MY HEART DOCTOR

still Mimi's story

They were all there quietly waiting for the story of the purpose and purpose of this married couple. Several breaths were seen from the two of them, as if there was a huge burden on their chests.

"Tell me, what is the purpose and purpose of the two of you who will give up your child that you have been waiting for all this time" said Mimi.

Their sad faces bore such a heavy burden.

"I'm sorry" said the husband.

"From the beginning of the meeting, my wife was so sure to leave our child to the doctor Syahril so she decided to handle the delivery she only wanted to be handled by the doctor Syahril" said the husband.

"I am also confident that our children will receive protection and affection from doctors Syahril and his own doctor" he said looking at Mimi.

"I'm sorry if we had been reluctant to make this decision, to the extent that the name we registered as a society was not able to use your name."

"Yes sorry we are especially me." added the wife.

"Either this is just a feeling of mine or a premonition of mine. I don't know why my heart told me to hand over our children to you. What's more since I asked Dr. Shahril if she's married or not."

"Doctor Syahril said that he was married and doctor Syahril also said that his wife is doctor Mimi Akifah who also works as a doctor at the hospital." his words by mentioning Abidzar hospital.

"Frankly, several times before I searched the hospital to check my contents, somehow my brother went to the hospital."

"I just follow my heart, I'm desperate to bring money that is mediocre maybe not even enough to pay."

"Why do I feel so close to the hospital, it's like a magnet is pulling me here."

"When I came in, I reviewed these hospital rooms. There see the picture frame plastered, there is a photo of doctor Syahril, doctor Mimi and doctor Abidzar if not misread."

"In the beginning I looked around and read the name that was written on that part of the photo my heart felt close to you."

"Especially the photo of doctor Abidzar" he added in his heart.

"Once I'm sorry, we're doing this to save our children." said the husband.

"Actually, emm actually we married without parental blessing." said the wife.

"Yes we married without the blessing of our parents." continued the husband.

"Keep why do you seem afraid, not after there is this child will both your parents will be happy" said Mimi's friend who is a girl.

"That's fine, maybe with this child you will get the blessing of both of your parents" continued another friend Mimi.

"Let them tell the story first." cut Mimi down when her best friend wanted to express their astonishment.

"Yes, maybe that's right" said the mother's husband.

"But not for our family" he said again.

"Why is that?" ask Mimi's best friend who's a boy.

"We married not in blessing because we have different beliefs" he said.

"I'm non-Muslim, I know Zahra from High School, I fell in love with her and we established our relationship like any other teenager."

"Zahra knows that I am non-Muslim, he only says we live it but whoever our soul mate will make this our good times story to our children and grandchildren, Zahra said."

"The more the day our relationship went on, I felt comfortable with Zahra, I felt at ease and my heart felt peaceful and calm."

"What else saw the obedience of Zahra in undergoing a series of worship. It makes me feel more at peace."

"Over time, I slowly studied the religion that Zahra professed. I learned to recognize the Hijaiyah letters even I also learned to teach and pray. I have not yet decided to change my faith."

"I continue to learn the science of religion in Zahra from the art in my home Mbok Inah. He was so patient and patient in teaching me. I learned all this without the knowledge of both my parents and my family."

"My family and Zahra's family are people who obey their beliefs. Even though they are businessmen on the rise in our area."

"Well, at the end of my college days, I ventured to express my intentions to my parents, but they responded with anger and hate."

"I don't know why they responded that way, so their decision forbade me from being in touch with Zahra or her family" the husband said.

"So does the same Zahra family response with my family" he said.

"My family was even more angry when I found out that I had embraced the religion of Zahrah, so that all my access was closed by them. And so is Zahrah.

"At graduation we could only stare from a distance. But our love was so strong a few days after graduation we ran away from home and we got married."

"When we decided to get married who helped us was the youngest brother of Zahrah's father who was three years above us. But when Ijab Qabul turned out to be Nasab Zahrah was not from his father."

"From there we knew Zahra especially. Zahrah knew that he was not the biological son of his father and mother."

"But his father and mother loved him more than their own children."

"Uncle Zahrah did not know the origin of Zahrah so he also did not know who the real person of Zahrah."

"At last we were married to the judge, but our happiness is still in the test because both my side and Zahrah continue to look for us until now."

"We've been moving around the country, the last we've been in the country for two years."

"At the end of the examination from the hospital, after returning from there we accidentally met with my papa's men, papa, therefore we continued to move and lastly in the next area and met with the doctor Syahril.

"Alhamdulillah, since then our lives do not have to move again, but even so we remain vigilant."

"The highlight was last Sunday we met with them again. And after that we also feel that we are not safe" he said.

"Why not report to the authorities?" ask one of Mimi's girlfriends.

"It's been a lot of times but it ends if they stay free" said Zahrah's husband.

"You're saying all your access is closed how did you get out of our country?" ask Mimi's best friend who's a boy.

"I was helped by a friend of mine who happened to work at the embassy and in dukcapil" he said.

"I changed my name on my family card and ID card using my Muslim name, while Zahrah kept using his name only the names of his father and mother we changed so did I" he said.

"What was your name before the Muslim name?" ask Dr. Angela.

"My name is Samuel Zwyglin Ricardo" he said.

"When I made an oath to God and my name was changed the same that took care of me. I asked for my name to be changed without including the name given to my parents."

"The ustadz sir who Islamized me changed my name to Shamir Ahmad."

"Said pak ustadz so there is still a name given to my parents that is Sam only he wrote using Y so Sham and added mir." he explained. We were all there just smiling knots.

"So we ask Dr. Mimi to accept our child, make them the children of Dr. Mimi and Dr. Shahril. We believe that our son will get a spillover of love even a good education and of course his religious knowledge later." added the wife.

"Yes, I really hope that we don't have much time. Maybe this is our last time" he said.

"Don't say that, it's not good to put God's word first" Mimi said.

"But we feel so doc, so I beg you to save our children and let our pseudonyms in medical records be names for our children's parents" he said.

Mimi felt confused, Mimi could not take the decision for granted. Mimi doesn't want any future things to come.

"I beg doc?" he said, Mimi saw the look in Zahrah's eyes full of supplication but there if the look was empty. Finally Mimi nodded her head in agreement.

"Alright, I will accept and I hope you immediately give birth because from what I know your pregnancy has passed hpl" said Mimi.

"There is no need with my husband, maybe with doctor Angela can also. My husband is not in this country and he is also on duty in a distant area as well."

"In his place of duty there is no signal so I can tell the bell" Mimi said again and finally Zahrah agreed and plans for tomorrow will be held operation secarnya.

"Our doctor took a photo together yes" he asked with a smile but the look in the eyes was empty, Mimi nodded in agreement.

"Bang, we take three pictures with doctor Mimi, here" he said asking the husband also took pictures together.The husband smiled and the three of them took pictures together.

Zahrah saw the photo captured on Mimi's cell phone.

"This is all we can give for mementos" he said.

"If doctor Mimi and doctor Syahril will be pleased, introduce our faces to our children" he said again.

"And one more" he said as he reached into his hands to his jacket.

"This is a bracelet from our family" he said by giving the bracelet to Mimi's hand.

"One bracelet has Brother Sham, one has me" he said.

"This is our only treasure for our children" said the husband.

"Please accept me doc, maybe if they're adults the doctor can give it to them" he said by stroking his stomach and shedding tears.

"And maybe they will come into this world today." Zahrah said.

"Em dek, if so Abang came home first to take preparations for the birth" said the husband and dibuguki Zahrah.

"Doctor Mimi, doctor Angela and others I'm sorry to take Zahrah's equipment at home" he said with a smile but with empty eyes.

"Yes be careful" Mimi said.

"Then Zah joined the bang." said Zahrah wanted to come, but rejected the husband.

"Don't deck, you're here just like them" said the husband and finally Zahrah according but he will take the husband forward.

"Yes" said Zahrah.

"Let's all excuse me first, assalamualaikum" said Amir.

"Waalaikum greetings." replied Mimi and the others.

"Emm I'm sorry to also take Brother to the front" said Zahrah.

"Yes Zahrah" said Dr. Angela

"You better wait here" said Mimi, who had objected to Zahrah following her husband.

"I just drove up to the front aja kok kak" he said calling Mimi with sister. finally Mimi nodded even though her heart was heavy.

Seen from a distance Zahrah and Shamir embraced very tightly and suddenly.

Bruakkkkk. Mimi who saw that immediately stood up and shouted.

"Zahraaahhhhh" Mimi said

"Zahrahhh" said another.

Mimi and the others immediately ran regardless of the view of people, even the visitors who were there immediately ran out.

Zahrah was on the edge of the sidewalk while Syamir her husband slammed forward not only hit from the front turned out from the opposite direction there was a car that also seemed to want to hit the two of them.

"Please call an ambulance" Mimi said hysterically.

"Zah Zahrah, get up the deck" said Mimi with tears, Zahrah smiled.

"Please call an ambulance immediately." shouted Mimi, before long the ambulance came, Mimi and Angela doctor along with Zahrah and her friends in the ambulance one accompanied Zahrah's husband.

At the hospital Abidzar again Mimi shouted.

"Please be flanked by the operating room immediately" Mimi said with a worried look on her face.

"Hold down the deck defend it.'' said Mimi.

Once in the operating room Zahrah was immediately followed up by doctor Angela and colleagues.

But when the medical team who will help deliver Azzahra to give anesthesia to Zahrah, Zahrah dismiss them.

"Don't give me that shot" he said in English.

"But Zah, you've had a lot of deck blood" said Mimi, who also keeps checking Zahrah's heartbeat.

"No brother, Zah mo HoN" he said stammeringly.

"Where is Zah's husband?" ask her again.

"Your husband is in the room next to Zah" said Dr. Angela.

"Suami Zah, Zah wants Zah's husband here" Zahrah said.

"But Zah" said Mimi and Angela.

"Zah knows that Zah's husband is ahead of Zah. Zah please bring him here. Let him accompany Zah for the last time and he also bi sa see the birth process of his son" said Zahrah.

Lama Mimi and the other team fell silent but finally agreed, one of the teams went out to go to the next room and brought Zahrah's husband.

"Are we anesthetic on the bottom, huh?" doctor Angela asks for permission but Zahrah shakes her head.

"Don't doc, Zah please don't get any injections. Let Zah feel the pain of giving birth."

"But Zah." said Mimi, Zah still shook his head.

"No brother, let Zah feel it. Zah wanted to feel this for the first and last time."

"By being gini, Zah can feel the taste of Zah's birth mother giving birth to Zah."

"And so Zah asked God for forgiveness in the name of Zah's adoptive parents. Whatever the reason they took and separated Zah from Zah's biological mother, Zah was sincere" he said.

Once the husband was inside, Zah asked the husband to be next to him. By linking his hands to Zahrah's husband's hand, he carried out the operation.

A happy and sad smile was implied on Zahrah's lips. He was happy that both of his hearts were safe.

The sound of a booming baby cry filled the contents of this room.

Mimi and Angela's doctor put baby twins on Zahrah's chest, and the baby crept with her mouth looking for ****** the mother.

It is a very sad thing for all the teams.

After getting the ****** the bay was silent for a moment but not how long they both cried again.

"Sister, it's a son of yours.. Sa ya ngi me reka." said Zahrah who stammered, his pulse and heart were getting weaker.

"Zah, follow sister huh.. Zahrah also nodded. Mimi immediately said two sentences of shahada and followed Zahrah stammering until his last breath.

Baby twins who are still in Zahra's arms cry bitterly.

"Innalilahi wa innailaihi roji'un" said Mimi.

Flasback.

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