REMORSEFULLY

Excuse me..

Loving in silence is hard

What else to love people's lovers

Want to be revealed afraid of being rejected

continue on the stamp of damaging people's relationships

But if it continues in the pendam, nyesek in the dalem

And..Finally his choice was to stay covered behind the word "temen"

(that's the greatest fate I've ever had, almost a year I've only been considered friends, maybe you think ''you know his love can't be put together so ngapa'i still hangs with that feeling", yahh I don't know.just say I'm a fool to keep going, but if you ask "have I tried to forget" the answer is 'yes' I've tried but still the result is nil,,,,,, if you ask "have I tried to forget" the answer is 'yes' I have tried but still the result is nil,, how can I forget that he treated me like a precious person, like the day.).

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25 Jul

"happy birthday to me"

"happy birthday, happy birthday, happy birthday to me"

"yehhh happy birthday "me", spirit and continue to give happiness to others yes"

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call

"adekkk"

"ahhhh little kuu, today's birthday "

"happy birthday ya beautiful, sorry can not come and nemeni today, promise after returning later I bring you something special okay"

(yes that day was my birthday, if you ask who said the above sentence, who else if not my best friend, he again with his family in Singapore, Singapore, usually it's just the kids who come to give me cake)

"yes, thanks key"

"just look if behind bawak'in nggk I gift, get ready to receive babble from the sound of cave bells"

"mama, papa, brother, brother, brother you've spoken and love what deck?"

(what kind of question is this)

"not giving, and since when did they say happy birthday, like weird deh lu key"

(that's how it is)

"but usually given a deck"

(yes, if this is for sure)

"at least the mallem brought'in tuh kado lu dek"

"they're not at key's house anymore"

(fate)

"ihhhh don't be sad dong, ahhh want to meet you dehh be deck, here hug aja yahh far"

"they're busy for your sake too, for the sake of giving whatever you want"

"idihhh who is sad, usually I am too ordinary cake, not in the age of me who is now only"

"yes, I understand how I key, they always want to give the best for me, even though I am now ordinary"

(pretend to continue)

"deck later, well, I'll call again, okay, once again happy birthday yes, keep your health and happy continue deck"

"yes thanks, bye bye happy-happy yes there, if you can go home do not singles again wkwwk"

"hahahah, yes pray your friend this is okay, bye bye deck"

Phone disconnected

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**🎶 more beautiful_Adera

When I drowned in sorrow

Time is also reluctant to pass

I promised to close the door of my heart

I don't know for anyone

The more I see the past

The more my heart is uncertain

When I see your smile

And you're present

Change everything

To become more beautiful

You brought my love

Spacey

Makes me feel perfect

And made me whole

'But live life

Both with you forever

You are the best for me**

(if you ask why there are song lyrics above, the answer is that day the man was present in my house while I was singing in a voice that does not deserve to be said good wkwkwkwkwk, he said, carrying one of my favorite matcha cakes :) along with a panda doll, I don't know why he thought of buying the doll)

"assalamualaikum, kuruttt"

(such as the call curutt is also used)

"no need to sing on deck, no ear pain, wkwkwkwkwkw

(it's very rude, isn't it)

"waalaikumsalam, dihhhh cahh eahh brazen well, is as ugly as that what my voice is:( "

"haha, kidding sensi really"

"can not go in, I've been far away, pack the same gift of cake also loh me"

(how not to add, baby)

"heh, don't be crazy you, don't you have entered yahh, without me telling you also have entered Jio"

"wkwkwkwk, yes"

"people home where's the deck??"

"again on the go, mom papa equally bang fadil again to singapore, sister Clara is still in the hospital "

(little info Clara's sister's a doctor)

"what's this cake going to blow?"

"dah pegel I'm holding her, wkwkwkw"

(bottom)

"before the prayer is blown first"

(shut my eyes)

"dad, aamiin"

(whilst rubbing the head)

"happy birthday deck, long life, healthy always whatever your prayers may be granted, happy continue yes"

"Thank you Jo"

"how are the panda dolls?"

(hehe wondered if I was)

"hehe, your eye bags are already in the panda" "hahahaha"

"fearless"

"well, you should be grateful.thanks"

"funny tapi, your cake :)"

(into this, this is what made the fortress collapse)

"go yukk, because today you're an ulta so I want to bring you happy-happy, rather than you at home doang singing is not clear right"

(that's how it was that day, a different birthday from previous years, going to one of the places to play with people you like, one word to draw that day ''happy"... thank you Jo thanks to you that day I felt how to be a person who was so in perioritaskan, even though the day passed so quickly, because you have to go back to your lover...Jo "i You can't be us?)

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