MY HEART DOCTOR

I'm gonna let you go

In the afternoon one hour before Maghrib, they had arrived at the modest house of Bungin hamlet.

Before entering the house, Mimi looked at the house sadly. A simple house full of memories.

Mimi breathes deeply, this simple house reminds her of her childhood home.

Houses that stand in the middle of other houses, kinship viscosity that is still awake to each other.

Although Mimi seemed cute, but she quickly mingled with the local community.

"Sir, come on in." call Syahril and invite Mimi in.

Mimi smiled nodding at Syahril, but behind her smile there was a sorrow beyond remembering the words of Shahril the other day.

"Why are you still good to me sister, even though you accept another girl as your wife" Mimi said in her heart.

Mimi is determined to return to guard her heart and prepare her mind and heart. He did not want to fall back, if Syahril really married the girl of choice of grandfather and his family.

Everyone in this house has taken a bath, only Mimi has not taken a bath because Mimi chose to cook, even though they had previously bought side dishes at the restaurant.

After the rice has been cooked, kale vegetables have been stir-fried, then Mimi went to take a bath.

Everyone in this house chose congregational prayers at the mosque, only Mimi prayed alone at home.

As usual after the prayer Mimi will pit the pepper of the creator and after that he took the time to teach for a moment.

Mimi repeatedly took her breath, at the sight of the bed that some days she was here to occupy it with Syahril.

Mimi moved to clean her prayer kit, Mimi sat in the mattress bag while wiping the mattress quietly.

"I'm not the one sleeping here anymore. Only a few more days I'll fuck you" Mimi told the bed.

"The other woman who fucked you, the other woman who accompanied her days" said Mimi raucously held back her tears.

"O Allah" said Mimi, calling her Lord's name, Mimi wiped away the tears that escaped her eyes.

Mimi tried hard in front of everyone, Mimi still behaved as usual, like there was no problem between them.

Kindness, Syahril's attention to himself did not change at all.

"You said it was just me, brother, but why did you end up receiving it too."

"If I have to give up again, I will sincerely let you go again."

"After this, I don't know where to go in my life."

"Maybe I won't believe in men or love anymore."

"I'm going to bury this feeling, I should be able to" Mimi said encouragingly.

Their conversation the other day that continued to ring, made Mimi strengthen herself from now on.

Satisfied he poured out his heart alone in this room. The room will be her memories, beautiful memories and memories that will probably be the worst memories of her life.

Mimi got out of the bed and went out of the room. Mimi did not know where to calm her heart.

As Mimi moves into the kitchen, while Mimi is about to take warm water in the dispenser, Mimi sees the sack in the Samling dispenser.

Mimi opened the sack, Mimi's eyes widened when she saw the contents of the sack.

"Astaghfirullah, jengkol" said Mimi. Yes, that's the jengkol that Sofyan's parents gave her the other day.

"It's still good" said Mimi, lifting the sack.

Mimi pulled out the jengkol, Mimi held a plastic mat and Mimi put Jengkol out on the mat.

Mimi sat down with a knife, one by one Mimi peeled the Jengkol and Mimi pressed it into the basin that had been filled with water, Mimi soaked the jengkol overnight.

The house people have come home from musholla, they see a deserted house. Even their greetings from outside no one answered him.

"Is Mimi asleep?" ask Ryan.

"Maybe." replied Syahril and went straight to the room.

Arriving in the room, Syahril did not find Mimi's whereabouts.

"Where else do you deck, the hobby is lost" said Syahril by putting his prayer equipment on the table in his room.

Syahril came out of the room, as did Di'ah and Ryan.

"Ada?" ryan asked when he saw Syahril coming out alone, Syahril shook his head.

"Well, where is he going at night?" ryan said, Syahril just shrugged both shoulders.

Everyone is thinking about where Mimi is going or where Mimi is at the moment.

"There's no way he's in the cabin" Ryan said suddenly.

"Crazy for you." replied Shahril, whose mind was also there but it was impossible because it was night instead of day.

"Basing bae sister, this is the night where Mimi might be there" said Di'ah.

"Yes, where do you keep? usually if you say that, if you don't sleep, he's there." said Ryan.

When everyone is busy with their thoughts on finding where Mimi is, the person they are looking for is engrossed in her activities with the jengkol.

Mimi did not hear because her ears were on the earset, Mimi peeled off the jengkol while listening to music.

The three of them finally decided to look for Mimi outside the house, that is, in the cottage because their thoughts stuck in the cottage even though their hearts said no and impossible but the logic they had found before if Mimi as I was there they Kun preferred silly thoughts that's.

As they were walking towards the door, Shahril who was earlier than them stopped.

yummy Kaka saw a human sitting on the floor with his leisure.

"Why Real?" ryan asked softly, Syahril shook his head and pointed down beside them.

"Astaghfirullah" said Ryan, Mimi who felt someone else in the kitchen turned her back and saw who it was. Mimi looked at the three waist-ridden men with horror gazes at her by linking her eyebrows together.

"Why? what's up?" mimi asked them without letting go of the earset that was still attached, the remixed Indian song was still playing.

"We're looking at you Mi" said Di'ah, Mimi linking her eyebrows together.

"No, I'm not going to listen to the deck, look at the ears" Ryan said.

"Well!" mimi replied, Syahril approached Mimi and crouched down in front of Mimi. Syahril opened the covers in both of Mimi's ears.

"What's wrong?" ask Mimi again when the earplugs are gone.

"Think of you!!" ryan said, Mimi was only indifferent by shrugging her shoulders.

Ryan, Di'ah and Shahril let out their breaths.

"Dah deck let's eat laparrrrr." said Ryan invites Di'ah to eat, Di'ah immediately prepare and serve food for Ryan.

Syahril was still looking at Mimi who had not yet moved from her seat.

"Sister not eating? ask Mimi.

"You alone?" ask Syahril.

"Mimi was already" Mimi replied lying.

"Where is the evidence?" asked Syahril.

"The evidence is here." Mimi replied by holding her stomach.

"Yaudah, let's eat first" said Mimi who immediately moved. Mimi took the plate and prepared the meal for Syahril. After Mimi served rice and sea dishes in a dish to the front of Syahril, Mimi resumed her work.

Ryan felt like there was a change in Mimi. Shahril let out a breath of seeing Mimi as she always was.

Before long the children came, Mimi who did not eat immediately went to taknluoa she took her hijab in the room first.

"Assalamualaikum" they all said.

"Greetings waalaikum" replied Mimi with a nose sniffing a mouth-watering scent.

"Mother doctor, Ado Mak samo was the father here. This is Dio bring and for the doctor" said Soni Raka's sister who holds a plastic bag and Riki and Sofyan carry a sack together.

(Mother doctor, there was Mak same father here. Here they brought this for Doctor 'Mom)

"Emm duren huh?" Mimi guessed the contents of the sack that Sofyan was carrying.

"Yes, ma'am, the doctor, was the same father here, the doctor did not come home" replied Sofyan.

"Judah you guys come in." replied Mimi and they Kun went in together. Riki and Sofyan and Soni bring their luggage to the kitchen.

"Have you eaten?" shahril asked when he saw the three children in the kitchen.

"Oak doctor." replied the three of them.

"That's what?" ask Di'ah.

"Oo this was the same father Mak here Mom, they kept bringing this order all for Mimi's doctor" Sofyan replied. Diah smiled nodded.

"It's over there Ki." Said Syahril, the three of them lun nodded and put all their luggage according to Shahril's instructions.

Three hours passed and they went home, before Mimi gave her the book she had bought while in town.

"Oh yeah, you guys don't go home just yet. Don't wait." said Mimi and headed to the room.

Mimi took the books she bought for them.

"This is for you" said Mimi by giving a book according to his level.

"This is a book to help you learn. Maybe I live a few more days here, so I hope you keep learning yes, don't miss learning." said Mimi.

"Wanna go home to LA?" soni asked, Mimi nodded.

"You, if you want to succeed, have to work hard, study hard. Do not be negligent and lazy because it will not lead you to success" said Mimi gave her advice.

Soni, Raka, Sofyan and Riki lowered their heads. They'll feel lost if there's no more Mimi. The four peacocks were very close to Mimi.

"When is Balek here again?" Soni asked, Mimi smiled wryly.

"Mimi doesn't know" Mimi replied with a smile. Yes Mimi will feel lost to them too later.

What's more, later he will not accompany Syahril so automatically Mimi will never return in this hamlet.

"Mom hope you help each other" said Mimi, nodding.

"Yaudah ma'am, if that's how we go home first" said Fika and her friends.

"She be careful." Mimi replied, after shaking hands they went home.

Riki and his sister and cousin are still sitting in his place.

"Mom" call Riki.

"Yes Riki." replied Mimi.

"When's mom coming home?" ask Riki

"Maybe two or three days lag" replied Mimi, Syahril and the others just listened.

"Emm good." answered Riki.

"Then we go home first" he added by greeting Mimi and the others.

"Wait a moment" Mimi said again and walked into the room. Mimi took the clothes she bought for the four of them.

"It's for you" Mimi said, giving each one a plastic bag.

"Thank you ma'am." they said.

"Sama-sama" Mimi replied by stroking Raka and Soni's heads.

Mimi went back to the kitchen, ignoring the three humans in the house. Mimi headed for the sack they had brought earlier.

Mimi opened a plastic bag and a small sack.

"Pete, jengkol" said Mimi.

"Jambu" said Mimi again and took all the goods out of the sack and plastic bag.

The eyes sparkled when he saw the contents of one sack that was quite large. Without saying Mimi took her favorite fruit.

Syahril, Ryan and Di'ah went to the kitchen. They had been holding back from wanting to open the sack that smelled stinging.

As the three of them, they gawked to see Mimi was already hanging out in front of the sacks.

"Woy Mi," Ryan said by shouting when he saw Mimi asik himself ate for the skinned thorns.

"Hmm" said Mimi by looking at them with their mouths still a piece of durian fruit.

"It is my favorite food to forget the same people" said Syahril, Mimi smiled while removing durian seeds from her mouth.

"Hehe, kirain y'all are not doyan." said Mimi by taking another one and put it in her mouth.

Syahril took one of Mimi's durian fruits, and also ate it, which the cloth also followed in the footsteps of Shahril.

"Our ice, open it yourself. Do not have Mimi taken." said Mimi by running away the rest of the durian fruit seeds.

"If anyone has been opened, why bother to open Mi again" said Ryan who was about to take again but his hand was on the same page as Mimi.

"Just kid, that's called a slacker. Open it yourself there, there's still a lot of it." replied Mimi.

Syahril and others also review durian fruit themselves, tonight they eat durian with all their content.

"In case it gets hot, get drunk anyway, drink water in a nyo pot" Di'ah said by putting water in a durian and drinking it.

(tampuk\=kulit durian part indentation)

"It's a myth" Mimi replied.

"That's kato-kato tuo mi, apo wrong nyo in follow and in cubo." replied Di'ah.

(That's the words of Ami's parents, what's wrong in being followed and tried)

"Hmm." replied Mimi.

After satisfied eating durian then they enter into their respective rooms. Before entering Mimi's room wash her face first, do not forget Mimi berwudhu.

Arriving in the room, Mimi sat in front of the dressing table in the room. Mimi uses her serum and night cream.

Shahril sat on the bed with her legs crossed and her head on the back of the bed. Syahril saw Mimi who was cool with her routine.

"Dek." call Syahril, Mimi turned her head without answering.

"What's wrong?" shahril asked when she saw him looking at her, Mimi silently did not answer and continued her routine.

"Dec," call Shahril again when he sees Mimi not reprimanding him.

"Hmm" replied Mimi

"What's wrong?" Shahril repeated the question.

"What's up" replied Mimi.

"Here first." said Syahril by patting the mattress asking Mimi to approach him. Mimi was still silent.

"Daddy," call him.

"Here first, someone wants an omongi brother" he said. Mimi's heart feels bad. Mimi was afraid that she would be in Shahril's omongi about her marriage.

Mimi bekum is ready, although from yesterday she tried to prepare mentally.

"Sir.." called out to her with a hopeful look, Mimi nodded and approached Shahril, Mimi sitting next to him.

"Sit here" he said, looking at his thigh, Mimi shook her head.

"Here you go, what do you want, brother omongi?" mimi.

"Sit here, sister kangen" he said by pulling Mimi's hand, finally Mimi sat on his lap.

"No serious talk" he said with his chin on Mimi's shoulders, Mimi's chest ticking.

"Emm" said Mimi.

"So morning umma called again" said Syahril, Mimi's chest tightened.

"They all asked my sister to marry the girl of their choice, next Sunday." Mimi tried hard even though tears fell inside.

"How do you think?" ask Syahril.

"Emm did the girl approve? the girl's parents have agreed." said Mimi without seeing Syahril's face. Shahril tightened his embrace.

"Emm big sister is sure the girl must have accepted it, her parents have also strongly agreed that even the two families also strongly agree."

"They want her marriage to be accelerated, which is Sunday the dean when we go home to Jambi." tightness that Mimi felt, afraid and not ready that's also what Mimi felt.

"How do you think? is she willing to sacrifice?'' shahril said and asked Mimi pepper.

"Oh Allah, shall I sacrifice again. If yes, strengthen the servant.'' said Mimi in her heart.

"Didn't Mimi sacrifice all this time? if it makes the big brother and the big brother's family happy, Mimi will sacrifice again" said Mimi.

"Correct? adek sincerely sacrificed himself adek?" said Syahril and increasingly make tightness in Mimi's chest.

"Hmm" replied Mimi.

"Thank you deck, brother is getting more affectionate and love equally adek" said Syahril by continuing to kiss Mimi.

"It's happy that you're sister, hear me tell you.."

"Well, I'm sincere with you brother, may you live happily." Mimi said in her heart with a look on Syahril's face full of happiness.

"Okay now we sleep yes, tomorrow brother wants to go to the hill and tell everything." said Syahril by peeling Mimi's forehead, Mimi nodded, they also lay down their bodies with their respective feelings.

tbc