REMORSEFULLY

Fear of Losing You

Tiara's POV

That night while my husband was in the bathroom I saw his phone ring a few times. Just now I want to answer the call ringing yes stop.I took the flat object and saw there was an incoming message from the green application. Because my husband and I were free to open our phones, I finally opened the message. A new number that sends a message. She wants custody of her son and if my husband doesn't agree she wants the money.

I can guess that the sender of the message was my husband's ex-wife.

I didn't reply to the message, but I deleted it and then blocked the number, so my husband wouldn't find out. It's not that I want to interfere, but I'm afraid that if my husband comes to see him, he'll get angry at his ex-wife, because my husband always said that if he met his ex-wife he would teach her a lesson because it was his vow.

I then screenshot the message and sent it to the group "Beautiful Wife." It was a group made by Fira consisting of me, Fani and Fira. But even though we were the three of us were just begging for mercy. Sometimes we post our children who are playing, even not infrequently we post our husbands with funny captions.

Fani:"Bold also former Mr. Erwin."

Fira.: We'll do it, Doc."

Finally Fira gave me an idea so I could meet him and somehow I immediately agreed with Fira's idea. Honestly, I'm also curious to see Erwin's ex. Sometimes if we hang out with people who like challenges we also follow the idea of challenging it.

Finally I borrowed my husband's phone and unblocked it again and sent a message to Sinta, my husband's ex-wife.

I replied to the message as if my husband was replying to it.

"OK.I'll give you the money but you have to sign the agreement." My reply.

He only replied with three thumbs.

"Tomorrow I'll meet you at Humble Resto, at 10:00" I told him, then I blocked the number again.

The next day when we gathered at Fani's house, we immediately say goodbye to each other's husbands on the grounds of going to the Mall.

Don't forget I took my husband's phone. Because indeed if he is gathering with Rayhan and Ridho he rarely holds a cell phone.

There's guilt for my husband not being honest but I'm also interested in Fira's idea. At that time Fira said that if I do not keep Sinta money, if I love it means she will ask and make her son as a shield.

When we got to the restaurant I was confused how I could meet him if I didn't recognize him. I called him on my husband's phone but I didn't talk. Seeing a woman lift a cell phone then we can guess that she is the one.

I then sent him a message as if Erwin was the one who sent him a message, if we found him in the toilet. I saw him smile, probably feeling his idea would succeed in earning money.

We finally met a look of annoyance on his face when the one who met him was not Erwin. Directly uttering abusive language and insulting me. Although I was four heads old, I felt I was more beautiful than her even though she was young.

Good thing Fira and Fani came over when she was about to slap me.

After Fira gave a warning to Sinta and had pushed him to fall we immediately came out of the restaurant because we were the center of attention. Moreover, there are some people who recognize me because they were once my patients. I could go viral on social media. Why did I forget to wear a mask.

I think the problem until there turned out Sinta came to the restaurant not alone, she came with her husband and one man. Because he did not accept our treatment he eventually followed us and indeed probably intended to harm us. When Fira drove the vehicle at high speed I could not stop reading prayers and Quranic verses so that we did not crash. Really Fira tested our guts. Fortunately, I have no history of heart disease.

After our car stopped, I took the money in my wallet which was about five million, because at first I thought he was either a scum or robbed. All my things will be released if they ask for it other than my wedding ring I deliberately hide.The important thing is they do not harm us. But how surprised when he saw Sinta get out of the car. It turns out he was following us. I gave him the money he asked for even though I don't know what he actually asked for but I'll give it to him by transferring it as long as they don't hurt us.

It made me so emotional when he told me to kneel at his feet to apologize. Who he was told to bow to him. In my heart I will do it if he promises not to harm us. I was just about to negotiate with Sinta Fira already attacking first. Yes I had to take a powerful style that is grabbing her hair. Because that's all I know about fighting. I pulled her hair so much that it came into my hands. While Sinta pulled my hijab.

I admit Fira is an expert in martial arts. With his agility he repelled the man's blow. My hand firmly pulled Sinta's hair while in my heart praying that soon someone would pass by and break us.

Soon the police came and took us to the police station. This is how if not honest with the husband will get misfortune, and eventually caught too. Erwin, Rayhan and Ridho came with difficult to interpret gazes. I know Erwin was very angry when he saw Sinta and her husband, he immediately hit and slapped the couple. That's what I'm afraid of when they meet. But it finally happened too. It was fortunate at the police station that it was unlikely that Sinta and her husband would end up in the Hospital.

On the way home from the police station, Erwin was silent. I also chose to be quiet because I realized that my mistake was not being honest with him. Arriving at Fani's house he did not talk much. Until he went to the back garden and I followed him. As long as we got married just this time she looked annoyed with me. When we got to the garden behind Fani's house, she sat down on the garden chair and I sat next to her.

"I'm sorry, Win." Sincerely said.

No answer from him. He looked like we met for the first time after decades apart.

I approached and grabbed her fingers.

"Sorry.." I said with teary eyes.

He immediately pulled my body in his arms.

"Don't be like this again, Ra, I'm afraid of losing you" he said.

"I promise I won't do it again, especially if I'm okay, right?" My speech.

"I'll teach the damned man a lesson." Said again.

"She has accepted it, I pinched her hair to fall out.hehehe." I joke.

'You ain't nobody sick, Yang?" He looked at my face and my hands.

"The pain is here when you're guaranteed me." I pointed at my chest.

"Eat him don't do anything" my husband said.

"I've been hooked, really make me a heart sport." My words shuddered in horror considering Fira drove the car too fast.

"Oh yes...Hana's married, hasn't she?" I asked my husband.

Hana is my husband's cousin in his 30s who is an elementary school teacher.

"Cock him?" Ask my husband confused.

"There is one anyway." My speech.

"Remember don't do anything anymore.remember..age!!" Her speech.

"Ready...Big Boss." I said while mimicking the style of a respectful person.

My husband just shook his head.

"The longer you catch Fira." Her words chuckled.

There must be honesty in a home. Whatever it is, you need to talk to your partner. Solving problems together will be lighter than solving them yourself.