MY HEART DOCTOR

a difficult decision

after Syahril read the email from Mimi's phone, she continued to draw her breath heavily.

Not only that, he continued to think ahead how. Shahril rested her head on the back of the car bench while closing her eyes.

Even though his eyes were closed, his brain continued to think about the problems he was facing.

"O Allah, have you not allowed me to justify it immediately" Shahril said in his heart.

the brain that continues to think so that it crosses the thought that he should not think by cornering the creator, Syahril continues to beristighfar ask for forgiveness to the khalik because he has suudzon on him.

Not only does Shahril continue to fight on his mind, Mimi Kun is the same. Mimi leaned her head against the window of the car door.

Mimi looked at the scene of dawn, with a hint of rain that began to fall. Sometimes Mimi closed her eyes and took a deep breath repeatedly.

Mimi forces her brain to think, as the brain continues to think and no one finds a good solution Mimi closes her eyes again and shakes her head.

Mimi did not find a mutually beneficial solution. The two problems are so severe for Mimi to make her decision because they both have unfavorable effects.

"O Allah, the servant of the servant does not know how to.hiks" said Mimi in her heart, she resigned herself as if she gave everything to the divine.

She did not feel her tears, she did not want to disappoint the people she loved and all her family. On the other hand he also did not want to be disappointed and regret pepper himself.

If he keeps stepping forward for the wedding then he is disappointed because his hard work of the last few months went to waste.

But if she takes the decision to leave the marriage she dreamed of then she disappoints the one she loves.

Not only will Shahril feel disappointed but all families will also feel. Steadily, that was what Mimi felt at the moment when all her dreams together were present in front of her.

Mimi looked to her right, saw Mimi close her eyes but continued to let out her breath, Mimi felt that Syahril had put a sense of disappointment on her.

The more she looked at Shahril like that the more Mimi's chest felt tightness, Mimi turned back to stare out the window.

Again his tears shed as the speck of rain soaked the earth Jambi. Due to the irresistible taste of the occasional sobbing it class also from his mouth.

Syahril heard the sound of a sobbing cry, she opened her eyes slowly and looked to her left side.

Syahril looked at Mimi who was on her back, she knew that Mimi must be in a dilemma.

Syahril held Mimi's shoulder, Mimi was shocked and immediately looked towards Shahril.

Syahril tried to smile even though his heart was sore, Syahril pulled Mimi into his arms.

Mimi wept in Shahril's arms, buried her head in Syahril's chest and shed all her grief, and she patiently stroked Mimi's shoulders.

Ryan looked in the rearview mirror, knowing that the two human children behind him were not doing well, te saw from Syahril's face which was also saddened in addition to seeing Mimi's body vibrating as if holding a sobbing.

"Oh Allah, there is a lot more with them" Ryan said by looking at Shahril who embraced Mimi and closed her eyes while her head was on Mimi's head.

"If you give them both another try, may this leg ordeal not separate them Rabb" Ryan said in his heart.

Ryan also felt pain in his heart when he saw his cousin back in the test.

An hour to do it again they will arrive at the house of Mimi, Mimi whose mind is tired of sleeping in the arms of Shahril, as well as Syahril sleeping by hugging Mimi tightly.

Arriving at Mimi's house, they all came down to rest for a moment.

"Assalamualaikum" they all answered at the doorstep of Mimi's house.

"Greetings" answered the mother who was waiting for them all to arrive.

"Alhamdulillah you come too" said the mother by accepting the size of their hands.

"Yes Mak, Alhamdulillah." replied Shahril.

a mother certainly has inner contact with her child, mother feels that if something is going on that is not wearing, ye see Mimi's eyes that are as moist as well as Syahril who holds her heart.

"Let's go in and get some rest. Or eat breakfast directly." said mom.

"Mi, prepare the breakfast son." said the mother without waiting for their answer, Mimi nodded and went straight to the kitchen to take the breakfast she had made for them.

Mimi brings breakfast to the front with help from Ay.

"Let's eat first, after that if you want to sleep sleep sleep" said the mother,

"Yes Mak" replied Ryan took a plate of vegetable pennies and immediately ate it. So did Mimi, Syahril and Di'ah.

In addition to a tired body, the stomach also asks for the right to fill, Ryan added the portion, he took again the sliced pennies into his plate, he said, Ryan also stuffed the jackfruit gulai into his plate as well as his boiled eggs.

After breakfast, Mimi and Ay return.

"Ryan with Shahril you want to sleep, just sleep in Mimi's room. Di'ah and Mimi let's rest in Ay's room." said the mother..

"Yes, Mommy" replied Ryan.

Already a thing that is not in secret open the stomach full of sleepy eyes in addition to a tired body. Ryan sprawled himself on a hairy carpet in front of the tv.

Mimi, who saw that, went into the room and took two pillows for Ryan and Syahril.

"This is my sister" Mimi said by giving Ryan and Syahril a pillow.

"Thank you" replied Ryan and he immediately put his head on the pillow.

"Di'ah if you want to sleep just enter the room" said Mimi and Di'ah also nodded while walking into Mimi's room.

Mimi got out of the house to her car to get her things out. Mimi also brought out a sack of durian for her family.

Yes, when he was coming home last night, Sofyan's parents who knew that Mimi would be home that afternoon, they returned to deliver a sack of durian and jengkol and petai for Mimi, who was the only one of them, durian is still there.

After her belongings go down all Mimi brings her into the house assisted by Ay and Ari.

The mother who had seen something unusual about the child and his future ex finally ventured to ask.

"Riil" call mom.

"Yes Mak." replied Syahril.

"What's up, son?" asked the mother, Syahril did not immediately answer, seeing Syahril did not answer the mother Kun asked back.

"What's wrong?" while looking at Shahril who took a few breaths and closed her eyes.

"If Mimi makes a mistake please be rebuked." said Shahril's mother opened her eyes and saw her mother.

Mimi who had been in order to bring her things back in sat down with her mother and Shahril.

"Where is Mak?" ask Mimi who did not see her father.

"Father of work, all looking for a ruler who can marry you later" said the mother.

Mimi's heart beats rapidly.

"Couldn't you get your mom?" shahril asked, mother smiling.

"Not yet Real, the city has not got a penghulu that does not have a schedule" replied the mother.

Shahril mangosteen understood, he actually also knew it from his umma. All KUA office officers in the sub-district of Mimi house and Syahril house have their duties on the same day.

Well for the wedding it should be min a week or a month before the registration, indeed, but the case of Ryan and Mimi because of sudden planning even though they have registered in the KUA record but their turn for the next two weeks because the schedule in this week is already crowded.

Penghulu who will marry two people who will undergo the wedding has had a full hour even though she can take the time that is on her Sunday even in the afternoon.

Mimi and Shahril listened to mother's explanation.

"Sometimes you think, has God not given you the same permission" said Mak suddenly, thinking Mak the same as the previous thought of Shahril.

"I mean Mak?" ask Mimi. Before answering Mak smiled looking towards his daughter.

"Yes it's just the thought of Mi's mother." replied the mother who did not want to see disappointment in the eyes of the child and his prospective daughter-in-law. Mimi remained silent and looked between her mother and Shahril.

"After we heard you guys agreed, even though we had designed it a long time ago but there were always obstacles" said the mother.

"At first we wanted you to marry me religiously and after Mimi graduated just held a reception."

"But, the biggest voice of our family wants you to be together, Mimi is still one week away from her vacation" said the mother.

Deg

Mimi fell silent, she was gifted. Mimi doesn't know how to tell. The mother who saw Mimi was silent and like a flurry finally asked back.

"What's up, son?" asked her by holding Mimi's hand, Mimi remained silent and looked towards Mak and Shahril.

A face that holds hope and waits for an answer from her. Nangis ya Mimi cried in her heart. He was faced with a difficult decision.

"Tell me" said Syahril with hopeful eyes, after seeing Syahril Mimi looking at her mother who also put her hope.

Mimi closed her eyes and took a deep breath and said basmalah in her heart.

"Bismil was bornrahmanirrahim" Mimi said in her heart. But before Mimi answered, she asked first.

"What's up, son?" ask again. Mimi opened her eyes and smiled to see her mother even though her eyes contained sadness.

"Emm Mak, actually Mimi received an email notification" Mimi said, but again it was stuck in her throat. Mom is still watching Mimi wait for Mimi's continuation

"I imail it.. (Mimi took a breath while closing her eyes ) The email told her that the final test of Mimi's equation was advanced." said Mimi, looking happy because she knew it was Mimi's goal.

Mother recalled how a few months ago Mimi enthusiastically asked herself to pray that the final exam application for equality be accepted.

I know how Mimi worked so hard to achieve all of that. Even the mother knows the purpose of Mimi taking the final exam of the equation so that she quickly passed and quickly accepted the application and immediately married Syahril.

Yes Mimi told all the same mother when she asked for a prayer from her parents.

Falsbcak

"Sir, please pray Mimi ya Mak let Mimi pass and let Mimi immediately realize her desire to get married" said Mimi at that time.

"God willing, my mother as the best wishes for you. Mum also wants your child to graduate quickly and immediately return here again "

"Emm that's what the equation test means?" ask mom.

"It means that Mimi takes the exam on par with the seniors of Mak, so Mimi takes the exam with the seniors above Mimi who will also take the final exam or the graduation exam. So long story short Mimi took this exam so that Mimi quickly passed the schedule she should have." said Mimi.

"How do you mean?" ask the mother who does not know what it means.

"I mean Gini Mak, Mimi should have passed the end of next year well with Mimi taking this exam then Mimi. Isa attended graduation with students who were already earlier than Mimi."

"So Mimi's more time-efficient Mimi's eight months." explains Mimi.

"Is that right?" ask mom.

"Yes Mak, so Mimi wants to take this exam so that Mimi also fast balek and married with brother Syahril. And after that Mimi no longer thought about college work and taking care of the household." Mimi replied.

"God willing, may Allah grant all your ideals, may Allah grant all your good intentions" said the mother at that time.

"Amin" replied Mimi.

flasback.

Mom smiled as she hugged Mimi with gratitude yes even though it has not been stated pass.

"Alhamdulillah son, may you pass." said Mimi with a hug Mimi.

Shahril saw the happiness of the mother to think that Mimi happiness is also the happiness of her mother.

Syahril also knew Mimi's ideals. Mimi has planned everything in her life.

Why Wak Mimi refused to marry and chose college at that time. Yes, although Mimi did not know that she would be reunited with her first love.

Along the way Mimi expressed her heart to Shahril if she wanted to only attend college if she could only one year or two at the most she had to graduate.

By looking happy when you hear Mimi's exam is accelerated which may be the mother's thinking quickly exam then Mimi quickly passed.

There is nothing wrong with my mother's thoughts but her time is not friendly.

"Then when are you testing, son." asked the mother as she let go of her embrace. Mimi fell silent, Mimi saw her mother happy when she heard the accelerated test that was supposed to be two months ahead of the test was held to be the middle of this month.

Mimi felt unable to fade a happy smile on her mother's face, Mimi also could not bear to hear the reality her mother would feel disappointed.

"When?" ask mom again.

"Monday tomorrow." said Mimi,

"Monday's this?" ask mom in shock.

"I Yes Mak. And this Saturday is the last to gather the administration and take the exam numbers" Mimi replied.

"O Allah" that was all that was said from the mouth of the mother and after that the mother fell silent and took a deep breath and closed her eyes for a moment.

"So?" ask your mother by looking at Mimi and Shahril.

Mimi just kept quiet and didn't know what else to answer. One side of Mimi wants to take the test and one side of Mimi also does not want to cancel the wedding that has been designed by the Mimi and Syahril families on Friday.

Mimi looked down with a brain that kept thinking to find out what answers she should give her mother.

She looked towards Shahril who also seemed to be thinking hard. Mother is also confused why all come together but not solutions that benefit each other.

Mother also fell silent and thought to find the best solution because it was seen the events of the past few days all seemed to be a clue.

tbc.

Assalamualaikum sorry Yes last week long not updated. Because the little one was sick the next day his father who was sick eh the next morning his mother followed the pain, although trying to write but the hands felt weak last Sunday.

Where is the pain of a cold cough that makes the head frown. And yesterday all day rain lightning here, afraid to open the phone if the lightning is big there is even a canteen in the area here burned due to the lightning.

Previously sorry not do not want to update, hopefully in the future can be normal again.

Thank you for your support, God willing this novel in this Sunday will authore expire because next Sunday the author wants to go home to the husband's village and there is no signal Smartfren. if you do not get chased, you will have to take another Sunday off.🙏🙏