MY HEART DOCTOR

I sincerely let you go (marriage of Shahril )

After eating tekwan, Di'ah was still furious at his heart seeing the mothers of the rumpong it was gathering at the neighboring house next to his house.

"Udah Di'ah, no need to be in the ladeni again. Everyone knows who they are" Emma said.

"Hem, look if I hear them gossip again" replied Di'ah.

"Have not responded. They want to tell me if it's true that Mimi is in kaw*n hehee, but they don't know the truth." said Mimi.

"Not them Mi, but we don't know either." said Sila.

"Oh yeah, hahaa I don't need to know. If you know how bad it is in the heart." replied Mimi and passed before them.

Arriving at home, Mimi breathed her long breath. Maybe if he was alone he would vanish with a cry, but at this time he was not alone then he would not show sadness in his heart.

In the evening they gather !e!will snack on the porch/ terrace while chatting with Mimi's sisters.

They sat quietly in the foyer until it was almost late.

Emma who was busy looking into her HP suddenly fell silent watching her HP. Manda and Sila looked towards her who was suddenly silent as well as Mimk and Di'ah.

"Emm what's up? why silence?" tanya Sila but not covered by Emma.

"Emm." call Manda

"Emm what the hell is going on? tuh HP why can make Emma restless silent." said Di'ah.

Huuuum huh Emma just took a deep breath.

"There is no marriage, keep her marriage in another mouth in her other heart?" emma said and made everyone stupefied because of her words.

"What does Ma mean?" ask Manda.

"Yes what does that mean? where there is a marriage keg it." said Sila.

"Mi, Mimi's sure it's not even legal that Brother Syahril's marriage is even legal?" ask Emma.

Everyone was shocked by Emma's words. Mimi was silent Mimi knew where Emma was talking.

"Try you guys open your HP and open our group, novi is sending a video there" said Emma sontak Sila, who was not there, Manda and Di'ah also took her HP and saw a video of Novi's submission in the group with the caption, 'My lips may be his name, my heart remains you'.

Mimi watched the video carefully, which was when Syahril faced the ruler to pledge the sacred vow of her marriage.

Not only did Mimi's three best friends see the video, they felt sad when they saw how Shahril said the hijab in front of the ruler.

Seen the face of Syahril that there is no life there, only his body in front of the ruler but his heart and mind and body somewhere.

Mimi saw the video to shed tears, where there also seen Umma and Babah who also shed tears. That tightness that Mimi was feeling right now, seeing their faces was not the face of happiness.

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"Mimi, their happiness is all in kamu😥." chat novi ended sad emot. Mimi's lips shook with her sobs.

"Mi.." called Di'ah as he saw Mimi's lips and body tremble with the cry.

Huuuum huuuh Mimi breathed out repeatedly. All her friends hug Mimi to strengthen Mimi.

"Well what is the work of this Novi, there is no other work." murmured Di'ah.

"Mi" called Emma, Mimi just kept quiet and repeatedly took her breath.

Mimi is trying to be strong and strong in front of everyone even though her heart is now so fragile plus see the video of Novi's submission in group chat.

"I'm sorry Mimi, I'm sorry Mimi Umma, Babah" Mimi said.

"Mi, if you want to cry cry, do not be detained" said Di'ah who had!shed tears.

To be honest Di'ah felt pain in his heart, not that he blamed Syahril or Mimi. But even because of the matchmaking, he also separated from the person who is very dear and loved.

Although Mimi repeatedly asked him to decide Ryan's brother, but he still decided. Di'ah can't if he's with Ryan while Mimi herself sees her best friend happy.

"Udah, let's just sleep yok. It's night." said Mimi and invited them all. Without waiting for an answer from his friends Mimi immediately passed into the room and laid down her body.

The brain and Mimi only imagined Syahril who had said his qabuli. What makes Mimi sad is not the matter of her marriage but the ijab that Syahril said was wrong up to three times. So pak pengulu told him to beristighfar many times then the fourth time in accordance with what should be.

"I received marriage and another Mimi Akifah bint Humayun with a dowry a set of prayer tools and a set of jewelry weighing 250 grams in cash" rang those words in Mimi's mind.

Yah Syahril said his hijab with the name Mimi Akifah not the name of his future wife named Zulfa Azzahra, Mimi shed tears. Mimi was crying in silence.

Mimi's four best friends are still talking about Mimi in the foyer. He told the truth to the three of them. If Syahril was betrothed by his grandfather long ago.

"Why did Di'ah just say it now?" ask Emma.

"Actually I also just found out last week from Ryan's sister." replied Di'ah.

"So, did you break up with Ryan?" ask Sila.

"Hemmm, how could I possibly be happy while Mimi... You'll know that Ryan's brother and Syahril's cousin. How could I have stayed with her if Mimi wasn't doing well." Di'ah explained everything to his three best friends.

"But Di'ah, surely Mimi wouldn't agree that Di'ah broke up with Ryan?" said Manda.

"Yes, Mimi repeatedly asked me not to break up. But I can't Nda." said Di'ah who also shed her tears.

"I feel here neither Sjahril nor Mimi is hurt, but both parents are also. Look at the video when Syahril said his hijab with the name Mimi" said Emma and corrected by her three friends.

"Not only the parents of Sjahril, but all other members are so." said Sila.

"Oh Allah, Mimi. It must have been hard for him to make that decision." said Manda.

"Do we stop Mimi from coming tomorrow" said Sila.

"That's fine, but I think Mimi still has to come to prove that she is strong" said Emma.

"Huum huhh" they took long breaths in unison.

In the chat Di'ah reply Novi chat.

"Why should Nov be sent?" Say Di'ah

"Didnovi not see Mimi?" say Di'ah again.

"Sorry Novi just wanted to see if Syahril only loved her." replied Novi.

"We all know Nov if they love each other but that doesn't mean we've added a cut to Mimi's heart" Di'ah replied.

"Yes Nov, that's exactly what Di'ah said." Emma replied to the chat.

"I'm sorry, I'm just disappointed with Mimi why she made such a decision" replied Novi who blamed Mimi.

"If you don't know the problem don't just blame Nov. It's not only Syahril's brother who was injured but Mimi as well" said Di'ah, who was upset by Novi's remarks.

"Nov, before blaming people find out first the truth" said Manda but novi no longer reply to chat.

"Basar Novi taunyq actually wrong people." said Di'ah sewot.

"Maybe he doesn't know the truth yet" said Emma.

"If you don't know yet, you should be quiet or at least ask him if he is the same as Rendi, don't just accuse me" said Di'ah who was still upset.

"Udah are we sleep yok." invite Di'ah and they also enter the room and lock the gate and door of the house.

They let out a breath seeing Mimi's body tremble on their back. They knew Mimi was crying.

"Mi, are you asleep?" ask Sila. Mimi did not answer.

"Cry Mi don't be detained" said Emma by hugging Mimi from behind.

The next morning, Mimi wakes up first from them. Mimi immediately followed the routine. Mimi's head feels dizzy probably because last night she came back crying.

"O Allah strengthen the servant, add the servant's heart. Help the servant to let him go. Give him happiness, forgive me servant if the servant's decision makes everyone hurt and sad." Mimi prayed after the dawn prayer.

After praying Mimi washed her clothes and others while waiting for the laundry she helped her mother to make breakfast.

"Mi, will you come to her show?" ask mom. Mimi stopped slicing her onion and faced her mak with a smile.

"God willing Mimi comes Mak." replied Mimi.

"Mimi will come as Mimi planned last night. Mimi will come in the afternoon." said Mimi again while slicing an onion.

"God willing Mimi will be fine. Do'a right Mimi ya.'' Mimi replied, mother just nodded and hugged Mimi.

Maybe Mimi can lie to her mother's eyes, but a mother's heart knows that her child's heart is not good.

"We're balek to the cliff, son." said the mother and Mimi shook her head in her arms.

"Ndak Mak, Mimi remains balek to Semarang" replied Mimi and released Mak's embrace.

"Jaudah is up, but remember to take care of your health" said the mother.

"Yes Mak, God willing." replied Mimi with a smile.

Before long Mimi's best friend helps Mimi in the kitchen except Di'ah, she has to go home because she has to help her mother.

At breakfast there are people who come to bring the bushel to the house of Mimi and Di'ah, the people are bang Idho and bang Erwan. Well they drove the bushel from Syahril's house.

It is customary here if there is a wedding, it will be delivered food to the house of neighbors or relatives.

Bang Idho was surprised to see mimi in his house.

"Mimi" he said and Mimi smiled.

Heart bang Idho also grieved, Mimi is his nephew, Syahril is his best friend.

"How are you doing Mi?" tanya bang Idho while giving a rantang to Mimi.

"Alhamdulillah as you can see." replied Mimi while copying the contents of the bushel.

"Why did Mimi take the satisfaction of that deck?" ask her and help Mimi copy the contents of the rantang.

"Huuuum huuh, make good all bang." replied Mimi, bang Idho already know everything but he wanted to know directly from Mimi's mouth.

"It's true for the good of all, but what about the two of you" said Idho bang, Mimi shut up and stopped the event to fill the challenge.

"God willing, we will both be fine" replied Mimi, who hoped she and Shahril would be fine in the future.

"No, you two are not okay" replied bang Idho.

"Have bang, Mimi washed " said Mimi and gave a clean bushel to bang Idho.

"You two are hurting each other, why don't you two just leave this country" said Idho bang, Mimi just smiled.

"Going is not a solution. With our departure, more and more people are hurting. Mimi's parents, pakdo, niggers even Nyai will be affected From the mouths of irresponsible people."

"Not from this family alone but his family as well, their reputation and honor are at stake. Umma, Babah, Abi, Umm all of her will be ruined their reputation in an instant because of our happiness."

"Ndak bang, Mimi can't see them destroyed Mimi can't. Mimi can't see Mimi's parents, Mimi's family in scorn in person, insulted people for being prejudiced against Mimi."

"Let it be, that pain Mimi feels for herself as long as they are far from the insults, gossip and ridicule of others. Mimi could not bear if the honor and dignity of Mimi's mother underestimated others. It is enough they are underestimated, in the scolding of others. Perhaps God rebuked Mimi with this problem, God told Mimi to continue the vision of Mimi's mission to raise Mimi's parents to the degree of Mimi's family."

"Abang help do'a kan Mimi yes, let Mimi strong run everything" said Mimi at length explained to her uncle Idho bang.

"Huuum huh, brother Kasian look at Shahril, he's very depressed. Even when the ijab is called not the name of his future wife" said bang Idho.

Mother, niece, Auntie Zia and the others heard all this, they were sad, they knew for sure that Syahril was depressed about all this.

"It's God's way bang, we're just his people getting their share of the scenario this way" Mimi replied by wiping away her tears quickly.

"Maybe Allah only gave Syahril until yesterday, from now on, Syahril has become the husband of others" said Mimi by continuing to wipe her tears quickly.

"Here you go, brother went bang Erwan is waiting for you" said Mimi evicted him by pointing at Erwan who was standing at the door with Emma.

"Hmm iyolah, if so excuse me. Assalamualaikum" he said goodbye to all.

"Waalaikum greetings." replied Mimi and the others.

Everyone was enjoying their breakfast.

During the day at one hour, my mother, father, niece, Uncle and others went to the court of Shahril.

Upon their arrival there, they saw on stage that there was not a hue of happiness emanating on the faces of Shahril and her parents.

Mimi's family is greeted by Abi and Ummi's brother Ryan as well as Andri's brother, for knowing Mimi's family.

"San." call Abi brother Ryan and brother Andri to you.

"Let's just eat San" said the second Abi against the father, Pakdo, Pakcik and Om Adrian.

They welcomed Mimi's family like special guests. For them even though mimi did not become their son-in-law in real terms, but in their hearts Mimi remained part of their family.

The grandfather saw his two children serving even more special guests approached and asked.

"Who's Riq" Grandpa asked Abi Thoriq his brother Ryan.

"Oh yes Bah, this is the family of Mimi" Abi Thoriq said. Grandfather was silent, but still received greetings from his father.

"He's Mimi's father and this is all Mimi's uncle" Abi Mansyur said.

"I'm Syahril's grandfather." he said, the father and the others just smiled.

"Mari San, eaten first" said Abi Thoriq, Grandfather who heard Abi Thoriq calling father and or besan dumbfounded and looked towards Abi Thoriq and Abi Mansyur.

"For us he is our besan" said Abi Mansyur who knew the meaning of the Babah's gaze.

"Don't be so Mr. Mansyur is not good when anyone hears ." said pakdo who felt bad.

"Why doesn't San feel good, for us Mimi remains a daughter-in-law in our hearts." replied Abi Thoriq bluntly, out of annoyance at her babah.

"Emm" replied Pakdo, just shut up. He did not want to say when in his heart was very hopeful if Syahril became his son-in-law. Maybe like the second Abi Syahril, you will consider Syahril as his son-in-law.

After the meal the Mimi family went up on stage and shook hands with the bride and the two parents.

"Congratulations son, may you be happy" said the father while hugging Syahril, Shahril shook his head not to accept the congratulations.

Syahril wept to see his beloved's family come on the cursed wedding day for him. Shahril repeatedly apologized to father, mother and others. Even Shahril wanted to prostrate at the feet of his mother with tears.

Mom hugged him trying to strengthen him.

"Don't do that, it'll make your parents even more embarrassed" said the attractive mother but Shahril when she would prostrate at his feet.

"I'm sorry Syahril Mak" he said in a hoarse voice in Mak's arms.

"Mother who is sorry, son, may you be happy." said the mother.

"Ndak Mak, don't say that. Syahril has no more happiness." said Syahril.

"Yes, son, thank you for everything." said the mother and turned to the parents of Syahril.

"San." said Umma by hugging his mother.

"Congratulations?" said mom to besan never be.

"Don't say that" Umma said with tears as well as mother.

"Not yet our children's soul mate" said Mother and in addition to shaking hands with her Babah Syahril.

"I'm sorry " said Babah

"There is nothing to forgive" said the mother and they all got off the stage.

For those who know them, today is a day of sorrow.

"Buk" call girls by greeting mom and the others.

"Yes Wi, take care of your content." said the mother to Dewi

"Yes buk, Mimi where buk." replied Dewi and asked Mimi whereabouts.

"He might come here." Answer mom.

Mother and others could not go home immediately because the family of Shahril and Dewi still invite them to talk, and talk, Grandfather saw the intimacy between his family and Mimi's family became moved and there was a sense of guilt when he saw the grandson also respect him.

tbc