MY HEART DOCTOR

I'm willing to let you go (sahril3's marriage)

After getting off the stage and having performed two songs for the bride, Mimi walked up to Di'ah who was talking to Umm Parida.

Mimi has faith that Ummi Parida is me!talk about Di'ah and Ryan's relationship.

Mimi who originally wanted to get close to Di'ah undo her intentions, Mimi went back to looking for her other best friend.

Stranger, that's what Mimi feels at this moment. For some reason Mimi became foreign, many glares of eyes looked towards her.

Mimi did not know it was the glare of disgusted eyes, hate, pity or sad. If possible shout maybe Mimk will scream loudly in this place.

When Mimi's eyes are looking for her best friends who are happy where it seems to be lost like in the swallow of the earth. Mimi sees Afkar's bang and Mimi chases after him. Only bang Afkar is the person that Mimi knows today.

"Bang" called Mimi when approaching Afkar's bang with her friend.

"Dec" said.

"What's wrong?" ask her.

"Emm there is nothing bang Mimi joined with Brother ya" said Mimi, Afkar only saw Mimi. Afkar had avoided Mimi, not wanting to see her grief at Mimi.

"Can yes.. Mimk ndak keemunkemana everyone, Mimi like a stranger here." said Mimi lirih.

"O Allah, Deck" Afkar murmured in his heart.

"Why feel the stranger deck?" ask Afkar.

"Let's see, why do they see Mimi like that?" mimi. Afkar also looked towards the front, well everyone was still looking at Mimi.

"Here you go, sit down with Brother" said Afkar !let Mimi sit with him.

"Kar Hey? who?" ask his college friend bang Afkar here first.

"She, emm her Mimi my sister-in-law.'' answered her.

"Sister-in-law? which sister-in-law is Af?" ask his friend one.

"From Syahril." she replied.

"What!!! crazy you mean Syahril already has a wife? mad Syahril want to marry the same girl" said friends Afkar who know how the story of his family Syahril.

"Huum him girlfriend Syahril has not become a wife" said Afkar.

"Yes the same, knapa was not invited to elope.'' he said.

Mimi who heard their debate just silently looked down, it turns out she was wrong to join her mind.

"It has not been discussed" Afkar said, ending it by coding in view of Mimi's grief. All the friends of bang Afkar also looked towards Mimi who lowered her head.

"Sorry deck" said one of Afkar's friends, Mimi raised her head and nodded and smiled.

"If it hurts you can still smile on the deck" said one of the friends bang Afkar in pity.

Dimeja Di'ah and Ummi Parida and Ummi Zulaikhah are advising Di'ah.

"Son, why did you come to such a decision with Ryan?" ask Ummi Zulaikhah.

"Yes son, even though Ummi had planned to propose kamun after Syahril proposed to Mi." said Ummi Parida stopped unable to say things that did not happen.

"Sorry Ummi, once again I'm sorry. I cannot continue our relationship. Again I'm sorry." said Di'ah.

"But son what is your excuse?" ask Ummi Parida. Ryan just looked at Di'ah with an incomprehensible look.

"Di'ah has no reason whatsoever ummi, other than.." replied Di'ah by stopping for a moment and looking at Ryan who was angry looking at him.

"Other than what, son? is it because Mimi and Syahril are not united? or are you afraid that Ryan will also be betrothed?" ummi Parida.

"Ryan is free, Ummi and I never wrapped up the matchmaking of our children, including Babah and Umma. They were only forced to accept because everything was arranged by his grandfather. If Ryan samlai is betrothed like Syahril, Ummi will be the first to run away Ummi's son." explained Ummi Parida.

"No, not because it's Ummi. Di'ah took this decision because Di'ah could not Ummi Di'ah could not see Mimi getting worse and sad. Especially if you see Di'ah and brother Ryan together, there must be sadness in his heart. Di'ah can not be happy over the suffering of friends Di'ah." said Di'ah.

"I'm sorry Di'ah, hopefully later brother Ryan gets more from Di'ah" said Di'ah with tears.

"Dear." said Ryan.

"Sorry brother, not Di'ah does not love the same sister. But Di'ah can't brother. Not only Mimi, of course, of course, Syahril will also have pain in his heart when he sees us remain united." Say Di'ah by holding Ryan's hands with tears.

"Excuse Di'ah, may you get better than Di'ah. Let's see (Diah looks at the lembaga precisely in the direction of Shahril ) see brother Shahril, only his status changed, but not with his eyes, heart, soul and body."

"Only the status he holds, but not happiness. Look at him brother, Di'ah believes you're more hurt here. But look at Mimi brother (Diah looked at Mimi who was sitting with bang Afkar and his best friend) she was the same, their hearts hurt. Mimi tried hard but in their hearts they were devastated."

"Will the Di'ah be able to see them more hurt with the city staying united? no, brother, Di'ah can't. If she knew who Mimi was, she would always take care of her heart maybe her whole life she would no longer want to know love, or maybe her whole life she wouldn't want to know men."

"How can brother, how can if we unite we walk together and meet them, what else is brother and sister Syahril is one family and may not not meet. How does it look when you see Diah who is happy beside her sister." said Di'ah with sobbing.

"Ummi, brother, forgive Di'ah. Di'ah can not, let Di'ah also sacrifice this love for our common good." said Di'ah again with tears.

His empathy towards a friend, not just a friend to him Mimi is his brother. He did not want to be happy with his own heart to be with those who were hurt.

Ryan finally understands Di'ah, maybe if he becomes Di'ah oun will do the same.

Similarly ummi Parida does not want to force him anymore. What Di'ah asked was true. Ryan is Syahril's son. He also did not want to see his son happy but there were children who harbored pain.

"Well son, if that's your decision. Ummi understand, forgive Ummi yes son. But Ummi hope not until we break up, Ummi will always consider you a girl Ummi." said Ummi while embracing Di'ah.

"Thank you Ummi, thank you." replied Diah replying to Umm Parida's embrace.

Ryan hugged Di'ah for the last time, he was also sick but maybe the pain was not comparable to Shahril.

Syahril saw Di'ah and Ryan hugging her rough breath. Syahril thought that her cousin's relationship was okay.

"May you always be happy.'' His murmured softly looked towards Ryan and Di'ah who were hugging. Ryan looked at Shahril behind his arms with Di'ah.

"You're right on deck, he saw us hugging a sad look on his face." Ryan murmured.

"Hopefully I'll get better than my brother" Ryan said with a smile.

"Aamiin, hopefully one day big brother oun" said Di'ah and they shook hands, Di'ah shook hands with a long smile on Ryan's hands until tears dripped in Ryan's hands.

Ryan stroked Di'ah and Ryan's back!Bali embraced Di'ah to strengthen each other.

"I'm sorry, sister" he said.

"Excuse Me too." replied Di'ah, they too !release her hug.

Mimk from his seat saw Di'ah's interaction with Ryan's family moved, Mimk saw the security and Mimi saw Syahril looking at Ryan and Di'ah who was hugging, Mimk sure Syahril heart hurt to see that.

"Thank you Di'ah, maag if your relationship ends because of Mimi." muttered Mimi inwardly by looking at Di'ah and Shahril.

"Where's the deck going?" ask bang Afkar.

"You're going home bang. Emm miminouiang yes and forgive Mimi if Mimi is wrong with Brother, Mimi also said many thanks to Brother and family for your kindness." mimi said and shook hands with bang Afkar and kissed his hand.

"Mimi said goodbye, assalamualaikum." said Mimk and passed near Di'ah.

Miminyersengum looked towards Ummi Parida, Ummi Parida hugged Mimi.

"Thank you son" he said.

"Mimi thanked Ummi, thank you for the kindness of the Ummi family to Mimi and the Mimi family. Forgive Mimi ya Ummi if Mimi and family are wrong and always troublesome" Mimi told Umm Parida.

"Ummi Ikha, I'm sorry Mimi ya Ummi if there is a wrong silaf. Thank you for Ummi's rise and family to Mimk and Mimi's family" Mimi said, greeting Umm Zulaikhah and embracing her.

"No son, we're the ones apologizing to us and the family. Forgive Ummi's family, son. Thank you because we and your family Andri also shouted with the Goddess" he said Mimi just smiled unable to say a word.

Mimk's interaction with the two Ummi is the spotlight of the eyes of the people around. They also grieve, they know how the family of Shahril loved Mimk as his son even more than his own son.

They know that the soul mate of death and sustenance has been set, we as human beings only !just follow the scenario.

In the hearts of those who saw Mimi's interaction with the family, Mimi prayed that they would be reunited.

Mimi looked towards Wak Ainun, Mimk oun experienced Wak Ainun.

"I'm sorry Mimi is wrong with Wak" Mimi told wak Ainun. Wak Ainun hugged Mimk with tears.

"Wak who is sorry son, may you be united by God again" he said by embracing Mimi.

The people who were with Wak Ainun were also moved, these people were Umma's neighbors. Mimi also greeted people close to Wak Ainun and Umma.

"Sir, I'm sorry Mimk ya Wak." said Mimk, still smiling their pepper. They just nodded speechlessly and received Mimi's hand. there are even those who attract Mimi to hug him because they feel unable to bear the sadness.

"Thank you everyone, Mimk said he would go home" Mimi told them.

Mimi's interaction also did not escape the attention of the grandfather. Grandfather also noticed his granddaughter on top of the yanbbjjga watch towards Mimi who was interacting with Wak Ainun and her neighbors. Grandfather let out his rough breath.

"I'm sorry Real Grandpa." He murmured in his heart. There was a sense of regret in his heart that forced his grandson's pepper will.

Even last night after the women's event saw Afkar and Afnan arrive, asking Afkar and Afnan for them to match up with their other children and firmly Grandpa rejected him directly. Maybe he realized the harsh consequences of his being faced with the grandson made his own failure.

Enough Syahril that he saw hurt even almost claimed lives due to an accident, he did not want to see again his other grandchildren will experience the same thing.

Insyaf well Grandpa has been ninsyaf although late, but in life there is no word too late. Although previously it has happened do not open the stone hole for new things again.

Grandfather looked at Mimi with a sad look, he just understood why his grandson and his other family so much love Mimi.

Because Mimi is mature, looks!simple and does not look at the fur.

"I'm sorry Grandpa son, forgive Grandpa's selfishness." she said inwardly.

"Well, there's no need to regret it." whispered the grandmother beside her.

"All this has happened, he should be our daughter-in-law's grandson. Courteous child." whispered the grandmother, Grandfather just silently digested the words of the wife.

Mimk and Di'ah take the stage, Mimk shaking hands with the bride's parents. Mimi experienced it by kissing the back of their hand.

Maybe for everyone it seems taboo to see people who are nobody greet by kissing the back of the hand, for us in Jambi this is an honor for older people.

For the custom in Jambi the young will kiss the back of the hand of an older person when shaking hands even though it is not their own family.

After shaking hands with his bride's parents, Mimk shook hands with the bride and congratulated her with a smile.

It was Mimi's turn to greet Brother Syahril and congratulate him.

"Congratulations, brother, may be a family of Sakinah mawadah warahmah" said Mimk after kissing his hand.

Syahril said nothing just the head he gave. Then she hugged Mimi tightly. Mimi felt a deep shiver of Shahril's body when she held back her sobs.

Mimi let Syahril hold her for a moment to vent her emotional feelings.

"Sister, be a good husband to your wife, you now have responsibilities. Her sister's status was now her husband. Pardon Mimi." said Mimi shuddered as she said that. mimi released Syahril's embrace.

"Learn to open your brother's heart to himself, love him, love him. Build a harmonious household." said Mimi with trembling lips.

Undeniably Mimk's chest also felt tightness and pain. Mimi shouldn't have said these words that would hurt herself and Syahril. But only these words could distract her pain.

"Thank you for everything, thank you for your attention so far. Mimi sincerely took you off, Mimi sincerely." said Mimi with a raucous voice when she said sincerely to release you.

"I'm sorry Mimi" Mimi said, turning to Umma and Babah.

Syahril did not say a word, the tightness he felt at this moment. It's not what he wants, it's not what he wants.

Not only Mimi and Syahril who feel tight in the chest. Di'ah as well as the others were under the pelaminan stage which witnessed it lun ikiyt tightness.

Even the Goddess sobbed at that moment, Brother Andri continued to strengthen the Goddess. Ummi Parida, Ummi Zulaikha, Ummi Rohana and others also cried to see the moment on the lap.

"Congratulations, sister, may you be the same." said Di'ah by wiping away her tears.

"Umma, forgive Mimk ya Umma." said Mimk by greeting Umma's hand and kissed his hand repeatedly.

"I'm sorry Mimi can't fulfill Umma's wish, forgive Mimi who has let Umma down" Mimk said with tears begigunlula with Umma.

"No son, Umma who apologizes dear." he said while hugging Mimk tightly.

"Mimi remains a daughter-in-law in her heart umma dear.Pardon Umma." said Umma, Mimi let go of Umma's embrace.

"Well, forgive Mimk ya Bah." said Mimk and regretted it. Babah ohn did the same with Umma. Babah hugged Mimi.

"I'm sorry Babah, son, who can't do anything" he said. Mimi nodded and smiled.

"Umma, Mimi wants to return this to Umma" Mimi said with me!give me the bludru box.

"No boy, please don't give Mimi back to Umma. please Mimi accept Umma's gift son, Umma please." said umma pleaded with Mimi, Umma !refusing to let Mimi return her gift ring.

"But umma, I have no right to wear it, maybe Umma can give it to her" said Mimi

"No child, Umma will not give the rights of the child Umma to others. Umma please dear." said Umma, Mimi was worried.

Mimk is worried about this item, if Mimi gives directly to her bride will certainly create new problems. Mimi finally obfuscated Umma and Babah's request, Mimi received the ring back.

"Umma once again Mimi apologized, Mimi said. Assalamualaikum." said Mimi and immediately passed down because her heart was sick and tight. Begigunlula with Di'ah hastened her pursuit of Mimi.

Mimk greeted Abi Thoriq, Abi Mansyur and grandma. Mimi also apologized to all of them. Then Mimi came home and !leaving pepper sorrow all her.

tbc