MY HEART DOCTOR

Delayed

The next day, Mimi went to the health center because several heart patients had visited the health center but Mimi was not present.

"Truly deck tomorrow to the puskesmas?" shahril asked as the two of them sat together on the bed with their next hand stroking Mimi's long hair

"Yes, sister." replied Mimi.

"Alhamdulillah, I watched them repeatedly come." said Syahril.

"Emm why is the team of doctors who came here no one's a heart doctor?" asked Mimi whose head was leaning against Syahril's chest.

"Emm that, well know our own area there are not many specialists heart" replied Syahril.

"Yes too" said Mimi.

"Therefore the center does not send heart doctors here, if there are patients complaining about the heart then other doctors will refer them to the city" Syahril added.

"Oh yeah deck, adek want our reception what concept?" ask Syahril.

"Emm don't know brother." replied Mimi.

"Do you know?" shahril asked with his eyes.

"Ya Mimi doesn't know, Mimi's going along" Mimi replied, for some reason there was doubt in her heart at this time.

"What's wrong? why not get excited?" ask Syahril.

"There's nothing" replied Mimi who was reluctant to express her heartbreak.

"Say?" shahril asked holding Mimi's chin so that Mimi's face was facing her. The distance was so close that the roar of breath was warmly exposed to the faces of the two of them.

"Why?" ask Syahril again.

"Mimi Ndak know brother, Mimi follow how good it is" replied Mimi who actually did not know why her heart became doubtful.

"Is adek bekum ready?" ask Syahril again by kissing Mimi's lips.

Mimi just stared at Syahril's face with sadness, Mimi did not know what to say. Mimi was afraid that if she expressed her anger then not only was Syahril disappointed in her but everyone would be disappointed.

Mimi tried to convince herself and solidify her heart for the next step, but somehow her little heart seemed to not give her permission.

"What's wrong?" Syahril continued to ask because his question was not given an answer by Mimi.

"Sister" Mimi wants to tell her her heart's anger but she's reluctant to more precisely not know what to say.

"Say?" Syahril.

"If our plan is not going well how" said Mimi carefully.

''Why do you say that?'' ask Syahril.

"What's wrong, Mimi just asked" Mimi replied.

"Didn't want us to get married this week?" ask Syahril.

"No, Mimi wants to. Just.." said Mimi and ended in silence and lowered his head.

"What's free?" ask Syahril.

"Cuna.. Emm Mimi also Nlndak tau sis, Mimi's little heart riled." replied Mimi.

"It's just an anxiety deck, said people right if approaching H day is always haunted with anxiety."

"Just pray for our plan to run smoothly" Syahril said.

"Amin." answered Mimi.

"Night, we better not lose" said Syahri and they sleep up to one-third of the night they wake up and perform lail/night prayers.

The next morning, they had breakfast with fat glutinous with durian sarikaya cocolan. After that, the four of them headed straight for the pack.

During the day the head of the health center received a circular letter, especially the letter was specifically for doctors to help there.

The circular reads that it is for doctors who are ordered to serve in this hamlet before in pinta to face the head of the provincial health service.

Syahril and the team finally decided to return to Jambi this afternoon as well. Hours of rest the employees go home each, each, especially the employees who are assigned their service take their time this afternoon to clean their clothes because they will go home to Jambi tonight or some of them will go home tomorrow morning.

Mimi had put her clothes in the suitcase, and Syahril put her clothes in the suitcase, she only brought some of them and carried important items.

In the afternoon after work they immediately travel back to Jambi. Before returning home to say goodbye to Riki and his family, do not forget also Mimi brought durian sugar/durian jam that he brought.not only durian shaped whole durian jam is also Mimi brought, Mimi brought, Mimi also brought the Toman fish back to Jambi for her mother and nyai.

When they had entered the streets of the city of Mimi district opened his mobile phone. When hp is in online mode there are several incoming emails.

Mimi was silent when one of the emails came in. Mimi read it carefully after that Mimi felt her breath get stuck on her neck.

Mimi looked towards Shahril who closed her eyes. Right now Ryan's got a car.

Mimi hesitated to wake up and tell Syahril about the email she received.

Mimi's mind became unsettled, what she rattled turned out to be reality. The email posed a dilemma.

"Oh my God, what should I do" Mimi said in her heart.

Ryan stayed focused on the streets because it was night. They stopped praying and eating.

Mimi was silent not knowing how to tell Shahril. Mimi did not want to disappoint all, especially Syahril, but she also could not let go of the opportunity.

Mimi is on the verge of worrying between happily married in her educational attainment.

Now it's time for Syahril to take the car turns Ryan who rests. Their estimate will be to the city of Jambi in the morning.

Mimi always looked at Syahril who was focusing on driving, Mimi wanted to say that immediately but Mimi was afraid of disturbing Syahril's concentration in driving.

Mimi bites her lower lip and Mimi looks out the window. The roads they take sometimes rame and sometimes also deserted.

Repeatedly Mimi gave her breath but her angry feelings never subsided either.

"What's wrong?" Syahril finally asked when she saw the lover sitting next to her look riled up by holding Mimi's hand with one hand.

"No brother." replied Mimi who still harbored her heart.

"Say the deck, not on the pendam itself" said Syahril with eyes focused on the road because the coal-carrying cars had filled the road.

"Kaak'' said Mimi.

"Hmm" replied Syahril.

"Say" said Syahril without looking at Mimi.

"When we got to the county town, emm." Mimi could not continue to fear if she disturbed Syahril's concentration.

"What's wrong?" ask Syahril who wants Mimi to continue her conversation.

"Emm that, emm." said Mimi hesitated to see Syahril who was still focusing on the streets. Before Mimi could continue, Mimi inhaled a deep breath of air.

"What" said Syahril.

Ciiieeettt Syahril braked suddenly, Mimi immediately fixated with breath up and down while beristighfar repeatedly by closing her eyes and hands holding tight.

"What's Real?" Ryan who was asleep immediately woke up from shock.

"Ndak what Yan, tuh new car embers in front of the bell. Shortly Syahril explained why he braked suddenly a strong impact sound.

Braaaak duummm coal car in front of the bell and fall suddenly to the right asphalt just in the middle of the road so as to block the flow of the road. Luckily the car carried by Syahril quickly braked and dodged the disaster so that his car was not hit by coal from the car tub.

Syahril saw Mimi anxiously holding Mimi's hand. Mimi's hands were cold from anxiety and slightly shook from fear.

"What's wrong, thank God we are safe" Syahril said while hugging Mimi.

Mimi continued to take a stand amid her fear, after which Mimi did not want to continue about the emails she received because Mimi was afraid to disturb Shahril's concentration what else they were traveling at night.

After a quiet moment, Syahril re-appointed his lucky car that Syahril brought past the coal car in front of him before the car collapsed and fell on the right side of the road.

"She said open the campus email, what email is it?" Syahril again asked about this ride earlier.

It turns out that Syahril although his eyes focus forward but his hearing Selakau sharp as well.

"Nothing" replied Mimi.

"Say deck, what's up?" ask Syahril.

"Well, when you get home" replied Mimi.

"What a difference, say it now" said Syahril.

"Later aja sak, you better focus on the streets later there will be another coal car overtake" said Mimi.

Syahril smiled and understood why Mimi did not want to continue the conversation. Syahril rubbed Mimi's head.

"Yes." replied Syahril but his heart was also made unsettled. Syahril guessed if the contents of Mimi's email about the test that will be carried out.

There is a sense of bitter also in the heart of Syahril, Sunday morning they will perform kabul ijab and directly all at the reception title.

Actually, the preparation was also a constraint, because the catering they would rent was already full. If the WO problem exists and the hotel has been prepared, their invitation also occurs because the printing machine somehow suddenly damaged so that not all printed.

Mimi continued to look towards the street beside her. His heart and mind argued between continuing his marriage or education.

Mimi repeatedly took a deep breath to relieve the fatigue in her chest. That as in the attention of Syahril, Syahril knew if Mimi was in a state of rage and difficult to choose.

"If you're tired of sleeping on the deck?" Syahril.

"Emm" replied Mimi trying to close her eyes, only her eyes were closed but her mind could not be compromised.

We as humans can only try but sometimes the way we try does not necessarily run smoothly.

Everything also needs careful preparation and a sincere heart. Maybe Mimi's heart is not completely sincere in accepting this marriage at the speed and not the way she wants.

For the sake of everyone he loved he could only resign and approve of her. And in the end what he feared would happen in the dean of the eye.

Should he choose to postpone it and disappoint everyone or he delay this one and he feels disappointed.

There is no choice that makes him happy, what money according to his happiness there must be disappointment in it.

Happy for the crowd but he is disappointed in himself, achieving his own happiness but disappointing the crowd, all on his side.

The dilemma.. That's what Mimi feels, honestly that's the only way though with honesty it makes the hearts of others hurt and disappointed.

Here actually not only hurt the hearts of others but his heart will also be hurt to see the person he loves hurt.

"Oh Allah, why are there no favourable choices for each other" Mimi said.

Although his eyes closed, his heart and mind spoke to each other to find a solution but there was no right solution.

Syahril knew that if Mimi was still riled from the way she slept, her eyes were not calm even though she was closed even her body also looks uncomfortable in her position.

Honestly Syahril also felt the same way, but he wanted the best and wanted to justify his lover immediately.

Syahril did not want to postpone it again, he wanted to immediately have Mimi completely. He wants Mimi to be his wife immediately, no matter what happens he wants everything to go smoothly even though it seems selfish.

The sound of the morning prayer rang they also stopped at one of the mosques located on the edge of the road.

Their journey is only two hours away to the city of Jambi.

Ryan's legs change money bring the car, Ryan and Di'ah sit in front, Mimi and Syahril sit back.

Syahril saw Mimi intensely, wanting to return to discuss the email issue Mimi mentioned earlier.

"Dec" call Syahril.

"Hemm" Mimi replied with a look toward Shahrill.

"Where's the hp?" asked Syahril, at first Mimi wondered why Syahril asked for his cellphone, the rope without hesitation Mimi also gave it.

"Nih" said Mimi by giving her pepper Syahril.

Syahril received Mimi's phone and she immediately opened the email and read the incoming email, especially emails from her faculty.

Syahril read every detail written in the email, Syahril was silent when reading the contents of the email.

Shahril looked at Mimi who was always looking at the window. Syahril leaned his head on the back of the car bench, closed his eyes and took a slow deep breath as his heart continued to be privileged.

Syahril knew Mimi must be worried about choosing between the content in the email and the wedding they will carry out this Sunday.

Syahril also knew that this was Mimi's ideals, including guilt or regret in Syahril when forcing his will on Mimi.

Well Mimi duku planned after she went to college they got married and ran the household without any more thinking about the subject matter.

But Syahril and her extended family and Mimi also want them to immediately hold the marriage.

Ryan who was in focus also looked towards Shahril and Mimi from the rearview mirror. Ryan felt that something was going on between Mimi and Syahril.

Syahril also riled in his heart, the planning that his family did was actually not running smoothly as there were obstacles.

"O Allah, what should I do for mutual happiness." said Shahril in his heart.

The sadness felt by Mimi was also felt by Syahril. Syahril believes that Mimi also cannot decide because both are also important things in her.

"Shall I postpone it, O Allah?" mimi said in her heart

"Hamba resigned but I can't" said Mimi again, not feeling her tears fall by herself in silence again.

"What servant should choose to delay his Rabb" said Shahril in his heart.

"Will our happiness be delayed."

"Help the servant of Rabb, give an answer that does not disappoint in the hearts of those who love" said Shahril in his heart pleading to the divine.

Along the road to the city of Jambi that morning there was only silence, anxiety and indecision.

tbc