming messages. I then moved on to status. I really like kepo with status in my WhatsApp contacts. Until I saw Mas Rasya just made status five minutes ago.

"This is how if there is no companion, cook yourself, wash your own clothes, sleep alone."

There is a picture of the pot on the stove that is burning.

I smiled reading his status. In my heart I asked why she didn't find a companion, who could care for her, care for her, layanin her. For him it is not difficult to find a woman to be made a wife. While having a wife alone can get another girl especially now living alone no one forbids. But that's his business. It has nothing to do with me anymore. But kepo little with his status is nothing but entertainment for me.

"What time to the doctor?" Rayhan asked, breaking my daydream.

I looked towards him with a smile.

"Around ten, so you're coming?" My toot.

"So dong, honey?" Smiling words.

The clock has shown nine o'clock past. We went to the doctor to check my condition. This time I'm with my husband and of course Mr. Erwin. Just this time Rayhan and Mr. Erwin accompanied me to the doctor. Usually I am with my mother and mother-in-law and I drive myself. After arriving at the Tiara doctor's clinic. With his faithful Mr. Erwin pushing Rayhan's wheelchair. Doctor Tiara was so shocked when she saw us coming. I've contacted him before. And about my husband's paralysis he already knew because the first time I checked he had asked why I did not come with my husband and I also explained about the accident he had.

After Mr. Erwin drove us into the doctor's room he went straight out without saying anything. I saw Doctor Tiara glancing at Mr. Erwin.

'Do they know?" my inner. But maybe this is my feeling.

I was told to lie in bed and with the help of a nurse he examined me. Rayhan was also directly beside me while the examination was going on.Rayhan noticed our baby candidate on the monitor screen with a feeling of unease. He even heard our baby's heartbeat with a device the doctor put in his ear.

After the examination was completed and our baby girl candidates were healthy. Doctor Tiara then prescribed vitamins for me. Mr. Erwin then went back in and helped Rayhan.

"I'm sorry, Doc." Saying husband.

Doctor Tiara did not answer he just looked at Mr. Erwin, while the duck face. 'So arrogant." My inner self, I don't know what's on his mind.

"Excuse me, Doc!" I repeat my husband's words.

"I-yes, Miss Fani." Doctor Tiara said nervously.

When Mr. Erwin is about to turn his body around.

"How are you, Win?" Doctor Tiara said suddenly.

"Fix they know each other," my inner self.

"As you can see." His words passed while pushing Rayhan's wheelchair. Rayhan and I looked at each other, confused and curious, and they both knew each other.

Doctor Tiara only smiled wryly at Mr. Erwin's response.

After Rayhan and Mr. Erwin came out, I was still standing by the doorway coming out of Tiara's doctor's room

"Ehh..can ask... Doctor knows Mr Erwin?"

Let doctor Tiara consider me a kepo or a lot of questioning, rather than curious.

"He was my high school friend first" replied Doctor Tiara.

"Oh.." I said.

I then bid farewell to Doctor Tiara and followed my husband.

After redeeming the medicine in the pharmacy we rushed to the car. On the way I ventured to ask Dr. Tiara to Mr. Erwin.

But the one asked answered only as necessary.

"Sir Erwin has been working with Papa-in-law for a long time?"I asked if I was stale when I knew the answer.

"I would have told you once, Darling ..if Mr. Erwin had worked equally well since he graduated from college" replied Rayhan.

I just glared my eyes at my husband.

"I asked Mr. Erwin," I said annoyed.

"Where is Erwin High School?" ask again.

"Why ask Mr Erwin's schoolgirl?"My husband again.

"Awwww. sick, dear."

"That's why if you're not asked, don't you be the one who sniffles."

My husband is old but does not understand the codes I give him. If the code in bed quickly he caught. But if this is really telmi.

"Sir Erwin knows Doctor Tiara?" I asked Mr. Erwin but my eyes glared at my husband.

Mr. Erwin didn't answer my question.

Rayhan finally came curious too, maybe he already understood since I asked Mr. Erwin.

"You know Doctor Tiara?" Now my husband asked.

"Yes, Ray." replied Mr. Erwin

Indeed, between my husband and Mr. Erwin call it just a name because they have known for a long time. They are like their own family. But maybe Mr. Erwin's carrier is closed so they don't look familiar.

"Yes High School Friend, sir?" I teased her a little.

He didn't answer. Why the hell if I asked him he was so ignorant. I was angry for a long time too.

"Or is there a love story at SMU?" Cerocos.

"A love story at school." - Rayhan.

"That's what I mean, honey." I said grimily.

It didn't feel like we were home. I didn't get the answer I wanted from Mr. Erwin.

I hurried to take my husband to the room. For wanting to ask a lot about Mr. Erwin to my husband. It really made me very curious about the expression of Doctor Tiara and Mr. Erwin earlier. Is this baby luggage yes, I kepo really the same affairs of people.

Let not my son will be a coachman, a groomer, like a prank.Don't get to Allah.

Upon reaching the room I asked my husband about Mr. Erwin.

"Why do you want to know about Mr. Erwin? Ask husband.

"Bringing orok." My reasons.

"What I saw was Doctor Tiara the same lyrics Mr. Erwin. Doctor Tiara's ex-wife Pak Erwin.

"Not.I've seen his ex-wife Mr. Erwin" replied Rayhan.

"What a wonder ...you really like to be in people's affairs, plus chatty also" said my husband.

"Hehehe." Mocking him.

"Don't talk about it anymore." He pretended to open his phone. Maybe he was ashamed of his behavior last night.

I approached my husband, and put my hand around his neck from behind. I kiss her cheeks softly.

"Honey... don't fish dong .ah."He said with a glare.

"Who's fishing?" I said as sexy as possible.

He turned his head and instantly devoured my lips with such excitement.

"Mamaaaaa....."

The Twins shouted from outside the room while knocking on the door.

Spontaneously I immediately let go of our shackles.

"Let's go on, sweetie." Bisik Rayhan's.

"What stage??you want to hear them choirs out there?" I said and went to see the Twins.

After opening the door I saw Farha, Farhan and Rafa standing in front of the door.

"Why, Honey?" I asked them.

"You're the same Papa." Said Farha in her slurred language while running towards her Papa.

So did Farhan and Rafa. They were close to Rayhan, and I was left alone standing at the door.

Because I felt neglected I finally went to the dining room to help ART prepare lunch .