MY HEART DOCTOR

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The mother who was also silent was confused to decide because all good intentions were wrong, but all things only God was the all-regulating human life on this earth.

Mother repeatedly took her breath, sometimes she felt sorry for her son's life which seemed too winding to lead to happiness.

"God, why is so great a test in the lives of my children" said the mother in her heart.

"Hamba also does not know what to make a decision" said the mother again.

Mother is back to contemplating herself, in this week actually she and both Syahril have planned all for the best reception for their children.

But every road they take there is always an obstacle.

The beginning of their intention was only kabul, after Mimi finished the new exam they will carry out the reception.

because they have a large family, the decision is not necessarily their own.

They also chatted between two families, ala again they found out Mimi took her leave of absence until 3 weeks so they decided that it was not only a meeting but also a reception, after all, Mimi's exam is two is no longer how they thought before.

When contacting them that week and Mimi also agreed then they were more excited and when they received the agreement they Kun immediately completed their previous plan.

But a plan can only be a plan. When they run as if there is an obstacle.

From the hotel and the balairoom they had planned it turned out to have been booked up to the next two weeks.

Yes, although the hotel is actually owned by Afkar, but afkar can not immediately cancel others for the benefit of his family what else the person has been booking in advance.

Afkar also helped find his partner hotel namu just as all have been booked.

umma and Babah are not only confused by the hotel problem but they are also confused about WO which is also full of schedules for the next three weeks.

actually there is another Wo only WO does not have a welding criteria in their hearts.

Not only that they also get obstacles in KUA, the business of registering them smoothly but the business of making a deal again faltered.

What else did they register just Monday.

"O Allah is it with our steps that are always obstacles is the answer from you" said the mother in her heart when remembering the obstacles they faced until now.

"So" said my mother again.

"Mimi is up to your decision. Mimi does not want to disappoint you again" said Mimi resigned.

Mimi had to take that urgent decision, finally taking a decision that disappointed herself.

Mimi does not care how disappointed she is as long as the people she cares about are not disappointed anymore.

"And we're Real?" ask Shahril who is silent. Seen as Shahril took her breath in.

"Shahril spoke to me the same umma and Babah" he replied, he also did not want to rashly make a decision.

Seeing Ryan awake, Ryan also invited Syahril to go home because they will also go to the office immediately.

"Riil, turn yok." said Ryan.

"Hmm" replied Syahril.

"Emm Mak, Ariil came home first because Ariil wants to go to the office this afternoon" said Syahril.

"Yes, son." answered my mother.

"Sister, just take the car" Mimi said.

"Emmm. RIli." call Syahril to Ari Mimi's sister.

"Yes bang." answered Ari.

"Can you bring a car?" ask Syahril.

"Can bang." replied Ari.

"Please interracial Brother ya." said Syahril.

"Antar?" ari asked confusedly.

"Yes, this is Mimi's car so please take the bang to sebrang ya." said Syahril.

Ari looked towards Mimi and Mimi nodded her head.

"Em yaudah bang, come on" said Ari and they say goodbye and immediately go home.

In the house Mimi who is still silent and more daydreaming in the note eh her mother.

I understand how Mimi is feeling right now. Between the ideals he had planned or disposed of and repeating the next year.

"What's your decision, son?" mother asked by patting Mimi who looked blankly at the road that had no car.

Miki was still silent and she went back inside the house and sat down on her hairy ambal

"Which way does my mom think?" asked Mimi while hugging Batak who was embraced Syahril earlier. The fragrance of Syahril's perfume attached to the pillow made Mimi feel calm.

Before Mak answered him Mak hamlet while holding the hand of his confused daughter.

"Follow your heart, don't make decisions that will make you regret it." said the mother, Mimi looked at her mother but suddenly her tears shed.

"If Mimi follows your heart, Mimi subdues your hopes and disappoints you again" Mimi said with tears

"This decision is indeed difficult, son, both are part of your planning. But who would have thought the planning came simultaneously" said the mother.

"All are part of your greatest ideals, but coming together like this makes your heart doubt."

"Honestly, my mother was happy when she heard that your test was accelerated so she didn't wait two instead of the next one. But you're also confused if it turns out that the acceleration time is only a matter of days."

"Now Wednesday, tomorrow is Thursday" said the mother with a smile on her daughter.

"Jambi's trip to LA is almost two days," said the mother predicts the distance of time.

Mimi was confused as to why her mother said that.

"If you choose to take this exam then the time is not much."

"Not the last Saturday?" mother asked, Mimi nodded.

"Pursue your main ideals, son." said the mother.

"But Mak." replied Mimi

"No word but son."

"Maybe God wants our initial planning" said Mimi, puzzled by her mother's intentions.

"Preliminary planning?" ask Mimi.

"Yes, the initial plan. Your initial plan or your mother's plan, the same father umma and your Babah just get along first, the reception after you graduate" said the mother.

"Why is that?" mimi asked not to understand.

"Because these three days after we heard your approval we immediately moved to catch up with time. But it turned out that time we could not pursue" said the mother, Mimi was confused by her mother's statement.

Mom smiled while patting her son's hand.

"After hearing you agree, we immediately carried out our previous planning, but.." said emgan moaning towards Mimi again.

"But we always get the obstacles" said the mother.

"Remains?" ask Mimi.

"Yes, Umma and Babah you want your wedding to be lively and carried out in your Abang Afkar hotel."

"But it turns out the hotel balairoom has been booked up to the next two weeks." Mimi was silent but she was stunned to hear it

"Babah and umma you are not discouraged, they are looking for other hotels that have spacious or at least balairoom. Isa accommodates an invitation of min 300-500 people, but the hotel that can accommodate that much has also been booked." explained the mother, Mimi only said istighfar.

"Not only is the hotel, wo and cathering the same, nothing is empty for this Week. Even if there's umma and babah you don't like."

"While the wo and catering they like is full if they use their services if not Thursday tomorrow, it will be three weeks in the future" said the mother explained.

"I think this is an answer from God son because we are greedy" said the mother.

"Yes we are greedy, at first we ask to expedite so that you agree to marry even if only a contract, our rope is even greedy not only akad but all reception."

"But it turns out that God didn't grant you the answer to your part of prayer that is the test of equality" replied the mother.

"It's up to you now, son. Maybe with you disappointing a lot of people at least your efforts are not in vain."

"Or you waste the opportunity to please the crowd but in your heart you will be disappointed and regret it in the future" said the mother is a speech from the answer of Mimi's heartbreak.

Arriving at home, Syahril went straight into his house. Ryan's attack and Di'ah they're both directly in between back to Ryan's house.

"Assalamualaikum umma" said Syahril by greeting and kissing the back of the hand umma and others and do not forget Syahril kissed his cheek

"Waalaikum salam nak." replied umma with the nemeluk of her youngest child.

"What's wrong?" babah asked when he saw Syahril's grim face.

"Hmmm, it smells like duren" said umma.

"Yes bring it from the hamlet of umma, it's taken with Wak Ainun" replied Syahril.

"Keep your face why?" Babah repeated the question because Syahril had not answered

"There is no reason to be bahril." replied Syahril.

"Ndakn't do anything, it's a grim face" said grandfather.

"Capek Tok." replied Syahril by sitting on the sofa and his head was on the lap of his umma.

"What's wrong?" ask umma who has confidence if her child is not okay.

"Emm, umma. How's preparations?" tanya Syahril switched the conversation. Shahril saw umma and Babah and all the yabg in this family room while breathing out

"If it's always a constraint, it's better to stop" said Syahril, so that all look towards him.

"What do you mean, son?" ask umma.

"Yes, what's wrong? why did you stop." asked Syahril.

"Are you playing Mimi!!" ask Babah.

"It's not so bad" said Syahril.

"Keep what!!" babah.

"Mimi's a test tomorrow Monday." replied Syahril, everyone was speechless.

"Maybe it is not our soul mate to build a household ark." said Syahril again with a sigh.

"If umma or Babah has been there to book, cancel it.'' he said.

"Son, then it doesn't have to be canceled. We still do it after Mimi finishes the exam." said umma.

"Cancel umma, maybe bekum matenya" said Syahril and he went to the stairs and he went to his room.

Shahril laid his body on the big bed.

"Why does it always end this way, Lord."

"Do I not deserve to be happy with him."

"Why is there always a constraint on us towards your halal." Said Syahril who was feeling desperate.

He tried to close his eyes for a while before eight he would return home to the health office.

at Mimi's house doing the same thing, Mimi felt she had done so much wrong.

There was not the slightest bit in his heart to make a sense of disappointment in the person he cared about.

"Sorry Mimi, brother," muttered Mimi there was a tightness in her chest when she saw Syahril who looked disappointed.

Miki moves on and Mimi heads to the bathroom to clean herself and ablaze. Mimi will perform the sunnah prayer again.

Mother feels sorry for her daughter, mother knows if Mimi is worried because both of her ideals that she had been planning.

Sometimes we can only try but everything God determines.

Had Mimi found out if her exams had accelerated she probably wouldn't have said she agreed to get married this month.

The email was written almost a week ago. When Mimi and Syahril to the sub-district after the assignment to the hamlet next to the email should have entered but maybe because the network is lacking or maybe Mimi did not notice any incoming email from the campus.

Mimi was quiet a lot after the Sunnah prayer again that Mimi did not come out of her room, while Syahril who initially wanted to close his eyes was paled because almost an hour of his eyes did not go to be invited to rest.

"O Allah, forgive all the sins of past servants. If Mimi is the soul mate of the servant give the servant a way wherever and however." said Syahril, after he said that he went to his bathroom to cleanse himself and ablution.

After cleansing himself and ablution Shahril spread his word to pray Sunnah and he also complained to his Rabb.

Umma, Babah and the rest of the family who were at home became worried about Syahril.

Especially the grandfather who became increasingly guilty to see his favorite grandson a lot of moody.

He felt sorry for what he had done before.

Before long Syahril also came down dressed neatly.

"Where are you going, son?" asked the grandfather with a sad look, Syahril smiled and approached the grandfather.

"Shahril is going to the cake health department, Grandpa has taken the medicine?" ask Syahril.

"Alhamdulillah already." said the grandfather by stroking the shoulder of Shahril who sat in front of him.

"I'm sorry, Grandpa" said Syahril, smiling.

"Sorry what's cake for?" ask Syahril.

"Sorry has made you difficult" said the grandfather with a sad look.

"Not cake, Arill's sorry. Forgive Syahril who never hurt Grandpa's heart." said Syahril while laying his head on the lap of the grandfather.

Grandpa was more and more guilty of seeing the beloved granddaughter who looked desperate.

"There must be a way, son," said the grandfather by stroking Syahril's hair lovingly.

"Grandfather is sure after this you will be happy, only to achieve that happiness you are tested to see the ability of each of you."

"God will always test his people, God will test for those whom he believes are able to face and run."

"Trust me, God knows that you two are capable of dealing with it. Keep praying and hushnudzon to him" said the grandfather gave his advice.

"Yes cake, grandfather help his prayer as well." said Syahril.

"Of course, son, do'a grandfather always climbing right for you."

"People, I'm sorry Syahril had to go to the office first. Grandpa don't forget to rest a lot." said Syahril

"Yes, go and be careful not to forget to pray." said grandfather reminded.

"Yes cake, Ariil departs first. alAssalamualaikum."

"Greetings" replied the grandfather.

Syahril also went to the official office, before he left he also said goodbye to his parents and greeted them one by one.

Although his heart was troubled he never forgot his duty as a child or a doctor.

Umma who saw the sadness, disappointment pepper his son.he also intends to contact Mimi's mother, as well as Mimi's mother she also intends to contact her prospective iron.

tbc

Assalamualaikum, a new apology to today's update, even though the script was written two days ago. It's just said it's less than 500 words so it hasn't been submitted yesterday.

please pray yes so that the author is healthy, my cold has not yet healed making the head frown in added whimper relapse again from so long.

Thank you for your support.