MY HEART DOCTOR

MY HEART DOCTOR
The Early Bright Point of Syahril2



Assalamualaikum my Heart Doctor friend happy to rest huh?


_______ happy reading ________


"Sorry Mimi first." I said to the others and they gawked in disbelief that I was going home on a motorcycle taxi.


I immediately took the ojek and told Abang ojek to walk immediately.


The heartbreak I felt made my head throb a little. I want my heart to pour out, but where should I put it all to my Lord.


Ojek's brother who does his motorbike casually because the streets are filled with students who go home from school. The wind hit my face and took away my tears.


"Yes rabb." That's all I can mutter.


Not long after the brother ojek stopped just below Nyai's house and I immediately went up after paying the fare.


"Assalamualaik." My speech.


"Waalaikum salam." replied Nyai who was on the terrace.


"Quick balek Mi?" ask Nyai.


"Yes to Nyai." I answered and I regretted it and went in.


Because I feel unwell, I immediately fall down without changing my uniform and I do not sleep.


In the afternoon I woke up while the Ashar prayer was reverberating, when I came out to call me.


"Mi, there's satay to eat first." Her speech.


"Let's go, it just so happens to be hungry." I answered, I sat down on the chair and opened the field and ate it with hunger.



Uncle saw me eating voraciously he asked again.


"Slow-punches like not having lunch bae earlier" he said.


"Emang Mimi hasn't eaten Miss. earlier hehe" I replied.


"That's less there's still another pack." Say it by offering a pack of satay that has not been opened.


"Beres is that, Miss, the others have eaten, right?" My toot.


"Already, just bought intentionally in excess.'' Her speech.


"To the sip, Mimi will spend it." I answered with two thumbs up.


And because maybe the effects of hunger I also opened a pack of satay earlier and ate it up to run out.


"Alhamdulillah." I said after feeling full.


Not long ago a postman came and I approached him.


"Eh, sir, there's a Mimi package, right?" My toot.


"There are two." He answered and I received the package and signed the handover.


"Okay sir thank you." My speech.


"Sama-sama" he said.


After I received the package I immediately went inside the new two steps inside sounding greetings from outside.


"Assalamualaik." Prattling


"Waalaikum salam." I answered and turned to the back, it was Di'ah who came.


"Eh Di'ah come on in." take me.


"Out of Mi." I finally sat on the outside porch.


Before long Pakcik and Bicik and his son came out seem to be going out.


"Where are you going Uncle Bicik?" my many.


"We're going to Reza's house." Answer uncle.


Yah Reza is the name of his son, which he meant to his house Reza is to the house of my uncle's parents where his house is sekampung /same neighborhood Emma and Novi even his house is close to Novi's house.


"Yo's sis?" ask me again.


"Yes we are ready." The answer.


"Oh, be careful" I said, and they left.


I saw Di'ah looking at me like asking for an explanation from me.


"What's the matter Di'ah?" My toot.


"Tumben Mimi was riding a motorcycle what's wrong?" Ask her.


"So it was also taken to the canteen Ndak want, Mimi is sick? or there's a problem." Di'ah asked in succession.


"The length is very much Di'ah nanyanya." I chanted and he just looked at me carelessly.


"Mimi has nothing Di'ah, Mimi just felt a little good" I said.


"Mi, Mimi doesn't have a problem with Syahril, right?" I asked her to look at Diah with a smile.


"Mimi, there's no problem with Di'ah." My answer.


"If there's no problem why do you guys like to dance with each other" he asked.


"And it was well brother Ryan asked permission to me he said he wanted to go with Syahril, he wanted to accompany Syahril said." said Di'ah again.


"Mi, Mimi didn't have a problem with Syahril because I saw she was sad again." Di'ah and I just listened to her and there was a bitter taste in the chest.


"Mimi has nothing to do with Di'ah, Mimi also has no problem with Sjahril kok." I explained and smiled bitterly.


"Mi, if there's a problem with the same story I can help me help Mi" he said as he held both of my hands.


"Thank you Di'ah Mimi it's okay" I replied.


"Mi, we don't know and close to Mi's two-day, I know Mimi's problem again if there isn't, Mimi's nature today isn't the Mimi trait I've known all along." Squeak Di'ah and I just smiled hearing it.


"Awah we do not know a day two days and Di'ah know Mimi if there is a personal problem does not want to tell it to anyone except if the matter of hahaha lessons" I said.


"Issa Mimi ni." she asked, hugging my arm.


"Ehmm Di'ah in the afternoon Mimi wants to take a shower first" I said and subtly chased away to Di'ah because I did not want to hear her tweet again.


"I haven't had a shower yet." He said and grinned the horse and immediately passed down.


"Greetings waalaikum." I shouted.


"Eh yes I forgot Assalamualaikum" he said with a cry.


After he came home I immediately went to clean myself and after that I closed the windows because the sky had started to dim not forgetting I also turned on the lights in the house.


Because again I am an impediment then I do not serve my duty to the Khalik. I saw the package I put on my bed and immediately I opened the package and as usual it was a matter and a package about a little summary of the lesson.


I read the package book containing the summaries before I read the subject.


At the same time reading sound vibration sound my hp because my hp is silent so only shakes are heard.


Dert dert dert, I immediately saw who contacted me and it turned out that it was my Idho bang also immediately raised it.


"Assalamualaikum" I said.


"Waalaikum hail Mi" he replied.


"What's going on?" my many.


"Mimi what's wrong? ask her anyway.


"I mean Brother?" ask again.


"What's wrong Mimi?" Ask.


"Ih Abang nih nanya even back nanya" I said.


"Hahaha, so what's wrong with Brother Mimi?" ask her again.


"Mimi doesn't have anything bang, why?" my answer.


"Mimi has a problem with Syahril?" tanyakanya.


"Hmm why is everyone doing it all" I said.


"Well, because Mimi is different today" he replied. "Mimi has a problem with Syahril?" ask again.


"If there's no problem why did you see the two of you in that room" he said.


"That's Brother Bae's feeling." My words diverted the conversation.


I heard Adzan's voice and I wanted to end the call.


"The first adhan is yes." ucaoku.


"Mi, don't run away." Her speech.


"Ye who wants to run away at night hahaha." I said.


"Jawab question Brother earlier" he said.


"There really is no problem with Mimi bang, it's already a prayer tuh tuh tuh salah lah again Abang tu." I said.


"Hemm" said.


"Udah bang assalamualaikum" I said and immediately turned off the phone unilaterally without hearing his greeting.


After disconnecting the phone I saw contact Syahril this time he was online and he made status with sad emoticons.


I saw her feeling bitter in the chest and just muttering "What's the matter with you sister?" and no more tears.


"Yes Rabb forgives the servant who put too much heart on him." I murmured in my heart.


"Make my heart strong, Lord, by what will happen" I murmured again.


Be ill.. Yes there is pain in my heart with all this, I feel not ready with what the next decision is because I feel we have no problem.


Lying in my ear the words "Decks may we be in a match with God someday, because brother does not want us to be separated." every ringing words added pain in my heart.


"I know Rabb that sustenance, soul mate and death are in your hands, strengthen my heart Rabb." I murmured with tears that I could not bear anymore.


**


Days have passed I try to organize my heart and I rarely go to the cafeteria with my friends, if they invite me then I always refuse and give an excuse if I am still full.


Every time I meet him by accident I avoid him even I don't want to look him in the eye.


I tried to set my heart as before I knew it by its name love I wanted to go back to the way I used to be despite all the pain and hardship.


My friends who always see and get my answer to that even as if they understand and they no longer ask me much.


Every hour of rest I go straight to the library to fill in the question sheets from my bimbel packages. I always sat in a corner covered by bookshelves.


**


If at school my friends don't ask me anymore but it's different from home sometimes Nyai, Niggles or uncle always ask him because usually if Sunday night he is always home and now he is no longer there to show himself.


"Mi, did Tumben Syahril come home every Sunday night?" ask uncle.


"Yes Mi, have you broken up?" Ask Biggie.


Every time they asked like that there was a bitter and tight feeling in my chest.


"She's busy, Miss, she's in third grade" I said.


"Oh yeah, kirain, you guys broke up." Answer Bicik.


"Emm Idak." I answered yes I can only answer that because I don't know if I broke up with him or not yet clear my relationship with him does not know what.


Sunday night I spent reading novels from MY HEART DOCTOR, FLOWERS and now there is a new novel that I currently like there is a titled SALAH NAME BERUNTUNG CINTA by Uni putri Tanjung I like to read it because there is a funny.


While waiting for the novels overcome the update I also read the novel by Fresh Nazar entitled HOT MAN ON CAMPUS and BABY MY LOVE which is a hilarious story and there is also a novel about the children of the santri BIDADARI SANG GUS by Aliira Asyfa.


At least by reading funny novels or horror genre novels can forget a moment of fatigue even though tomorrow when school I will face it again.


**


Sunday morning without any wind and rain Shahril came home and I am still asleep.


"Mi's.." Nyai called me many times but I did not wake up so Nyai went into my room and opened my window so that the rays of malenyari went inside.


Because of the glare I squinted my eyes and I saw Nyai in my room.


"Mi woke up in the afternoon outside there was Syahril." Cunning behind the bedroom door.


"Hem." I said because my eyes were still sleepy from reading the novel until three in the morning.


"This is a slave instead of waking up and pulling a blanket." Say it while pulling my blanket.


"Mimi is still sleepy." I said "sunday is also school" I said.


"Come on the school district outside there is a shahril from before waiting." cried Bicik, "the hunt there woke up"he said again and passed away.


I who hear between dreams or real are reluctant to wake up. "Hmm the collision home" I said softly as I realized "What!!" Nyai who saw me immediately jumped from the fall he also patted me.


"Makoe quickly woke up girls wake up in the afternoon." nagged Nyai. (so quickly wake up girls wake up in the afternoon).


I immediately woke up and went straight to the living room turned out he was sitting in the living room on the uncle's farm.


The uncle who saw me just woke up disheveledly just shook his head.


"Mii.. Mi.. Wake up at least wash his face first." The tagur but I ignored it and immediately looked at him and he just smiled.


Soon the snickers came out neatly I asked.


"Where are you, sister?"


"Sickey wants to follow your uncle to the cage." The answer. "Come bang." Bicik.


"Yes, Real uncle left first, be careful later if you leave" he said I only link my eyebrows.


"Within there Mi dak be ashamed of what Syahril" said uncle and I replied with a smile.


I was still standing leaning against the door after Uncle and Niggling left. I refused to speak first until Syahril spoke.


"I'm not tired of deck standing." Her speech.


"Hemm is ordinary." I replied.


"Sir." called him and I turned to him.


"Sit down first brother's feelings don't have debt." He joked and told me to sit down.


"Ah time!!!" I answered and sat in the chair facing him.


Syahril continued to look at Mimi and Mimi continued to strengthen her heart.


"Tumben no wind no rain comes." I quipped and he looked at me softly.


I tried hard even though my heart was mixed there was a sense of longing, pain, disappointment ahh everything I wanted to bestow.


He stood up and approached Mimi and she crouched down in front of Mimi and took Mimi's hands while saying "Sorry".


"I'm sorry big brother, you don't know what to say." Speak with a loud voice.


Mimi did not budge and was reluctant to see him, Mimi tried to strengthen herself so that her tears did not come out again.


"Dek look at brother" he said, cupping his hands into Mimi's face and pointing towards his face.


"I'm sorry, sister misses you equally." He said with trembling lips.


I kept quiet and just listened to him, yes I wanted to listen to what the real reason was but never said. The bottom of the tears can not be invited to compromise finally dripped on Mimi's cheeks.


Shahril who saw Mimi was silent without saying and tears were dripping, the more sad in his eyes he also wiped Mimi's tears with both thumbs on each side.


"I'm sorry brother." Her speech.


I think Syahril came to do something other than apologize??"


Thank you for the nyicil ups, do not forget to give your support yes because of your support my encouragement to work.


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