MY HEART DOCTOR

abizar's Letter

Mimi and her family's first holiday spent time in touch with relatives. At night, Mimi went to Semarang.

Well Mimi and her family just left because her aunt Uncle can't come along. What else is pakdo and Om Yan who only have a few days off.

At ten o'clock in the evening, Mimk has arrived at Ahmad Yani airport Semarang, an invitation for Mimi and both parents and Ay has also been waiting there.

Between the airport to the Abizar family mansion takes 1.15 minutes. At 11:15 pm Mimi arrived at the Abizar family residence.

"Mari mbak." said art who deliberately waited for the arrival of mimj and family.

"Assalamualaikum mbak Eva, Bi Surti, Bi Yati" Mimi told art in the house.

"Greetings" replied Eva and the others.

"I'm sorry, bik. Mimi's getting nicotine and interrupting her downtime." Mimi felt bad.

"Nerepotin kok mbak, this is also part of our duty" replied Eva while carrying Mimi's bag to Mimi's room. The others brought their mother and father's bags and Ay to the guest room.

"Sir, what do you want to drink?" ask bi k Yati to mom and dad.

"No need to bother bik, later if thirsty let me take it myself." replied Mother.

"Oo, yaudah sir buk, this is his room" said bik Yati.

"Thank you" replied Mom.

Bik heart also retreat to be open to take water to drink white. Bik heart put water into a special teapot and bik Yati brought her to the room of mother and father.

Mimi climbed the stairs to her room, and Mimi occupied Abizar's room. When Mimi was on the last step of the stairs, she saw her father in her room.

"Dad." said Mimi, Brata Lun's father smiled.

"New until son." said Brata's father.

"Yes yeah." Mimi replied nodding and immediately approached her and shook her hand.

"How are you?" ask Brata's father.

"Alhamdulillah is good" replied Mimi.

"Same mother how are you?" ask Mimi.

"Thank God, we're all good. Yaudah there you sleep and night." said Brata's father.

"Where are you going, mother where is it?" ask Mimi streak.

"The mother has slept soy sauce, the father wants to go down to take a drink" replied Brata's father.

"Sininyah, just let Mimi get it." said Mimi, not long ago hit by Eva's voice that also offered.

"Let's sir, let me just take it." said mbak Eva who sudha out of Abizar's room.

"Oh yes, thank you Va." said the father while giving a teapot to mbak Eva. Eva accepted the teapot and immediately went downstairs to get some water.

"We go to bed, son, must be tired. It's also the night." said Brata's father.

"Yes well, if that's Mimi sleep shaman ya Well." said Mimi and Brata's father nodded while stroking Mimi's head.

Mimi took a deep breath as she was about to enter the deceased's room, slowly mimi to the door algae's handle and said her greetings.

The room that never changes, always clean and fragrant perfume Abizar is always as fragrant as in this room. Well Mother always spray perfume her favorite child in this room.

The photo shows Mimi and Abizar getting engaged on the wall. Mimi walked towards the picture frame and stroked her.

"Mas, Mimi's home. Mimi kangen." said Mimi, no tears felt Mimi shed on her cheek.

"Mas" said Mimi again while inhaling the scent of Abizar perfume.

Mimi walks towards the walking closet and picks up her change of clothes. While Mimi was inside the closet, Mimi saw one of the rooms that was Abizar's secret room.

slowly Mimi stepped her way towards one of the closed walking doors. After opening it, Mimi removed the rest of Abizar's clothes that were stuck inside her. Mimi opens like a small box and there Mimi presses her passcode.

Slowly Mimi entered the code that Abizar had told her, the code was the birth date and the year of Mimi and Abizar's birth.

After pressing the number, the door was opened, before entering Mimi put on a mask first, in anticipation because this room was too long not in use. Slowly Mimi turned on the light switch in the room.

Comfortable room, lots of books in it. Because it is not used for too long, it is a little dusty and cross-legged.

Mimi turned on the air conditioner in the room, slowly looking for where the vacuum lay, after finding it Mimi cleaned the room with the vacum in the small room.

Mimi also wiped the chairs and tables that were in there. After all, Mimi sat in the chair where Abizar often spent his time reading.

inside this room, there is a photo of Mimi and Abizar as they get engaged. Mimi's eyes were fixed on the desk drawer, Mimi slowly opened the drawer.

Mimi's eyes went to an envelope with Mimi's name on it.

"My dear sweaty Mimi Akifah" the name written on the envelope. Slowly Mimi opened and read her.

'Assalamualaikum dear mas, mas sure sooner you will definitely return to this house and enter this room.'

'My dear, I apologized earlier.. Forgive me if later or tomorrow you can't take care of you anymore.'

'You remember my dear, I told you three months ago that I always felt noticed or followed? '

'So that mas only ask for the protection of Allah SWT, whether it is just a feeling of mas only or it is time, then God shows it to mas.'

'Darling, I always pray to God for your happiness, every mas is finished tahajud and istikharah mas always dreamed, and give your hand to a man who does not know who he is.'

'Dear, happy mas can disturb you, what else is the time for our marriage to be a matter of days. But lately mas feel always noticed more often the time.'

'And finally I believe that those who are always watching are the messengers of God, the angels of death. You must know yank, if we are always in the angel of death every day.'nya.'

'Mas more sure if the time is not long, dear, you remember if I told you that one day a man in your past would come back to hold your hand and fight for your love again?'

'It's a shame that tonight at 2 pm mas woke up because the dream was present again. This time mas sure if the man who will hold your hand tightly, he's the man who is in your heart the deepest.'

'Mas has also entrusted you to him, he is the one who has the right to you' Mimi continues to read and his breath feels choked when reading the letters written by Abizar.

Mimi saw the date written the day before she died.

"Maass" said Mimi and read the letter again.

'Darling, I really hope you will come and find this letter soon, so that you know who the real person who will give you happiness.'

'Please hope you didn't choose the wrong one, baby, even if you chose the wrong one, I hope God will show you the way soon.'

'Maa is not willing and not calm if you live in distress or hurt later.'

'My dear, I love and love you very much. Once again forgive me if you can not take care of you anymore.'

'But remember, God is always with you. Be the Mimi you know.'

'Honey man is a man who not only loves you but he also loves your family.'

'If you are united with him, please do not forget the family, dear. They love you as much as their own daughter.'

'May you always be happy with someone who loves you with all his heart.'

'Maa pamit p, uh kok pamit ya hehee.. Yes, it's a pity that today we will take the invitation and send it to Jambi.'

'I love you May sweaty, until death do us part and still love you, mas will sacrifice everything just for you including your own life.'

'Don't forget to send a prayer for mas ya dear hehe i love you, assalamualaikum.'

I don't know how long Mimi was in the room. Mimi cried a mouthful, Mimi felt sorry for taking the decision without consideration first.

"Massss, what the person meant was brother Syahril mas."

"She also said that she was at the trust point by the person who gave a girl's hand to her."

"Maass, I'm sorry Mimi. Mimi has chosen mas wrong, forgive Mimi."

"O Allah, if the wrong servant please give your servant guidance, give us a way" said Mimi, who continued to weep.

Sayup-sayup Mimi heard the voice of Adzan, Mimi would stand up but her head was dizzy because she did not sleep and cried more.

Mimi tried to walk out of this room. Slowly, Mimi was already outside the closet. Mimi staggered as her head grew more and more painful.

Mimi went straight to the bathroom for ablution, after which Mimi immediately ran the dawn shokat. Because he felt dizzy, after praying without opening his face Mimi put herself on the bed and fell asleep.

Everyone has gathered together together at the bottom without Mimi, the mother was surprised by her daughter, usually Mimi was the most duku wake up but today until nine Mimi has not yet come down.

Mother and mother went to her abkhzar room, before they let it be maybe because Mimi was tired but after a few hours did not go down they became worried.

Seen the door of the room is still closed, they both mnegtuk several feet but not responded by Mimi, the worry of these two people is increasingly becoming when they do not hear the voice of their child.

When the mother pulls the doorknob, the handle turns indicating that the door is not locked. Both mothers enter when the door is open.

The room is still dim, the mother walks.celatbgetting to the light switch and turn on the lights, the mother walks towards the window mpdan open the curtains are still tightly closed.

The two mothers looked at her daughter !he fell asleep with his face still on.

"Huh, this one girl. Make people worry." said the mother as she approached Mimi. Mother shook her head seeing Mimi still hugging Abizar's bolster.

When my mom will !waking Mimi up, Mimi's face looks pale and she immediately checks her forehead which feels hot.

"Astaghfirullah" said the mother.

"Why San?" ask mother.

''It's San, Mimi has a fever" replied the mother as she opened Mimi's face.

"Cold" Mimi said as she tried to open her face.

Mimi felt cold in her body but the fact that her forehead was drenched in sweat. Mother immediately checked Mimi's temperature with her hands.

"Yes San, my God, why are you?" answer mother worried.

"Mas Abi.." Mimi deliriously calls her late husband-to-be.

"Oh Allah, son." said the Mother as she shed her tears sw!nari hugged Mimi's body.

Even though the 3th time the deceased went forever, but he was always in their midst.

"Why bun?" ask Adam.

"Your sister has a fever." replied the Mother.

"Adam immediately ran into his study taking a stethoscope and thermometer.

"What's wrong?" ask the wife.

"Mimi has deck fever." Adam replied.

"O Allah" Adam's wife ran to Mimi's room.

Adam who had obtained his media tool immediately ran towards Mimi's stekab room he immediately checked it.

Mimi's body temperature is high heat and blood pressure is low.

"Where's son?" yang mom.

"So what mom, maybe Mimi's smoky because her blood pressure is low and it looks like Mimk didn't eat last night either" Adam said after checking on Mimi.

"Yes, he only ate before we went to the toilet to see Anas." replied Mom.

"No matter what Mak, after we wake up we will give Mimi a lot to eat." Adam licked.

"You are mas mas mas" said the wife.

"Yes let's go out, let Mimi rest." said Adam and took his wife out. Before long Ay entered carrying warm water in a basin and a small towel to compress Mimi.

"Ay, take care of Ayuk Mimi ya." said mas Adam.

"Yes" answered Ay.

Mother and mother maaih are in Mimi's room, they take care of Mimi. occasionally mother check her body temperature.

"Zar, look at your future wife, son. Even though you have been separated for years. Mommy is sure you maajhnada in his heart son.'' said Mother in heart.

"O Allah, give health to my son, give him happiness, lay the grave of my son-in-law Abizar." mother prayed in her heart.

Brata's father and the others were sitting in the living room with their father, telling each other stories.

"Where's Dam?" ask Brata's father.

"Fever is ordinary well, because of the tiredness and empty stomach." replied Adam.

"Hmm Mimi is so, I've seen lately eating less." said the father.

"Maybe there is something he thinks about sir " said Chalik.

"Emm think of Said the most" said the father.

"Sayd?" ask them all.

"Iya Said Abdillah ,senior he went to college first who had wanted to propose to Mimi but the disappointment in getting Mimi" said the father with a sigh.

"Mimi came back with him, again he promised to apply again the rope not know when" said the father again as it is.

"Is the guy nice sir?" ask Chalik.

"If you see from several video calls, it looks good son, polite and like a hard worker too. But you don't know the originals." replied the father.

"Had never met him?" ask Adam.

"Hemm has never been Dam, her mother's voice Mimi often said that Luoangbke Jambi invited her." replied the Father.

"Keep he won't come?" said Adam.

"Yes, Mimi said she was busy with the project. Rope somehow their relationship. Both his father and his mother disagreed and he had previously failed us." said the father.

"We will see San, we just pray with God that Mimi will get a truly sincere companion who loves and loves her." said Brata's father.

"Amin, hopefully San. Sometimes, I feel sad when I see him, what else from a long time ago people always look down on him."

"It's not that I don't know how Mimi struggles with people's talk about her and us her parents."

"He never fought back with words, but he blasped with a feat that he achieved" said the father, so far indeed the father is not the type of person who talks a lot, he only notices but he will defend his son Bika his son is often too hurt.

They all talk about Mimi and Dillah's relationship, some Abizar family, especially her sister-in-law, do not agree that Mimi is with Dillah.

tbc