REMORSEFULLY

REMORSEFULLY
The Power of Panic



A soul mate is one of the most mysterious things like death. No one knows who, when and how someone will find their soul mate.


That's what two lovebirds, Mr. Erwin and doctor Tiara, experienced. Although they have been separated for more than twenty years, they are united and united in a bond called marriage.


This is where we were at the sacred event of those forty-year-old lovebirds. The second face is so happy after the groom recites kabul ijab. Mr. Erwin who I know is cold, stiff and rarely smiles can also fall in love. CLBK with Doctor Tiara. What a very long wait for both until they can reach the level of worship.


Their marriage was held behind closed doors only close family members were present. It didn't take long for them to decide to get married. Maybe because they have known for a long time and have been in a relationship so it only took two months they agreed to a more serious level.


My pregnancy is now in its ninth month. According to the predictions of HPL doctors about one week away. I took the time to attend the wedding of Doctor Tiara and Mr. Erwin.


After the wedding, we rushed home. Coincidentally my two in-laws also came because they already considered Mr. Erwin as a family.


As our wedding gift to the doctors of Tiara and Mr. Erwin, we provide facilities to stay at my husband's hotel for as long as they want.


I'm massaging my feet that are getting swollen due to the effects of being pregnant.


"You tired, honey?" Ask husband.


I just nodded and he helped me to apply the rubbing oil and massage it.


"Sir Erwin and Doctor Tiara again said, Yes...Darling?" I thought they were now the first night.


"Yes must be again ehm..ehm" replied my husband.


"Especially Mr. Erwin has not been that long ago.certainly he is malignant benget, can-can doctor Tiara gout tomorrow morning.Hahaha." Add my husband again.


"Astagfirullah Al - Adzim...Our sins gibahin people, dear." My speech


"Gudge.." My husband stopped his laughter.


"How about we um.ehm too darling." Said my husband raising his eyebrows.


"Look at my stomach, it's so big." My speech.


"And according to doctors it is good to stimulate the birth canal." The reason.


"Mode."


"Come on..Sweetheart! moreover, I will fast again if the baby girl finishes launching later." Said caving.


Seeing his face so beautiful I could not bear to refuse it especially the reason made sense.


"I went to the bathroom first." I rushed to the bathroom.


He smiled as his persuasion worked.


Arriving to the bathroom and walking towards the closet I don't know what I'm doing I immediately slipped and fell.


"www....." My screams.


"Why are you, baby!" My husband shouted after hearing my screams.


I tried to stand up and rushed out of the bathroom


I was surprised to see blood dripping down my thighs.


Immediately I felt pain in my stomach. The pain is getting worse and more twisted.


I tried to get out of the bathroom while holding on to the toilet wall. I opened the bathroom and Rayhan immediately turned to look at me.Seeing me in pain with a pale face accompanied by blood that had filled my sleeping pants made him shout loudly calling me.


Feeling my sight dark I sat in front of the bathroom until I felt someone holding me and taking me out of the room.


I heard my husband screaming.


"Call doctor Tiara quickly!!"


"Ray...are you????"


Until I hear nothing more.


I blinked my eyes and saw it in my eyes all white. The typical aroma of the hospital was very pronounced in my sense of smell.


"Thank God you've come to your senses, dear." Saying husband.


I could only smile because my head was still dizzy with the glare of the lights.


I closed my eyes trying to remember what happened to me.


I remember my content. I immediately felt my stomach and it was no longer distended. My mind was not thinking about the bad things that happened to my baby.


"Our baby's got a special baby, baby." My husband smiled.


"He's healthy?" Much


"Thank God be healthy, dear." His words kissed my forehead.


"I want to see my baby." My love for my husband.


"I'll call doctor Tiara first."


After being examined by a doctor, and my baby was taken and laid next to me. Gratitude and gratitude mix together.


"Our son is beautiful, my dear as you." Saying husband.


Soon papa, mama-in-law, my parents, Mr. Erwin came.


"Congratulations, Fan?" Doctor Tiara.


"False, dok." My speech.


My baby girl has been carried by my mother-in-law.


"Whose name, then,? Ask mama-in-law.


"His name is Fadiyah, Ma." Answer husband.


"Fadiyah ..still little has been a prankster bothering people, cancel her first night Om Erwin" said the mother-in-law as if inviting a newborn baby girl.


Mr. Erwin and doctor Tiara only grinned at the words of the mother-in-law .


"Add more rust." Papa-in-law added, laughing.


"Later often in asah yes ..Win! To be more sharp." Timpal mama-in-law again.


"That's for sure, Auntie ." Said Mr. Erwin suddenly.


Doctor Tiara immediately pinched her husband's waist so that Mr. Erwin immediately groaned in pain. We all laughed at their jokes. Love can really change everything.


Rayhan walked to take my baby in his mother's arms. I just realized he could walk.


"Honey..Wh-you?" My toot.


"Yes, I've been able to walk, my dear, our beautiful daughter is indeed a blessing." My husband said as he carried our baby next to me.


"Alhamdulillah O Allah." I said while crying happily.


I unceasingly give thanks to the Creator for all the abundance of His gifts that were given to my family.


After everyone left the treatment room. I, my husband and our baby are in the room.


Rayhan fed me apples.


I haven't been able to move much because the former caesarean section still hurts and hurts.


"Actually why did you fall." Ask husband.


I told him everything that happened in the bathroom. There is wisdom behind all events. Every event that exists must have a cause and a consequence. Maybe my husband's God's way was in an accident as Mr. Erwin's intermediary met his soul mate. I fell in the bathroom and had the wisdom that my husband could walk back.


"But I wonder why you can go straight, honey?" I asked to feel disbelief.


"I don't know, either, just look at you limp and look at the blood, I was so panicked, I had a fall at first but I was able to stand up and take you to the Hospital on time."Husband says.


"The Power Of Panick, honey, hehehe." My speech.


"That is the power Above, my dear, It is important that we endeavor and pray with sincerity that the Lord must take the place of our prayers." My husband kisses my forehead softly.


"C.oe...."


The sound of my baby crying seemed jealous of our romance.


Rayhan immediately carried him and took him to suckle.


Rayhan's eyes widened to see the source of the life of the baby who was wet because it had come out.


"Mimi's a lot yeah, son.tuh the stock is a lot "Say my husband kept caressing our little baby cheeks.